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Oliver A loud crack of thunder jolts me awake, scaring the shit out of me, before the sound of pouring rain hits the green tin roof of the Dartmoor pack house. Now, I’ve never been scared of thunderstorms per se, in fact, I actually love them. When we were kids we would always run around in the rain. When there was a hail storm, we’d run around collecting all the Ice to see how much we could get before it all melted. It scared me awake because I’ve finally been able to get some peaceful sleep after how many months and this shit happens. Just my luck, eh? My mate doesn’t want me, her ex is still in love with her, and I’m still a walking zombie. Yeah, I know the fuckwit still loves her, and for him to pull that stunt like he did only seconds after I said she was my mate… Ace was not happy, I had to remind him that we weren’t on our pack lands and to give the fucker a pass today. But if he pulls that shit again, I’ll mess him up just as I did the rogue. I don’t give a shit if Naris
Oliver My back aches as I wake up to the blinding sun on my face. My first thought is I really need to piss, but I decide to wait. Sophia and I fell asleep on the porch swing after our conversation. It was nice to relax and spend quality time with our mate. It was fucking amazing to get some decent sleep after so many months, finally. While I did not share her sentiments about Sam’s feelings toward her, I decided to push it aside because I honestly cared for her and didn’t want her upset or to piss Ace off even more and give him a reason to kill the dipshit. My eyes land on the perfect sleeping beauty curled up on my chest. My arm is still wrapped tightly around her, so neither of us would fall and injure ourselves on the old swing. I knew we wouldn’t have many more moments once we got back to Liverpool, and I wanted to cherish these for as long as possible. The sound of the packhouse door creaking open jolts Sophia awake, much to my annoyance and standing there is the fucke
Oliver Breakfast was over all too quickly. I had already forgotten most of the names of the pack members who were introduced to me, most of whom were warriors or farmhands who report to Ryan. He wasn’t there this morning, but we were told he was already out working. We got up and walked to Narissa’s office with her leading the way. Sophia and Sam stood up to join us. Before we could enter the office, I stop suddenly, causing them to slam into me accidentally. “I think this is probably a better conversation just between the two of us,” I say, looking directly at Narissa, my tone not leaving any room for arguments. With the delicateness of what we have to discuss, I would prefer to leave this conversation between just Narissa and me, for now. Later, if she wants to, she can share the information with her Beta and her sister, my mate. She lets out a frustrated sigh but nods. Sam frowns but accepts her decision before turning around and heading back out the front door. “We’ll talk a
Sophia Oliver and Narissa walk down the hall laughing. I smile to myself as I see them emerge from the hallway. I get a little jealous as I want that relationship with Oliver … easy, worry-free. Maybe someday, once we figure each other out. For now, we still feel like strangers. I’ve been sitting in the living room waiting impatiently for them for the last hour with one of my friends, Serena, who sat with me for a bit before she has to run off to work. The smile on Oliver's face brightens even more as his eyes lock with mine. How can he be so sure? He seems so pure and happy that he found me, yet my mind is uncertain. I’m sure if I had a wolf, it would be different, she probably would have wanted to mate with him by now and already sick of my nonsense, but without one my mind is left spinning around and around on its own. “You can join training tomorrow morning if you like, we have it three days a week. Monday, Wednesday and Friday,” Narissa says to Oliver as she smiles. Sh
Oliver “Alright, everyone, we have a special visitor today,” Narissa claps her hands together, capturing everyone's attention. “I want you all on your best behaviour, and maybe you can learn something from our guest. I stand at the side of the old arena, waiting for my announcement. There are men and women of all ages, as young as 16 and as old as 50, if not older. We had a brief rundown on how it would go this morning, but even so, I’m still so uncertain about how things will go today from yesterday's festivities with Sophia and this morning waking up in her bed and unable to keep my hands off her all morning. I have no idea what is really happening today, and I can tell Narissa knows I’m distracted. Her smile turns into a sly smirk as her eyes flick to me each time. I have no idea how I managed not to fuck Sophia senseless yesterday, I know she wanted more, and she even wanted more this morning, but until I know she is one hundred per cent committed to this, to us, I won't take
Sophia It’s been a week since Oliver has come to our pack, and everyone is in awe of him. The guys all flock over him, wanting to be him, and the women all want to be with him. The men I can forgive, but the women …I hate this feeling I can’t seem to control. I know that he is mine just as much as I am his but when the women turn their gazes towards him and bat their lashes at him, the green-eyed monster rises within and I just want to gouge their eyes out. We have become closer, to the point I am now struggling to go against our bond. The few times he has held me or kissed me has left me wanting more. And yet a part of me pulls back, hesitates … nervous of what the future holds and the knowledge that I will have to leave my family. My uncertainty, my fears are so strong that my dreams are mostly nightmares. I toss and turn each night, hoping that my golden honey wolf will release me from my nightmares. Oliver is just in a bedroom two doors down. That one night I fell asleep in
Oliver I haven’t spoken to my mate in the last few hours, and I don’t know how much longer I’ll be able to hold off. I always said I would never be that person to hold the mate bond over someone's head, and I most certainly won’t for my mate. I understand that it’s only been a few days since we met, but this is common for wolves to move on quickly, and right now, I’d like to think we have a good solid relationship to build on. She avoided me completely at dinner, only to grab food and run back to her bedroom without saying so much as a hello. The fact that my room is two doors down and I am unable to see her drove both Ace and me insane. After finally checking my latest messages on all things Liverpool from Brent and the raging hormonal cousin, I asked Narissa if I could run patrol for her for a few hours. Feeling the need to let out Ace and feeling absolutely useless makes us both uneasy. Even for him being this quiet is unusual, Ace usually whines about wanting to be around So
Oliver It’s been 38 hours, 12 minutes and 35 seconds since I have seen my mate, and the toll it's taken on me has been harder than I expected. Ace keeps reminding me often how long we have been away from her, and it just fucking kills me inside each time he does. I had no choice but to leave. As Liverpool’s Alpha, I had to get back to my pack. And as much as I want to blame her, I did give her the choice of whether to stay or come with me. It has always been her choice, and she chose to stay. I am sick of feeling like I am not enough for her. Maybe it is the insecurities from her ex being around all the time and how friendly they still are. Or maybe it is just because we still barely know each other. I at least hoped that the time we spent together was enough for her. The kitchen was loud by the time I pulled myself out from the spare bedroom I’d been recently staying in. It might as well be mine now, considering I stay at Ashleigh’s more often than Zander would like. I got