(Natalia)
“This can’t be real. Her Highness and the King’s best friend? How did this even happen?” Arturo exclaimed before glaring at Blaze who was sitting by my side and then at me. The lord’s gaze softened. “Blink twice if you are being threatened by the General, your highness.”
Blaze let out a low growl, stopping the conversations in the dining hall all at once. In another time, I’d be amused. Arturo was my godfather and one of the very rare lords who was able to prove himself and gain dad’s approval and trust.
But I couldn’t trust him with the truth. It was better that he knew nothing, than to be involved in this mess. The less people who knew, the better.
I glanced at each of the lords who surrounded me like predators, staring at me like I was their prey to catch. In this twenty-four-seater dining table, I was the only woman sitting because the council still believed that only men, especially alphas, should have to deal with official matters.
It was my first time facing them without my dad by my side. I would lie if I’d say I wasn’t nervous to present myself before their judgmental eyes.
“Do you think I can be threatened, my lord? That’s very offensive,” I shot back as calmly as possible as I stared affectionately at the man who I vowed never to meet again. “Look at my alpha. Do you also think he needs to use threats to get a woman?”
Even now, as we gathered here, the female staff kept blushing while glancing at the General who looked like he had just stepped out of a woman’s dream in his dark suit that was perfectly molded to his body. Of course, the men around us didn’t share the same belief. To them, he was huge and menacing.
The council didn’t give me the chance to rest. All of them rushed in as soon as they heard that I was back. Since they were here, Blaze and I decided to use this opportunity. We invited them to dinner to properly announce our engagement. As expected, none of them were happy about it.
I could almost taste their aggression in the air, making it hard for me to appreciate the feast the chefs prepared for us. Too bad, most of them were my favorites. It was hard to even swallow right now.
The men around me looked suspicious, which was expected. This just meant that the General and I would have to work harder in the following days to convince them of our love story. It wouldn’t be easy. Blaze and I were not prepared. Everything happened too soon. We didn’t have much time to discuss what kind of lies we wanted to spread.
“When did your relationship start?” lord Richard asked next, who was now sporting a swollen eye when my fake fiancé defended me a while ago. “How come we didn’t hear about it?”
“Not everything in our lives need to be announced,” Blaze spoke with the confidence and arrogance of a king. “But for everyone’s peace of mind, it started the day the princess’ bond mark appeared when she turned eighteen.” His eyes held me hostage, looking at me with such intensity that made my skin tingle. He held my hand firmly. Protectively. His hot mouth pressed a kiss on the back of my hand, making me shiver, as a slow, sinful smile stretched his lips. “Natalia has become mine since then.”
Gasps and murmurs echoed in the hall. I fought hard not to wince at the memory of said night.
I’d moved on. That was what I’d been telling myself every day. But it didn’t mean I no longer remember the pain and the nightmares that followed since that night.
Who would have thought that three years later, we would be glued to each other’s side like this? Pretending we were not bad for each other, pretending he didn’t ruin me.
Pretending I didn’t volunteer to represent the shifters in the human realm just so I could run away from the bond rejection. From him.
“You two are mates?” two of the lords asked almost at the same time, their eyes wide.
“We are,” I answered, my voice steadier this time. Blaze’s presence, as much as I hated to admit it, had helped soothe my fraying nerves. Maybe because I knew that even if I couldn’t trust him not to hurt me, I could trust him not to harm this realm unlike most of the lords around us. “We wanted to inform the public about it in our own time, but then, this happened. That’s why I apologize, my lord, I can’t marry your son.”
Richard cleared his throat. “Well, mates are a rarity nowadays. That’s a… blessing from the Goddess. Congratulations. However, you are the crown princess, the sole heir to the throne. Your title gives you the power to claim as many alphas as you want, your highness. How about taking my son as a concubine instead? After all, royalties having harems was not uncommon in the past.”
“While we are on this topic, I would like to also offer my son, your highness,” Martinez added. “Not to brag, but he is one of the most sought-after alphas in this realm. If your father is here, he can vouch for him. Dominic is wanted by many women in the city. With our family’s strong genes, he is sure to provide you with a son who can shift unlike you. You are too weak, but that won’t be a problem. My son can strengthen-“
Lord Martinez didn’t get to finish the rest of his sentence. His screams resonated in the hall after Blaze stabbed his hand with a fork. The General was half-mage, half shifter. With the latter’s mana, Martinez couldn’t free his hand even if he wanted to.
