LOGIN(Natalia)
“This can’t be real. Her Highness and the King’s best friend? How did this even happen?” Arturo exclaimed before glaring at Blaze who was sitting by my side and then at me. The lord’s gaze softened. “Blink twice if you are being threatened by the General, your highness.”
Blaze let out a low growl, stopping the conversations in the dining hall all at once. In another time, I’d be amused. Arturo was my godfather and one of the very rare lords who was able to prove himself and gain dad’s approval and trust.
But I couldn’t trust him with the truth. It was better that he knew nothing, than to be involved in this mess. The less people who knew, the better.
I glanced at each of the lords who surrounded me like predators, staring at me like I was their prey to catch. In this twenty-four-seater dining table, I was the only woman sitting because the council still believed that only men, especially alphas, should have to deal with official matters.
It was my first time facing them without my dad by my side. I would lie if I’d say I wasn’t nervous to present myself before their judgmental eyes.
“Do you think I can be threatened, my lord? That’s very offensive,” I shot back as calmly as possible as I stared affectionately at the man who I vowed never to meet again. “Look at my alpha. Do you also think he needs to use threats to get a woman?”
Even now, as we gathered here, the female staff kept blushing while glancing at the General who looked like he had just stepped out of a woman’s dream in his dark suit that was perfectly molded to his body. Of course, the men around us didn’t share the same belief. To them, he was huge and menacing.
The council didn’t give me the chance to rest. All of them rushed in as soon as they heard that I was back. Since they were here, Blaze and I decided to use this opportunity. We invited them to dinner to properly announce our engagement. As expected, none of them were happy about it.
I could almost taste their aggression in the air, making it hard for me to appreciate the feast the chefs prepared for us. Too bad, most of them were my favorites. It was hard to even swallow right now.
The men around me looked suspicious, which was expected. This just meant that the General and I would have to work harder in the following days to convince them of our love story. It wouldn’t be easy. Blaze and I were not prepared. Everything happened too soon. We didn’t have much time to discuss what kind of lies we wanted to spread.
“When did your relationship start?” lord Richard asked next, who was now sporting a swollen eye when my fake fiancé defended me a while ago. “How come we didn’t hear about it?”
“Not everything in our lives need to be announced,” Blaze spoke with the confidence and arrogance of a king. “But for everyone’s peace of mind, it started the day the princess’ bond mark appeared when she turned eighteen.” His eyes held me hostage, looking at me with such intensity that made my skin tingle. He held my hand firmly. Protectively. His hot mouth pressed a kiss on the back of my hand, making me shiver, as a slow, sinful smile stretched his lips. “Natalia has become mine since then.”
Gasps and murmurs echoed in the hall. I fought hard not to wince at the memory of said night.
I’d moved on. That was what I’d been telling myself every day. But it didn’t mean I no longer remember the pain and the nightmares that followed since that night.
Who would have thought that three years later, we would be glued to each other’s side like this? Pretending we were not bad for each other, pretending he didn’t ruin me.
Pretending I didn’t volunteer to represent the shifters in the human realm just so I could run away from the bond rejection. From him.
“You two are mates?” two of the lords asked almost at the same time, their eyes wide.
“We are,” I answered, my voice steadier this time. Blaze’s presence, as much as I hated to admit it, had helped soothe my fraying nerves. Maybe because I knew that even if I couldn’t trust him not to hurt me, I could trust him not to harm this realm unlike most of the lords around us. “We wanted to inform the public about it in our own time, but then, this happened. That’s why I apologize, my lord, I can’t marry your son.”
Richard cleared his throat. “Well, mates are a rarity nowadays. That’s a… blessing from the Goddess. Congratulations. However, you are the crown princess, the sole heir to the throne. Your title gives you the power to claim as many alphas as you want, your highness. How about taking my son as a concubine instead? After all, royalties having harems was not uncommon in the past.”
“While we are on this topic, I would like to also offer my son, your highness,” Martinez added. “Not to brag, but he is one of the most sought-after alphas in this realm. If your father is here, he can vouch for him. Dominic is wanted by many women in the city. With our family’s strong genes, he is sure to provide you with a son who can shift unlike you. You are too weak, but that won’t be a problem. My son can strengthen-“
Lord Martinez didn’t get to finish the rest of his sentence. His screams resonated in the hall after Blaze stabbed his hand with a fork. The General was half-mage, half shifter. With the latter’s mana, Martinez couldn’t free his hand even if he wanted to.
