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SERENA
The moment his lips descended on mine, I was a goner.
Damn him.
Damn him and those ice blue eyes that seem have a way of staring straight through to my soul, threatening to steal my secrets.
Damn the way his smile makes my heart stutter in my chest and his touch makes my skin smolder beneath his capable hands.
Damn those soft lips and that demanding tongue that skillfully moved against my own and robbed me of every last ounce of resolve.
Damn him for ruining me for all other men, because I know I can’t have him, and as long as I live nobody else will ever begin to compare to Reid Raines.
I bring a hand up to my lips as I lay on my bed, tracing my fingers over them while my eyes slide closed and my mind drifts back to that moment between us in the forest- the moment when we both finally succumbed to the pull of the mate bond. In the days since it snapped in, we&rsquo
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