“Disrespect my mate again and I will make sure you will be unable to use your filthy tongue for the rest of your life, my lord.” Blaze’s jaw clenched as he rose from his seat. “The princess is tired. She needs to rest. Excuse us.”
Blaze extended his hand, and I took it while some lords, including the staff, rushed to take the fork off Martinez’s hand although they might need a mage for it to be possible because the available mage right next to me had no plans of helping.
“Thank you, love,” I told him with a bright smile before locking eyes with Martinez whose hand was bleeding because of the fork which Blaze wrapped with his mana. “Don’t look at me like that. If anything, you deserve to be punished, my lord. But don't worry. I will remember to send a royal healer at your place after my beauty rest.”
Arturo smiled, suddenly looking amused while Blaze’s face was grim as he guided me out of the dining hall without letting go of my hand. This was what dad would have wanted for me. An alpha who would defend my honor.
I couldn’t even find it in me to remain offended when I could still hear Martinez sobbing like a little girl while cursing Blaze at the same time.
“General Kingston? May I have a word with you?” Arturo asked, stopping us from retreating to my chambers.
Blaze looked like he wanted to decline, but I nodded politely and whispered, “Go ahead, General Kingston. I could take it from here. Great work today. I appreciate it. Truly.”
His eyes narrowed, but my godfather and I didn't give him the chance to say no. I took my hand back and smiled encouragingly at my godfather who led him somewhere while Alec appeared from somewhere and approached me. He was my schoolmate. He’d always been very vocal about telling me he wanted me to be his luna. He was charming, good-looking, and kind unlike his father, but I’d always wanted a man. Not a boy who couldn’t even speak without trembling in front of my father or the general.
“Are you really going to marry the general, your highness?” he asked, looking hurt.
“Yes.”
“I get that your mates and all that, but no offense, your highness. You deserve better. You are too young for someone like him. The King had you pretty late. General Kingston is the same age as your father! I mean he’s… ancient! In the human realm, he’s almost like your great grandfather!” he blurted out as if he could no longer help it. His chest heaved.
“I bet this ancient grandfather can take you down in a single blow if you wouldn’t stop messing with his mate. Get the fuck out, boy. Your opinion is not needed here.”
Both of us were stunned after hearing Blaze’s voice. I didn’t think he would be back so soon. Luckily, it didn’t turn into an argument because Alec ran away so fast. I didn’t even get to answer him back.
I was right.
He was still a boy. A hundred percent.
“Fuck that kid,” Blaze’s face darkened as he continued to lead me to my room. “Are you alright?”
I knew it was wrong to laugh given the situation we were in, but I couldn’t stop it while looking at him. He looked royally pissed. I was sure that the lords wanted to point out our age difference, but no one had the courage to say it directly in his face.
As if reading my mind, Blaze paused. His dominating gaze landed on me, stopping me from laughing. For a moment, I couldn’t breathe properly. My pulse roared in my ears. A slow grin quirked his mouth like he could tell what he was doing to me.
To my body, particularly.
“I would bet on everything I have that no great grandfather can make you wet the way I do, Natalia.”