“Disrespect my mate again and I will make sure you will be unable to use your filthy tongue for the rest of your life, my lord.” Blaze’s jaw clenched as he rose from his seat. “The princess is tired. She needs to rest. Excuse us.”
Blaze extended his hand, and I took it while some lords, including the staff, rushed to take the fork off Martinez’s hand although they might need a mage for it to be possible because the available mage right next to me had no plans of helping.
“Thank you, love,” I told him with a bright smile before locking eyes with Martinez whose hand was bleeding because of the fork which Blaze wrapped with his mana. “Don’t look at me like that. If anything, you deserve to be punished, my lord. But don't worry. I will remember to send a royal healer at your place after my beauty rest.”
Arturo smiled, suddenly looking amused while Blaze’s face was grim as he guided me out of the dining hall without letting go of my hand. This was what dad would have wanted for me. An alpha who would defend my honor.
I couldn’t even find it in me to remain offended when I could still hear Martinez sobbing like a little girl while cursing Blaze at the same time.
“General Kingston? May I have a word with you?” Arturo asked, stopping us from retreating to my chambers.
Blaze looked like he wanted to decline, but I nodded politely and whispered, “Go ahead, General Kingston. I could take it from here. Great work today. I appreciate it. Truly.”
His eyes narrowed, but my godfather and I didn't give him the chance to say no. I took my hand back and smiled encouragingly at my godfather who led him somewhere while Alec appeared from somewhere and approached me. He was my schoolmate. He’d always been very vocal about telling me he wanted me to be his luna. He was charming, good-looking, and kind unlike his father, but I’d always wanted a man. Not a boy who couldn’t even speak without trembling in front of my father or the general.
“Are you really going to marry the general, your highness?” he asked, looking hurt.
“Yes.”
“I get that your mates and all that, but no offense, your highness. You deserve better. You are too young for someone like him. The King had you pretty late. General Kingston is the same age as your father! I mean he’s… ancient! In the human realm, he’s almost like your great grandfather!” he blurted out as if he could no longer help it. His chest heaved.
“I bet this ancient grandfather can take you down in a single blow if you wouldn’t stop messing with his mate. Get the fuck out, boy. Your opinion is not needed here.”
Both of us were stunned after hearing Blaze’s voice. I didn’t think he would be back so soon. Luckily, it didn’t turn into an argument because Alec ran away so fast. I didn’t even get to answer him back.
I was right.
He was still a boy. A hundred percent.
“Fuck that kid,” Blaze’s face darkened as he continued to lead me to my room. “Are you alright?”
I knew it was wrong to laugh given the situation we were in, but I couldn’t stop it while looking at him. He looked royally pissed. I was sure that the lords wanted to point out our age difference, but no one had the courage to say it directly in his face.
As if reading my mind, Blaze paused. His dominating gaze landed on me, stopping me from laughing. For a moment, I couldn’t breathe properly. My pulse roared in my ears. A slow grin quirked his mouth like he could tell what he was doing to me.
To my body, particularly.
“I would bet on everything I have that no great grandfather can make you wet the way I do, Natalia.”
