LOGINThe coordinates that my watcher sends are further away from my usual hunting grounds but I kind of expected that with me going to sector twenty-five. It was all divided up once the earth became survivable after some idiot decided to drop bombs for political reasons that don’t matter anymore. When mankind emerged from their bunkers or space-age tubes, that's when we discovered the shifters. They somehow managed to live on the surface in the only pockets of ground not affected by the radiation, which of course meant the humans wanted it. The humans answered this by creating people like me. we’re raised in schools like The Academy, trained to kill, not to ask questions and give our undying devotion to our Master. I never believed in half of the crap The Academy taught us, which is how I made the plan to escape with Octavia, the only reason I stuck around was because they gave me the skills I needed to get the release my body craves. Even now I’m able to rock up to a random rest stop that will give me access to serums, bullets, knives and every possible weapon to kill a man several times over. I roll the van to a stop in the empty parking lot just as the sun starts peeking over the horizon. I’ve made good time thanks to travel between sectors being rare. This rest stop is worlds apart from the one I slept most of the day away at. There are no whores being screwed against the walls, no evidence of drugs or even smelly guys wandering around drunk looking for their next target. This rest stop is only known to people like me so in a way I suppose it's more civilised. I grab my bag of coins and jump out of the van. I quickly lock it up and dash across the parking lot to the main door. There are no neon signs to show what this place is; if you’re walking through the door, then you're either lost or you’re exactly where you’re supposed to be.
“Be out in a sec!” I hear a man shout from the back room; he sounds frazzled so I just grunt and start looking around the shop. The front is all the basic stuff. Food, clothes and toiletries – everything someone needs when on the road day and night, the stuff I need is locked away in the back and I’ll need to give up some blood to gain access. I gather together a new toothbrush, some soap and a three-pack of clean tanks; there's probably some kid in a sweatshop I need to thank for putting these together. Gone are the days of malls seen in old magazines; it looked like fun but I’d be bored in three seconds with no one to kill.
“Take your time.” I say sarcastically when I’ve done a full circuit of the store, I’ve dropped multiple items next to the till and now I’m just waiting for the collector to come and help me. I made the mistake of trying to rush one of the collectors before and I have a scar on my left shoulder from where he shot me. Francis just laughed and told me he would have done worse if I had done that to him. Collectors run our shops; they have little to do with The Academy and have rules of their own.
“If you had a nub instead of a hand, you’d take more time doing shit too.” The man appears from behind a beaded curtain; he’s older than the last collector I met. This guy looks more like santa clause with his heavy white beard and large stomach; he’s holding up his left hand to show me that he does, in fact, have a nub instead of a hand. There's no scarring so he was probably born like that. Sadly these days it is rare to be born whole and without missing or extra limbs; radiation is a bitch and it doesn’t discriminate. People are saying it's getting less common, though, now that mankind has been on the surface for over a hundred years.
“Sorry.” I mutter as I lower my eyes to the counter. “I was sent by my watcher to stock up for a job; I need all of this and some of your other goodies.” The man doesn’t say anything as he reaches beneath the counter so he can grab the device he needs to take a drop of my blood and confirm my identity.
“You know the score, prick it so I can see who you are.” The man’s eyes narrow as I place the pad of my right thumb in the little divot; even though I’m expecting the prick of the needle, I still jump a little. As soon as I feel the needle, I pull my thumb away and stick it into my mouth.
“Never get used to that.” I mutter around my thumb; the coppery taste of my blood fills my mouth as I press my tongue against the small wound so the bleeding stops sooner.
“An Academy gal, huh? You’re a rare one.” The collector presses something on the device and I know my location has just been sent to The Acadmey and back to my watcher. “You gals are all about serving that head guy, whats it you call him?” The collector rambles as he walks from behind the counter and pulls out a bunch of keys. It always makes me chuckle that I need to give blood to get access to the room but all he needs is a little key.
