Airen's POV
I tried not to laugh at the murderous glare Rachel sent me as her mother embraced her. I knew Carlotta would never let up or that we could never tell her the real reason why the ceremony was so rushed. So I decided to appeal to her sense of self-decency and the idea that her reputation as a mother could potentially suffer."Oh, my dear! Why didn't you tell me!?" Carlotta exclaimed as she pulled back to look at Rachel's very non-pregnant stomach. "She wanted it to be a surprise. But with you being adamant about moving the wedding back I figured you should know." I interjected before Rachel could tell her mother that I was a complete liar. Which I was, but telling her would ruin the whole point of why I told the lie in the first place. "Well now that I know, of course, you can get married tomorrow, darling! Of course, I still wish you had waited, oh but I'm so excited!" Carlotta pulled Rachel into another hug while Rachel rolled her eyes at Carlotta's delusion that she needed her permission to get married.I tried not to laugh again when Rachel threw me another dirty look."Oh! I must go and start making a list of things you'll need! I can't wait!" Carlotta said as she hurried off."Momma!" Rachel called but it was too late. Carlotta was gone.Rachel whirled on me and pointed a finger at me glaring."Really!? I'm pregnant!? That was the best you could come up with!?" She scolded.I shrugged."What? You told me to talk to her.""Yes, talk! Not lie! Now, what am I going to do?" Rachel groaned.I shrugged again."Nothing. Just enjoy your wedding."Rachel glared up at me again."My mother may be an airhead but I think she'll notice if I don't have a baby in a few months.""Then tell her you miscarried. Or, if you want, tell her the truth.""You know I can't do that." Rachel sighed.I gave her a sympathetic smile."It was genius, really. I just wish I'd thought of it." "Hey, we can't both be the genius."Rachel rolled her eyes at me."Plus, it's my job as maid of honor to come up with the solution to any disaster that arises," I said proudly hooking my arm through hers.Rachel shook her head and pulled me back toward the living room."Come on, we should go check on the guys out back."Rachel's backyard was huge. Her house sat on a hill so the backyard had a gentle slope to it leading down from the porch to a large green area where there were chairs, a fire pit, and a table. A few large oak trees stood in the backyard providing shade from the hot sun. There were several white Christmas and fairy lights strung up in the trees for the ceremony.At the bottom of the hill, two large men were working on setting up the ceremony setting. It would be at the foot of the hill, just under the largest oak tree. Large and very heavy benches (I know, I helped move a few last week) made out of pure oak wood would act as the seating. Green leaves and vines and white flowers had been used to decorate the benches and the white lattice work archway that acted as the altar. I watched as the two behemoth men each picked up a bench as though it weighed nothing, lifted them over their heads, and moved them to a different spot. I blinked rapidly. I knew personally just how heavy those benches were. It had taken two full-grown human men to move one and it had taken solid effort on both men's parts. These two were just swinging the benches around as though they were regular folding chairs.If I didn't know already that Rachel's mate, Cade who was one of the behemoth men, was a werewolf, this would be a dead giveaway.Cade was huge, over 6'5, and was built out of pure muscle. He had red hair to match Rachel's (their kids have no chance), and blue eyes. He had a few freckles, but not at many as Rachel.I figured the other man was a werewolf too since he was a little smaller than Cade and he was still swinging the benches around as though they weighed nothing.The second man stood tall, about 6'4 or 6'5 from where I was standing. He had large bulging muscles that made my heart skip. He had dark tanned skin and from the looks of it dark hair. I couldn't tell since both men wore hats.I didn't know if they were making fun of the fact that we were in Texas or not, but either way, they looked damn good.Both men wore a pair of jeans and boots and a black hat. That was it. They were both very shirtless.I could tell Rachel had noticed since her face was all red again, though it was hard not to notice. I frowned. The man working alongside Cade seemed familiar, but I didn't know how or why. While I was trying to figure it out, the winds changed. When we had stepped outside there was a slight breeze and we had been standing downwind of the two men. But now we were most defiantly upwind.The moment the winds changed the second man froze, dropping the bench he was holding.He whirled around so suddenly that I gasped in surprise.Then I recognized him.Dread and apprehension churned in my stomach as my eyes widened.Charging up the hill toward me was Johnathan.Johnathan's POV Four Years. That's how long it has been since that one incredible night with my mate. My beautiful and perfect mate left without a word or leaving a note before I woke the next morning. My mate, whose name I didn't even know. My mate seemed to vanish, as though she had never existed. And since that night I have been tearing the world apart looking for her. Traveling the world had become boring and tiresome for me. But now that I had a purpose, a reason to travel, I enjoyed it with renewed vigor. The first few months were filled with frantic fear-filled searches. Anything and everything that could be done to learn her identity was done. When those methods failed I resulted in a more hands-on approach. I went out into the world actively looking. The next few months were filled with desperation, trying to remember any little detail that could give way to who she really was. As time wore on I was met with failure again and again. Failure to find her, and failure to