(Blaze)“Next time you feel the heat symptoms again, call me. Don’t suffer by yourself. Most of all, don’t ever hurt yourself again, Natalia. You have me. Use me. Do whatever you want to me. Screw the contract. Say what you need and I will give it to you, whatever it is.”I needed to say that. I needed her to know that I was not going to fight this thing between us anymore. That I was willing to explore this, wherever this may lead, even if it meant that I would have to fight her father.Because it was her.Because she was worth the blood I know I would have to shed.“I’m not sure, Blaze,” she rasped, looking drowsy. “I’m not sure if I can do that without remembering it.”“Remembering what?”“I did call you, you know. A few months after I went to the human realm, when the heat struck me so bad I couldn’t even stand and no suppressants worked, I dialed your number.”“And?” I didn’t know. I didn’t remember answering any calls from her for the past years. “What happened?”Her voice was a
(Natalia)I secretly congratulated myself for not getting swept away. I may be too vulnerable to run right now, but I still had half my rationality with me. I didn’t want to think hard about Blaze’s every word anymore. I was done analyzing. He didn’t add another word which would have made any other woman assume.I didn’t.I knew what it was like to expect. I used to do that a lot. Come to think of it. Blaze was not the entire reason for my broken heart. It was me. It was my expectations.“It’s your turn,” I dared instead. “Tell me about your wife. I didn’t even know you had one. Not a lot of people seem to know it.”“I didn’t think it was important to talk about it,” Blaze answered as he stepped out of the balcony with me still in his arms.I frowned. “You married her. Of course, it was important. What happened between the two of you?”“My parents are fated mates, Natalia,” he said out of the blue.I shook my head. What did I expect? That he would answer me as truthfully as I did? “I
(Natalia)Blaze’s wolf roared furiously. The reaction was opposite to the man sitting in front of me. Did I just see pain flash those green eyes? Maybe I was hallucinating. There was no way Blaze would feel pain for anybody, especially for me.He didn’t even feel anything for the past few years while I had to carry the pain by myself every night.Blaze burned the dagger before pressing his palm over my thigh.“Don’t you dare heal me,” I warned. “I need it. I need the pain to keep me sane.”Otherwise, the in heat omega in me would attack him. And he would let me. Out of responsibility. Out of temporary lust.“Natalia-““If you can’t tolerate it, then get out of here, Blaze.”It was a simple stab wound, nothing a war general like Blaze hadn’t seen before. But he and his wolf were reacting as if my whole body was bleeding. I was relieved he didn’t push through the interrogation. Instead, he turned off the shower knob and gently carried me out of the bathroom.He had me sit on the divan as
(Natalia)“Let me,” Blaze said, stopping me from taking my negligee off as he showered wet kisses on my throat down to my shoulder. I closed my eyes and reminded myself that he was just another body I needed to keep myself warm and to release this heat that was suffocating me so how come that it was like the heat was getting worse with his kisses, with his unbelievably soft touches?His hands were so gentle and yet, they were like gasoline, setting me on fire.Blaze Kingston didn’t do kisses. He didn’t do soft caresses. He wanted it rough.I’d heard those rumors from the women who had entered his bedroom, women who were all too proud to tell the world about it.“Just do what you usually do, Blaze. I know you don’t like it gentle. Don’t treat me differently. I can take it.”Blaze being this way was just insulting me more. Did he think I wouldn’t be able to take him?He froze as if he was just as insulted. “You are different, Natalia.”I scoffed even when all I wanted was to spread my l
(Blaze)Regret was only for selected people. People who have conscience. People who still have hearts. That was the reason why for the past three years, I did not regret severing my bond with Natalia. Regretting means I had feelings, and I didn’t. Tying her with a man like me would not only destroy my friendship with her father, it would also destroy her future.Natalia wanted love. She needed it. Hell, I watched her grow up as a romance fanatic. She had all those books about fairytales. She believed in all the good and beautiful things while I was too jaded, too burned out, too cynical.And fuck, too old too.That’s why when Natalia left for the human realm, I was relieved. I had gone out with Mikhail several nights after that as he drank his heart out and whined like a mother hen who was forced to watch his little girl fly out of the nest. His usual ruthless expression turned into sadness, into grief. I was there and sat beside him, drinking quietly while he complained and while he
(Natalia)At exactly two in the morning, I decided to just give up on sleeping and get up. I’d been tossing and turning for hours now at the thought that the man who broke my heart was the same man who had his head between my legs, who licked me and sucked me like there was no tomorrow, and who introduced me to a different kind of bliss, the wildest I’d ever experienced.And right now, that man was just sleeping next door.I should get used to this. In fact, I should consider this a practice since we would also be living under the same roof once we got married. I just didn’t think it would happen this soon.Things were happening according to plan, but it was happening fast. Blaze and I were able to stop any of the lords from taking over. The people were getting used to constantly seeing us together. The bashings were still there, but they were lesser nowadays. Last night, when I logged in my social media account, I was shocked to see some people posting about us and were rooting for