(Natalia)At exactly two in the morning, I decided to just give up on sleeping and get up. I’d been tossing and turning for hours now at the thought that the man who broke my heart was the same man who had his head between my legs, who licked me and sucked me like there was no tomorrow, and who introduced me to a different kind of bliss, the wildest I’d ever experienced.And right now, that man was just sleeping next door.I should get used to this. In fact, I should consider this a practice since we would also be living under the same roof once we got married. I just didn’t think it would happen this soon.Things were happening according to plan, but it was happening fast. Blaze and I were able to stop any of the lords from taking over. The people were getting used to constantly seeing us together. The bashings were still there, but they were lesser nowadays. Last night, when I logged in my social media account, I was shocked to see some people posting about us and were rooting for
(Blaze)“You sound jealous, Blaze.”How many women who passed by in my life deliberately looked at other men and sought them in hopes that I would feel jealous and take them seriously? I lost count. After not getting their desired reaction from me, they cursed me and even ended up using their tears, hoping that I would have a change of heart, something which would have only been possible if I had one.If they were in Natalia’s position tonight, I was certain I would be seeing an entirely different reaction than the princess’ burdened one.“That’s absurd,” I answered casually despite the fact that my ego just suffered a critical hit. “Jealousy is for boys.”That was too shallow a word. It could not encompass the way my chest constricted at the mere mention of someone else. It certainly would not be able to describe how my thoughts darkened and how difficult it was to breathe at the thought of her spending time with a man that wasn’t me.The moment I saw how Natalia’s face brightened du
(Natalia)“There is something important missing,” Blaze commented as he looked at me just when I was about to step out of the ladies’ room. I glanced down. I had my clutch with me, my suppressants, my messy dress, my heels, some of my confidence, and half of my sanity with me.I frowned. “What is it?”The General wrapped me in his suit jacket while skillfully avoiding touching my skin directly as if my words from a while ago still bothered him. If I didn’t know how filthy he could get within closed doors, I would have been tricked by this gentleman act.“You didn’t have to do that but thank you, Gen-“I paused upon seeing the dark warning in his eyes, reminding me of the things he could do just to make me say his name. “I mean Blaze.”There was a playful shimmer in his eyes when he spoke again. “The jacket was not what I was talking about. It’s this.”Again, Blaze showed me how he could spin my world without touching me as he bent down and pressed his lips to mine. I could taste myself
(Natalia)I could not argue. I didn’t want to talk. Tonight, I didn’t even want to think. I just wanted to feel and accept what Blaze was offering. I silenced all thoughts in my head as he put one aching nipple inside his wicked mouth, swirling his tongue around it, teasing it, and then sucking it. Gently at first, before giving it to me hard.I had to bite my lower lip to stop myself from moaning loudly at the delicious sensation and immediate relief it brought to me. Blaze was so good at it. He was tasting me. Licking me. And sucking me like he’d been wanting to do this for a long time. Every swipe of his tongue was bringing me closer and closer to the edge that I didn’t notice that I was grabbing his head and pulling him closer to my chest as I lost myself to the primal pleasure that I had never experienced before.Blaze alternated sucking each breast, giving them his equal attention. And when he bit the tip, it took all my willpower not to scream his name as I reached my climax so
(Natalia) “I want you.”Three words. They may be not as good as love, but for a worldly man like Blaze Kingston, for someone who didn’t believe in love, it was the next best thing a woman could have. Three years ago, I would have settled for those words. I would have done anything to hear them from his lips like all the women outside who would eagerly dive for an opportunity to be with him.That was how badly I had fallen in love with him.I sat straight and stared at my wrist for a few seconds which looked smooth and flawless in everyone’s eyes before I focused on Blaze. I used to hate the marks there. I thought they were a weakness, a reminder of my naivety but now, they were still a reminder, yes, but a different one. And that was to never use my heart when it came to someone like him again. “How does it taste? Bitter, doesn’t it?” I said after some time. “It could get better or worse. Lucky for you, it’s just lust. Just want. I’m pretty sure it’ll go away. Don’t worry, soon, you
(Natalia)“Part those pretty lips for me, love. Otherwise, I might be forced to suck them and bite them until you do,” my fake fiancé gently commanded, a smile playing on his lips while threatening me with something I had no doubt he would do. He was that determined to see this act through until dad woke up.Multiple cameras flashed around us as I smiled back just as sweetly before opening my mouth. We were on our mandatory date tonight, another way to show the public our united front.Blaze’s eyes lingered on my mouth a little too long as I took a bite of the slice of cake from his fork. For all his quirks, I still found myself moaning as the taste burst in my mouth. It was similar to Torta Savoia with its rich chocolate hazelnut cream that I had from the human realm and had instantly become my favorite.“Good?” Blaze rasped. When I nodded, he wiped something off my upper lip with his thumb before putting it in his mouth. His eyes heated as he sucked it. Every little thing he did, ev