I follow silently behind Gideon as he leads me back to the main house, the entire Pack is silent thanks to how late it is, so we make it to the front door without anyone stopping us. Although there is a lack of people in the makeshift streets, it's clear there is grief hanging in the air; I can feel it pressing me down, and no matter how much I try to put my mind on something else, it's all I can feel. I’m about to push past Gideon so I can get into the house and away from all thegrief when he places a hand on my chest and holds out his other; he doesn’t say a single thing but I know what he wants. No weapons inside of the house; he warned me that first morning that if I ever picked up a weapon, he would kill me. I suppose the rules have changed somewhat but he still doesn't want me armed in the house. “The safety is on; don’t lose it. I like the balance of it.” I double-check the safety is still clicked in place and then place the cold metal gun in his hand; his long fingers curl ar
I’ve never been one for kissing. It always seemed too personal but with Gideon I find myself leaning into it. His lips aren’t soft or sweet; he’s demanding and forceful, his tongue demands entry into my mouth and I have no choice but to let him in. He’s gripping the back of my head and pressing on my lower back so I have no choice but to be plastered against his naked body. I can feel his cock pulsing between us; it's trapped and unable to get to where I really need it and no amount of wiggling is going to move it. I can do nothing but submit to his will and keep kissing him. I’ve heard that kisses can be gentle and loving but that's not what this is. Gideon is showing me my place by using his mouth and somehow the taste of him is making me want to stay right where I am. I’ve never wanted to submit before; I’ve never met a man worthy of that kind of control but as Gideon’s whisky-flavoured tongue dances with mine, I find myself wondering if submitting would be so bad. At least then I
“So that's how you treat the males who find their way between your legs?” Gideon sounds pissed, maybe even a little jealous; he’s not wrong, though. I was really cold towards Dutton but I have no experience of dealing with men after I’ve fucked them. Most of the men I’ve screwed have been reststop guys, I’ve never seen one more than once and I’ve never had a repeat action. It's stress relief for me, an urge deep inside of me that I can’t control; sometimes it feels like if I don’t fuck someone or find my release, then I might explode. It helps me sleep by calming my mind and allowing my body to have that sweet hum. Gideon used his fingers on me and I slept the full day; I can only imagine the coma he would put me in if I felt him tunnel in and out of me. “Is this where you call me a whore?” I snap back at him. I don’t turn to look at him, though; I can’t stand to see the pity in his eyes. I’ve heard it all before. Even with the fucked-up world, a woman is still judged for having a he
I don’t need Dutton to tell me what he’s doing; I felt his resistance the second I connected to him and told him I needed him at the farm. I never thought he would run though. I've heard tales of shifters who flee when their Pack faces challenges, but this is unprecedented. “I’ve invested in you. I had you trained as our Pack doctor and gave you everything you wanted; I even let your useless brother be an enforcer!” I roar over Phelan’s wold whimpering like a pup; I saw the injury Elle has caused and it's nothing more than a flesh wound. If Phelan would shut up and shift, it would already be partly healed; instead, he’s milking the wound for all it's worth and getting on my last nerve. “Our Beta is dead!” Dutton shouts back at me; he’s red in the face, and his gaze keeps flicking between me and Elle like he’s trying to decide who the bigger threat is. “Our Head Enforcer is dead, and you're banishing me to the farm. I know what's next; I’m not stupid. If you wanted the human for your
Gideon doesn’t slow down; he’s running at full speed and I feel completely inadequate running with him. No matter how hard I push myself, I can’t reach the speed of his wolf; every now and again, he stops to sniff the base of a tree or the leaves of a bush and that's when I manage to catch up with him. His wolf always gives a small huff and starts running again. I’m not sure if he’s stopping to let me catch up or if he’s scenting for a possible threat. Mila was only killed a few hours ago, so unless the academy sends in duplicates, the next person won’t be here for at least a day— maybe three if they are deeper into the sectors. I lose track of time as we run deeper into the forest; I can smell the fresh pine leaves and hear small animals scurrying out of the wolf's way as he continues to follow the dark route, looking back every now and then to make sure he hasn’t lost me. I’m starting to think he’s just making me run around so I won’t keep demanding sex when the wolf in front of me
I think Gideon might be training me to be his little lap dog because as soon as he’s out of sight, I push off the bed and start following him. The house is dark and quiet; the candles in the window have been put out and I can no longer hear the sounds of someone throwing up. I can hear the small snores, though, and when I pass the door with the name Milo surrounded by little foam moons and stars, I remember Brandon saying he had a son. Gideon doesn’t look back to see if I’m following him; he just leads me past a small ratty sofa and then a family kitchen complete with a table and four chairs. I’m not sure why, but seeing the full fruit bowl in the middle of the table makes a lump form in my throat. Everything my eyes land on makes me think of a family; Brandon and his wife don’t just live here; they’re raising their child together, and a small part of me is jealous of little Milo sleeping soundly in his bed. I never had a full fruit bowl or a family table in the kitchen; little foam s
"Thanks, Doc.” Gideon thanks the elderly man as he packs up his bag and then walks from the office, he didn’t say anything the whole time he was here; he just strapped up my wrist and then left. For the last fifteen minutes or so, I’ve scanned Gideon’s office for a weapon or even a link to somethin
The house is eerily quiet, with not a single light on and no guards monitoring the basement door. Gideon must not have thought we would escape or he would have had people watching the basement to stop us from escaping. The kitchen is a mix of hardwood and cold metals; there's a fridge and even an ov
The basement is warmer than anywhere I’ve ever been before; in my experience, basements are damp and a little scary. The last time I was in a cage like this, I was being electrocuted and lashed for bad behaviour. I was sixteen and I’ve never done anything to put myself in this position again. I kno
Octavia is out cold. I’ve tried calling out to her a few times but other than the odd mumble, I’ve not received a response. My cage is big enough that I can stand up; I can take several steps to the side before hitting the bars and there is a small cot towards the back along with a bucket I’m sure