Johnathan's POVI charged up the hill towards her, not caring about the bench that I was sure had just toppled over.It took me less than a minute to make it to her. I stood just in front of her and inhaled her intoxicating scent. She was looking at me in shock, as though she couldn't believe that I was there. I knew how she felt.I hungrily took her in, memorizing every inch of her presence.She stood before me in beautiful wonder, framed perfectly by the sunshine. She was wearing a white t-shirt and jeans that fit her well. Her blonde hair was pulled back into a messy bun and several stray whisps hung loose and framed her round face. Her eyes were as hauntingly beautiful as they were that night.A smile began to form on my face before something caught my eye.Dark circles sat under her eyes. Her eyes, while beautiful, lacked the amused sparkle I had loved. Upon looking at her more closely dread began to build in my stomach.She was pale, far paler than she had been four years ago. S
Airen's POVHe was here. He was here and looking at me as though I would disappear with just the slightest movement.Rachel had introduced him as "Alpha". I knew that he wasn't human, that he was a werewolf, but an Alpha? I had no clue. And life had just gotten far more complicated."Ms. Rachel?"I turned to see one of Rachel's ranch hands, Davis, standing by the back door."Yes?" Rachel turned to face him as well."I finished mucking out the stalls and put the horses out to graze. Is there anything else you need from me?"As he said this Davis's beady little eyes slide over to me. A shudder of revulsion went through me as he openly raked his eyes over me and leered.I wanted to hide, to cover myself with more clothes so he couldn't see me. But I knew that would only fuel his creepy behavior.Before I could so much as glare at him a loud growl sounded from behind me and I was suddenly pulled back into a solid chest. Large protective arms wrapped around me possessively and I instantly f
Airen's POV What did I just do? I stood there, stunned. I had just said that Johnathan would be sticking around. For a while. And that we would be seeing more of him. What had I just done? The whole point of me not looking for him this whole time was that I didn't want him involved in my life. And what about James? I internally groaned. I didn't know how, but I was going to have to keep them away from each other for the next two days. At least until I could figure out how to fix this. 'I could always run.' The thought had crossed my mind. My family had reached a point where I wasn't really needed as much anymore. Yes, Dad was still very weak but he was slowly getting better and he was working from home now. Between him, Mom, Elena, and Elena's husband they could handle my grandparents. And with my job, I could work from anywhere. A plan began to slowly form in my head. A tug on my hand pulled me out of my thoughts. Rachel stood in front of us, my hand in hers, looking at Johna
Airen's POV Carlotta was waiting for us just inside the back door. The moment we stepped inside she pounced. "Oh good! Finally, Rachel, I have some things for you to look at that we could use for the baby's room!" She exclaimed happily, showing us her phone which was currently on a baby shopping site. I looked at the phone in surprise while Rachel looked pale. "Mother, do you really think that's necessary right now? I mean we're not even done with the wedding...." "Of course it's necessary! Before you know it the little tyke will be here and you won't have time for anything anymore. Now, look at this bassinet, I thought it would be perfect for the living room here....." Carlotta continued on and on while Rachel groaned and shot me yet another dirty look. After about 20 minutes of onesies, pacifiers, bibs, cribs, and toys Rachel's head looked like it was about to explode. "Mother, why don't we pause this discussion until after the wedding? As in when I'm back from my honeymoon?"
Airen's POV Rachel and I sat in the kitchen talking for a while. She sipped her coffee while I chugged glass after glass of water. No matter how much water I drank I didn't feel any better. If anything I was getting worse. Nasuea ruled my stomach with an iorn fist until even ice-cold water sounded unappealing. Lightheadedness and dizziness forced me to take a seat on a bar stool next to Rachel. My body was shaking like a leaf in brutally harsh wind and I felt weaker than a newborn lamb. Aches soon began to curl around my muscles like shadowy fingers strangling them. I tried to focus on the conversation with Rachel, and tried to act like nothing was wrong, but I knew that soon my nose would start to bleed and I would be forced to the bathroom in order to throw up the very limited contents of my stomach. The mention of my son, however, forced me to re-focus on the conversation. "So James is....." Rachel trialed off allowing the unfinished thought to linger in the air. I nodded and
Airen's POV When I first woke up I didn't want to move. Not because I was in pain, but because I was so comfortable. I was surrounded by a heavenly warmth that made me feel safe. The pillows and blankets were soft and fluffy and they were covered in a wonderful scent. They smelled like whiskey, mint, and eucalyptus. I felt safe and warm and cozy and all I wanted to do was burrow further into the soft bed and cushions and sleep for a million years. At least, until my very embarrassing scene came crashing back into my memory. Then all I wanted to do was bury myself under the blankets and hide. "I know you're awake." a deep voice rumbled. My eyes flew open and I sat bolt-upright in bed. A bed that was not mine. It wasn't even the one that I used when James and I stayed at Rachel's. I looked around the room, desperately trying to regain my senses and figure out where I was. Had I been kidnapped and I just didn't remember it? I sat on the bed, feeling utterly lost and confused, waiti
Airen's POV His thumb caressed my lip again as I felt him lean closer. "Now, tell me, Mio piccolo coniglietto," his warm breath brushed my ear and I felt his lips graze my cheek. Shivers of anticipation and pleasure ran through me. "Why were you panicking?" And just like that, the cold water of reality rushed through me like ice. I opened my eyes and jerked back. "I wasn't panicking," I stated firmly. His eyebrow raised and he gave me a look that said he knew I was lying. I met his look with a glare of my own. The last thing I was going to do was let this man in on what I was thinking. "Then why was your heart racing?" He asked. I raised an eyebrow of my own. "Let's see, I wake up in the dark in a strange room with a strange man that I can't see talking to me. Why do you think my heart was racing Einstien?" "You were scared." it was more of a statement than a question, but I'd take it. "No shit Sherlock," I said rolling my eyes. I glanced at my watch and winced at how much