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LILA
The strap grazed through my skin, slowly coursing cold shivers running down my spine. I shut my eyes close, "Alpha Rafael..." my words are a whisper, as I begged. "Please," I couldn't tell what I was begging for, For him to stop? To push me further? To test my boundaries until there's no turning back?
Whatever it is, I don't get the chance to decide. He pulls away, his warmth leaving me, but his unrelenting grip on my hair stays. "I haven't asked you to beg yet," he says, voice cold. "This is just the beginning... When we start, it'll be far worse than this," his voice is warning. A warning I should obey, and maybe run, but where do I run to?
"For each rules, you disobey, this strap would be willing to place you back on track,"
"Spread your legs," he ordered. I take a shaky breath, he grabbed my hair in that unyielding grip, like he owns every inch of me. My pride says I should resist, keep my walls up, but his voice has this pull-a dark promise I can't bring myself to ignore.
I hesitated, he freaking needs to know that I'm not his toy. I'm not his sex object, and a doll to be ordered around whenever he wants it.
My jaw clenches, a spark of defiance breaking through the haze he's left me in. "And if I don't?" I spit back, trying to claw back any semblance of control, even if it's just in words.
Turquoise eyes turned dark, his gaze sharpens, amusement flickering like a dare I should've never put out there.
A sharp crack fills the air, and I let out a silent gasp as pain sears across my skin, raw and intense. His hand lands again, harder this time, sending a jolt through me. The impact drives me forward, my front pressing against the table of his implements, my legs quivering beneath me.
"Don't let me repeat myself, Little Kitten" his voice darkens, rich with a commanding edge.
He brings his hands down again, and this time I roared, as the strap hits my butt hard, my flesh tingling from the effect.
I parted my legs, my legs shaking, vibrating. But then he didn't stop, it was more like I had unleashed a hidden demon.
He brings his hand down again, a sob escaped my lips, a plea. "RAFAEL PLEASE!" I begged, my voice a cry.
Oops! How by the moon goddess did I forget that's a mistake too?
Another smack, and this time it was hotter than the rest, "It's Alpha Rafael to you, Little kitten. I won't remind you," my body quivered.
"When i give a freaking order, you fucking do what?" A smack.
I yelped. Another smack. "You fucking do what?" This guy was a psychopath. A damn one.
"Obey," the words tore out from my mouth.
"Good, such a obedient kitten," My pussy is spread wide, to his view.
Tears prick my eyes, and it's not from the pain. Wet? I'm freaking damn wet from his assault. He was a monster. A monster that sees me as his revenge mission and yet I'm wet for him, and freaking yet I'm feeling this throbbing ache in my pussy for this psychopath?
His hand yanked my my hair roughly,and I yelped the pain spreading through me. His finger circled my cunt, and I gasped, no, I moaned out.
Another godamn rules broken? He whipped me again, and damn the pain spread across my butt. I was definitely sure that it would be red now.
His finger continued the assault, this time he pushed his finger inside, my very wet self and I want to moan again, but heavens, I can't. I really can't. I bit my lips, hard.
He doubled his finger, he freaking doubled it, twisting, pulling. And he expects me not to scream?
Fvck the rule. I roared, pleasure coursing through me as his finger worked through me.
I want to beg him, to gentle, not to stop, his pace his rough, but just then as I screamed. He pulled his finger out and then a smack.
I'll save this for later. He night be a psychopath, but he knows how to stick his godamn rules.
Just when I thought I'd break, a creak of the door made me freeze, shame crashing down as I realized someone had entered. I was naked, my legs widened, and hands spread on the table. My breast pressing hard on the table.
My heart dropped. It was... My mother... And then Rafael stopped his assault as she walks in, damn just when I was fucking close.
Rafael looked up, wicked satisfaction darkening his expression.
"Welcome, Linda," he drawled, his grip tightening possessively on me. "You'll want to watch this... to hear her beg the way I once begged you. You need to see her grip my cock, suck it just like you did my dad. This Linda is Paying back the debt you owed. Sit!" His voice is an order and my jaw tenses. The freaking nerve of him to what? To fuck me in my mother's presence? That's the worst disrespect I can ever take. He can call her a slut or whatever, but not this.
My fists clenched, fury sparking. He had the nerve to do this in front of my mother? This was beyond revenge-this was humiliation.
She walked in pale, shock and horror on her face as Rafael looked up, wicked satisfaction darkening his expression.
"You can't do this, Alpha Rafael " my voice came out, and his jaw clenched like I had just defy his order.
He yanked my hair, "You don't tell me what to do little kitten," his eyes are hard as they bored into mine, as if threatening me to talk once more and he would have his cock shobed down my throat. Was that what he's saying it it's just my dirty imagination.
"Kneel," that was rule what? Rule two. With my mother's eyes on me, I wanted to resist, to stand my ground. But I knew what that would mean-more punishment, more pain, and
right here in front of her? I swallowed hard and knelt, my cheeks burning with humiliation.
I knelt, just like the obedient Kitten he had termed me, but not like I had a damn option.
