LOGINThe coordinates that my watcher sends are further away from my usual hunting grounds but I kind of expected that with me going to sector twenty-five. It was all divided up once the earth became survivable after some idiot decided to drop bombs for political reasons that don’t matter anymore. When mankind emerged from their bunkers or space-age tubes, that's when we discovered the shifters. They somehow managed to live on the surface in the only pockets of ground not affected by the radiation, which of course meant the humans wanted it. The humans answered this by creating people like me. we’re raised in schools like The Academy, trained to kill, not to ask questions and give our undying devotion to our Master. I never believed in half of the crap The Academy taught us, which is how I made the plan to escape with Octavia, the only reason I stuck around was because they gave me the skills I needed to get the release my body craves. Even now I’m able to rock up to a random rest stop that will give me access to serums, bullets, knives and every possible weapon to kill a man several times over. I roll the van to a stop in the empty parking lot just as the sun starts peeking over the horizon. I’ve made good time thanks to travel between sectors being rare. This rest stop is worlds apart from the one I slept most of the day away at. There are no whores being screwed against the walls, no evidence of drugs or even smelly guys wandering around drunk looking for their next target. This rest stop is only known to people like me so in a way I suppose it's more civilised. I grab my bag of coins and jump out of the van. I quickly lock it up and dash across the parking lot to the main door. There are no neon signs to show what this place is; if you’re walking through the door, then you're either lost or you’re exactly where you’re supposed to be.
“Be out in a sec!” I hear a man shout from the back room; he sounds frazzled so I just grunt and start looking around the shop. The front is all the basic stuff. Food, clothes and toiletries – everything someone needs when on the road day and night, the stuff I need is locked away in the back and I’ll need to give up some blood to gain access. I gather together a new toothbrush, some soap and a three-pack of clean tanks; there's probably some kid in a sweatshop I need to thank for putting these together. Gone are the days of malls seen in old magazines; it looked like fun but I’d be bored in three seconds with no one to kill.
“Take your time.” I say sarcastically when I’ve done a full circuit of the store, I’ve dropped multiple items next to the till and now I’m just waiting for the collector to come and help me. I made the mistake of trying to rush one of the collectors before and I have a scar on my left shoulder from where he shot me. Francis just laughed and told me he would have done worse if I had done that to him. Collectors run our shops; they have little to do with The Academy and have rules of their own.
“If you had a nub instead of a hand, you’d take more time doing shit too.” The man appears from behind a beaded curtain; he’s older than the last collector I met. This guy looks more like santa clause with his heavy white beard and large stomach; he’s holding up his left hand to show me that he does, in fact, have a nub instead of a hand. There's no scarring so he was probably born like that. Sadly these days it is rare to be born whole and without missing or extra limbs; radiation is a bitch and it doesn’t discriminate. People are saying it's getting less common, though, now that mankind has been on the surface for over a hundred years.
“Sorry.” I mutter as I lower my eyes to the counter. “I was sent by my watcher to stock up for a job; I need all of this and some of your other goodies.” The man doesn’t say anything as he reaches beneath the counter so he can grab the device he needs to take a drop of my blood and confirm my identity.
“You know the score, prick it so I can see who you are.” The man’s eyes narrow as I place the pad of my right thumb in the little divot; even though I’m expecting the prick of the needle, I still jump a little. As soon as I feel the needle, I pull my thumb away and stick it into my mouth.
“Never get used to that.” I mutter around my thumb; the coppery taste of my blood fills my mouth as I press my tongue against the small wound so the bleeding stops sooner.
“An Academy gal, huh? You’re a rare one.” The collector presses something on the device and I know my location has just been sent to The Acadmey and back to my watcher. “You gals are all about serving that head guy, whats it you call him?” The collector rambles as he walks from behind the counter and pulls out a bunch of keys. It always makes me chuckle that I need to give blood to get access to the room but all he needs is a little key.
