Reid's POV
After hearing what Aiden and Matthew said I realized in that moment that I can trust Matthew. I can trust him around my family and I can trust him with my sister when the time comes.
If he was willing to risk himself for my dad then I know he will risk himself for my sister. I feel such a relief flow over me knowing that when the time comes my sister will be in good hands.
I lead everyone back outside and as I walk out the back door I look for my mate. I smile when I see Maddox pushing Julian and my sister around in the wheelchair. He is running through the yard pushing them and they are both laughing. My sister was sitting next to Julian in the wheelchair since they're both so small they can fit in it side by side.
Although I nearly had a heart attack when he hit something and the wheelchair tipped forward and they both fell out.
I instantly took off running toward them. I stopped once I got there, relieved as I found them bo
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Reid's POV "I love you!" I heard him say and my heart felt like it would explode A smile broke out across my face as I pulled his face toward me, crashing our lips together. I brushed my tongue against his bottom lip, asking for access. He slowly opened his mouth as my tongue slipped in. I slowly twirl my tongue around his as our tongue danced. I felt as Julian melted in my arms as my hand went to the back of his neck with my thumb resting on his jaw. My tongue danced with his as I tasted his kiss, tasted Julian. Goddess I love the way he tastes, I can't wait to taste the rest of him. I brush my tongue against the roof of his mouth before sucking his tongue into my mouth. He whimpers as he pressed his hips against me. I feel as he slowly climbs on top of me as the kiss deepens. He moans and whimpers as he rocks his hips against me. I growl into his mouth as I feel his hard cock press against mine.
Julian's POVOnce again I'm pushed to the back of my head as my vampire side took control and drank from him. I watched helplessly unable to do anything as he pleaded with me to stop.I tried fighting for control, pushing forward as hard as I can to stop my vampire side."I love you!"I heard him say and and I felt my vampire side finally acknowledge his pleads to stop. I felt as my vampire side gave me back control finally.Those words echoed in my mind. I felt as my vampire side acknowledged his words and felt guilty, giving me back control.I quickly released his neck and moved back. His head slumped to the side with his eyes closed.I felt my chest tightened as I panicked and started to cry. I felt my vampire side panic and feel guilty too.I quickly tapped his cheeks and started shaking
Reid's POV Like expected, he is showing signs that his heat is coming. After talking to him the other day and explaining what it was and what that meant for him he was pretty scared. No I take that back, he was freaked out! After assuring him that I would never do anything to hurt him he seemed to calm down. I told him I would never have sex with him until he's ready. I know he's been raped before so he has the general idea of how it works. Unfortunately the only thing he knows about it is the fact that it hurts and it was always done to him against his will. I explained to him that I would never do that to him, I would never force myself on him. I told him when he's ready and only when he's ready I will have sex with him. I had to explain to him that it will be nothing like what he experienced before. I told him it won't hurt, it'll actually feel good. That seemed to really stump him. He couldn't understand how it could actually feel good when it's only ever hurt. All day yest
Julian's POVI was so comfortable in my nest as I laid there with my eyes closed holding his shirt to my face as I breathe in his scent. My whole nest smelled like heaven. Like my love, my mate, Reid.I laid here purring as I held his shirt against my face while twirling another shirt of his in my right hand.I laid here calm and content inside my safe zone as I held his shirt against my face, taking in his scent. I heard him call out to me but I was too lazy and happy where I was. But his voice made me happy and I felt as my purr got louder just from the sound of his voice.I felt as he started pulling the layers away from the top of me and I nuzzled further into his shirt.. I almost feel like I wanted to nibble on it because it smelled so good.Before I even got the chance to really consider if I wanted to chew on his shirt or not I sudde
Reid's POV After a few moments the pink in his skin faded back to his pale color. I watched as he almost gave a sigh of relief then started adjusting his nest. I watched curiously as he repositioned some of the pillows and shirts along the edges. He laid down and pulled the blanket over him a little then rested his head on the edge. A moment later his hand came up to his face holding one of my shirts as he pressed it against his nose smelling it. He placed it under his head then looked at me and smiled. "I love the way you smell." He said and I felt my heart skip a beat. My goddess he's adorable. "I love the way you smell." I said as I lean forward placing a kiss on his forehead. I laid down next to his nest as I propped my head up on my hand with my elbow on the bed. My face at his level as I stared into his eyes while running my hand through his hair listening to his purr. He looks so angelic right now, so innocent. I tho
Reid's POV Julian thrust his hips against me as he tried to dominate the kiss. His tongue twirling with mine before running across the roof of my mouth. His tongue hungry as it searched every crevice of my mouth. He broke the kiss whimpering as he rocked his hips against me. The sweet smell of his arousal filling the air even with the cream in my nose. The smell of his slick is intoxicating as I thrust my hips against him. Julian goes for my neck again and sinks his fangs straight into my neck and I cry out in pleasure as my eyes roll into the back of my head. Each time he does this the pleasure is stronger. I feel as his teeth leave me before his tongue runs over the wound sealing it again. He rocks his hips against me again and I run my tongue along his jaw as I suck and kiss and nip at his neck. I travel down further as I continue my trail tasting his skin. I stopped and take one of his hardened buds into my mouth as I suck and flick the bud with m
Julian's POV I felt as I was finally free and able to get control again. I felt that's my eyesight went back to normal and no longer had the red hue to it. I brought my head forward and quickly stopped moving. I looked around to take in my surroundings and see what was going on. I already knew what was going on but I still felt the need to look for myself. I felt as my vampire side kept feeding on him. I felt as he injected his venom to keep increasing his arousal and clouding his mind. Felt as I was not forward for the first time we had sex. My vampire took that from me. Everyone is always taking things for me. I gripped his chest hard and felt my nails dig into him. He suddenly stops moving as he realizes what's going on. I feel the tears rolled down my face and see the look of horror cross Reid's face as he realizes what just happened. He slowly sits up and brings a shaky hand to my face. "I'm... I'm so sorry! I don't know w
Reid's POV I gently laid us down as I held him in my arms while I was still inside of him. He stirred a little and moaned as I adjusted us. The movement probably cause some discomfort with my knot still inside of him. I found a comfortable position for us as I laid us on our side with my mate wrapped around me. I gently place my arm under his head and held him close. I brushed the hair out of his face and gently stroked his cheek as I stared into the beautiful face of Julian. The events of everything that just happened we're running through my head. The moment I felt our mate bond snap into place. His emotions and feelings pouring into me at once. I felt how happy he was and how much he loved me. But I also felt how betrayed he felt by his vampire side. That broke my heart. I'm so angry with myself that I allowed that to happen. I should have known better, I should have been able to fight it. I should have saw what was happening.