LILA'S POVLast night was a fucking disaster.I barely got an hour of sleep, my mind is is a fucking mess, exhaustion, and the haunting image of Derrick lying in that hospital bed made me almost insane.The second I got off work, I rushed straight to the hospital to be with him.Ava, sweet angel that she is, practically shoved me out this morning, insisting I go home and rest before work. She knew something was up. I could see it in her eyes, the concern, the silent demand for answers. And fuck, I wanted to tell her.But how do you explain something when you can't even say it out loud? When the shame sits so fucking deep in your bones, you feel like it's choking you?Exactly. You don't.My eyes burn, raw and puffy from a sleepless night. Ava had taken a whole month off work to stay with Derrick, her defense? He's my son too.Tell me she isn't a goddamn saint, and I'll fight you. I mean this.By the time I drag myself home at 4:58 a.m., my body feels like it's been run over. I need to b
LILA'S POVHot tears streak down my face as I run out of his office. This is the worst humiliation of my life. Worse than anything I've ever endured. And the worst part? I'm disgusted-with myself, my body, everything. I could have resisted. I could have fought. But instead, I was moaning like a slut. A fucking slut."Are you alright, Lila?" Anna's ever-cheerful voice booms beside me, yanking me out of my thoughts.I sniff hard, swallowing the lump in my throat as I turn to her. Of course, she caught me. Anna misses nothing."I'm fine, just... yunno... passing through some phase," I mutter, at least giving her half the truth.Anna squints, her gaze sharp and assessing. "Mmm-hmm. Right. And I'm Mother Teresa." She folds her arms. "Come on, spill. You look like someone just chewed you up and spat you out."If there's anything about Anna she never takes no for an answer.I force a laugh, but it sounds hollow. "It's nothing, Anna. Really."She narrows her eyes. "Lila, babe, you suck at lyi
LILA'S POV"Touch yourself." His voice is a command , leaving no room for argument.My pulse pounds against my ribs. My body tenses.I swallow hard, my nails digging into my palms.My hands are shivering, I reach down between my legs, every nerve in my body screaming in protest.Heat of humiliation crawls up my neck, settling on my chest. I clench my teeth, forcing myself to breathe, forcing myself to move.My fingers brush against the panties between my legs, hesitation clawing at me."Don't stop," he murmurs, voice soncold and commanding.A shudder runs through me. My skin burns under his stare, my pulse hammering in my ears.I squeeze my eyes shut, trying to block him out, to block this out. Eyes so intense fed on me like I'm some sort of prey. I can't watch. I can't watch those gaze. Call me a slut. they only made me wetter."Eyes on me, hornet."A whimper escapes before I can stop it. I force my lashes apart, locking onto Rafael's gaze. The way he watches me,so dark, so unmoved,
LILA'S POVHis cold gaze pins me in place, his lips curling into a half-smirk. But then, his gaze narrowed into mine. His eyes darken as he narrows them at me, his stare turning sharp, cutting.Brown eyes, filled with something unreadable. Hatred. Loathing. Disdain. And something else I can't name.He looks at me like I'm nothing. Like I'm just a pathetic object he's acquired, a mere possession. A pet.The mockery in his eyes tightens the knot in my chest, pressing down on the pain that never truly left. He owns you now, that look says.I suddenly feel small. Trapped. The walls of his office seem to close in, and for a second, I wish the ground would just split open and swallow me whole.But I know better.This isn't the end.It's just the beginning.Rafael pulls out his phone and holds it out for me. His way of telling me to input my account number.I take it without a word, my fingers shaking as I type. I don't dare meet his gaze, but I feel it. That scorching intensity burning into
LILA'S POVFucking why? Why does my fate have to end up this way? Why does the Moon Goddess have to make me face this cruel destiny?The truth is simple, yet it's unbearable. I can't just walk up to Alpha Rafael and tell him the real reason I ran away-that I left because I was pregnant. That I have his child. That our son is lying in a hospital bed right now, in desperate need of surgery.I laugh bitterly at the thought. It's beyond ridiculous. He would kill him, he would crush him with his bare hand. Out of all the people in the world, the father of my child turns out to be my new CEO. The same man who has been haunting me, sending me texts and flowers.Alpha fucking Rafael.At this point, what can't Rafael do? Ruthless doesn't even begin to describe him. But none of that matters right now. The only thing I care about is Derrick. My son.I force myself to my desk, trying to focus on my usual morning tasks, but my mind is scattered. I know Rafael won't just let me off the hook. I ran
LILA POVCold brown eyes pierce into mine, his mouth curling into a slow, predatory smirk.My legs feel weak. My hands clammy.That look-fuck-I hate it.It makes me wish the ground would just open up and swallow me whole.I'm shivering. Every instinct in me screams to run. But where? The other employees would notice. They'd question me.I try to look away. I fucking try.But how could I?His suit jacket is undone, two shirt buttons left open, exposing a teasing glimpse of his defined chest. Hard, tanned muscles. That same body I've been fucking craving to touch. That same body that-No.I swallow thickly, my throat dry. His note. The flowers. The way my body feels sore in places it shouldn't. The terrifying possibility that he might have fucked me, and I don't even remember it.Fucking hell.His gaze stays locked on me, challenging. I know others have noticed by now. The way he stares at me. Like I belong to him. Like I always have.Memories claw at my mind, dragging me back to the pa