We pass the two grieving families as we walk to the edge of the Pack. It took a while for either family to look at us but when Rusty showed up for the first time, he helped them move on by offering them a new home. It will be hard losing Pack members but Gideon and I both agreed that they needed a fresh start away from the pain. I have no idea how it feels to lose a pup so permanently but I do understand it after what Seraphina did to me. “Are you ready for tonight?” Gideon asks me as he puts one arm around me; Des is still pulling on his hair but he seems completely unbothered. “More than ready, once she’s dead, we can finally move on.” I rest my head on his arm. We’ve kept Seraphine locked in the basement since we got back to the Pack but tonight she’s finally going to be held accountable for her crimes. I’ve spent six months making her slowly bleed for what she’s done to me; I’ve taken my pound of flesh and now it's time for the Pack to have theirs. We silently decided to wait fo
Six months later“Gideon, we have to go!” I yell from the kitchen as I try to rangle Des into his sweater; he’s doing his best to wiggle away from me while his namesake watches us from the kitchen table. I glance over at my father-in-law to see him looking completely at ease; there is no sign of the illness that has taken hold of him in the last few weeks. Julie swears it's not serious but Gideon is worried. “You know, you could help Gramps.” I growl at the old Alpha; he does nothing but lift his coffee to his lips and take a deep sip. “Fine, then I’m telling Flora that's your second cup this morning.” I stick my tongue out at him just as I get the sweater settled on my son; he stamps, and he kicks his tiny feet at me but thankfully he’s still too small to make any contact with me once I lean backwards. “You are getting mean since becoming a momma.” Desmond mutters as he puts down the coffee cup and slides it across the table. I watch him eye it up as I pick up Des and place him on
I watch from beside the van as Gideon and Rusty shake hands, and Low is even bowing low towards one of the white wolves, while Ghost seems to be silently saying goodbye to the other wolf. It all seems very final but surely my father is coming to the Dark Moon Pack. I know I just disappointed him by naming my son after a man he doesn’t know but he’s just going to have to understand that Desmond feels more like a father to me. “You’re leaving?” I ask my father as I push off the van. Desmond James is lying inside, having a nice little nap. Now he has a full stomach so for the first time in hours, both of my arms are free and I actually feel kind of strange without him attached to me. “I have to, little one.” Rusty mutters as he slaps Gideon’s back and pulls away so he can face me. “A Pack can’t have two Alphas and I am nowhere near ready to step down. Gideon is going to have his hands full with you and the little pup; the last thing he needs is for his wolf feeling threatened.” Gideon
“Is she managing?” Rusty asks me as he pokes at the campfire; I glance over at the freshly clean Elle to see her trying like hell to get our son to latch onto her nipple. She’s been trying for over an hour but the little guy is refusing to latch. I can see her getting frustrated but she’s shouted at me twice to back off so I know better than to go over to her. “He came into this world too early and her body has been through hell; she might not be able to produce the milk he needs and I know she’s blaming herself.” I mutter as I watch Ghost approach her; unlike me, he doesn’t get screamed at. The only reason I’m staying by the fire is because he’s being respectful about the distance he keeps from my mate and he’s pointedly looking over her head instead of at her exposed breast. “Please, Luna, let me help. I know you might not want to hear this but when Nicole was pregnant, she was reading all kinds of books and stuff; a lot of them were about lactation.” I feel Rusty’s eyes focus on
“She’s dead.” Francis gasps out. I’m staring at his thigh muscle as it twitches and spams; I’m soaked in his blood, and I can see nothing but the next cut I want to make. He hasn’t lasted long, but I’ve managed to cause him some serious pain, my mate and father ensured he will never walk again, but I made him feel every ounce of pain he inflicted on every Academy girl. The bloodthirsty part of me wants to keep going, but the shifter and new-mother part of me just wants this all to be over so we can go home. I drop the hunting knife onto the ground and stagger back so I can look at my father. I know it's true now. Only someone who shares my blood could be this angry and this guarded at the same time. I think I knew it was true right from the start, but my time at the Academy has made me want to see the darkness instead of the light. When I first met Gideon, he promised to show me a way to live without killing; he did, and while doing so, he showed me how to see the light and kindness s
‘I thought she was just some random woman?’ I hiss at Gideon; he doesn’t say anything at first, he just squeezes my shoulders and looks down at our son. When he finally looks up at me, I see nothing but love shining back at me; he gives me a small smile before pressing his lips against my temple. ‘A fated mate is special, Killer; they’re an Alpha's greatest weakness. There's a reason not many people knew how I felt about you before I made you mine.’ Gideon looks over at Rusty, who is still beating the crap out of Francis. ‘Rusty runs around screaming about his fated mate, and she would have been killed just to get back at him.’ I’m suddenly seeing Rusty in a whole new light. When I first met him, I thought he was just an asshole Alpha who wanted to make sure he made as big of an impression as possible. Now I see the dark circles under his eyes, the scars lining his back and the intensity of his gaze. He’s been fighting for longer than he told us; he’s most likely been searching for h
“Target eliminated. No witnesses. Leaving the area.” I speak into the little mic and the computer types out the message while I break down my gun. The man I just killed was the head of a major crime family; I need to get out of this area before his men realise where the shot came from. I’m not in a
“The Master and you – watch how you talk about him. He’s the one who delivered us back to the surface and organised the humans into the sectors so we have room to grow and thrive.” I repeat the line I’ve heard all my life: the collector doesn’t say anything; he knows what I’m capable of so I know h
After spending a few hours trying to find dirt on Alpha Gideon, I have to concede to the fact that his dark secrets are not on The Academy’s database. It's rare but it does happen; it just means I’m going to have to do some watching after all. I slam the computer closed with a dissatisfied sound an
I dream of nothing so when my computer starts to beep, I’m pulled from sleep and feeling refreshed. I scramble from the bare bed so quickly that my knife clatters to the floor. I need to answer my computer before it disconnects or I’ll be in a world of pain. I ignore my t-shirt; I know who is calli







