Airen's POV
We arrived at Rachel's ranch and saw several people milling around. They were carrying things around getting ready for the wedding tomorrow.I put the truck in park and turned off the engine just in time for James to shout."Mommy look! The horses are out!"James loved horses. With the way he shouted and squealed every time he saw them you would think he'd never seen one before. "James wait!" I said, but it was too late.When he was two James had learned how to buckle and un-buckle himself into and out of his car seat. That combined with the lack of child locks on my dad's truck meant that he was already out of the truck and halfway to the horses. "I've got him. You have work to do." Mom said nodding to the house before us. I looked up and saw Rachel standing on the large wrap-around porch of her home. She was waving at me with a glowing smile on her face. I smiled and got out of the truck. I watched Mom and made sure she caught up with my runaway of a son before I turned to greet Rachel. Rachel was about my height, around 5'5 or so. She was plump but wore it proudly. She had pale skin despite being outside all of the time and firey red hair. Freckles dotted her nose and face and her bright green eyes were full of joy. I smiled as we met halfway between the porch and the truck and hugged. "I'm so glad you're here! I can't believe it! I'm getting married!" She squealed. I smiled at her in return."I know! I'm so happy for you! Now, how are things going? What else needs to be done?" I asked. At this Rachel's joyful smile melted and for the first time in months, her happiness was overtaken by stress."Oh Airen, it's been awful. Momma has been a full terror. I can't even talk any sense into her!"I frowned."What is she doing?"Rachel threw her hands into the air."Nothing. Everything! I just, I can't seem to please her! The flowers are wrong, the place is wrong, the dress is wrong, the food is wrong, and it just goes on and on and on!" Tears began to form in her eyes as she continued."She wants us to wait, to have a bigger wedding, but we can't. We've already waited longer than is normal for", she glanced around to make sure no one was listening, "werewolves."I sighed, knowing she was right.It wasn't a well-known fact that Cade, Rachel's mate, was a werewolf. Given where we lived and who we lived near we felt that it was best to keep that knowledge a secret. Not that Rachel was ashamed of who her mate was. She would proudly proclaim to the world that she was mated to a werewolf, just not when that proclamation might start World War III in our small hometown."Okay, just breathe. It'll all be alright, just breathe. I'll talk to her." I put my arm around Rachel as she began to sniffle. "Thank you. And I know it will be okay, especially now that you're here. I just, I don't know what to do! I can't seem to get through to her and Cade is on his last nerve."I nodded in understanding as we began to make our way to the house. I suddenly stopped remembering the items I had brought for the ceremony.Since the wedding was being thrown together so quickly we were having to do a lot of the work ourselves. My mom and I (with the help of Marcy and my grandmother) had personally made several long and delicate vines of leaves and white flowers to decorate with. I stopped and began to go back to the truck when Rachel stopped me."Don't worry about the stuff in your truck. We'll have the guys get it later." She said tugging me back to the house. Rachel's house was a classic long, one-story ranch-style house. There was a large living area where furniture usually sat, but had been cleared for the large group of people that would be here this evening and tomorrow.The front door led directly into the large living room with the back door leading out to the backyard and where the ceremony would be held across on the other side. To the right of the front door, there was a small hall and door that led into the kitchen. To the left of the front door was a much longer hall that lead to several bedrooms and bathrooms.Rachel pulled me into the kitchen where her mother sat perched on a bar stool at the island. She was looking through a bridal magazine, flipping through the pages lazily. I rolled my eyes. As though she didn't know we had a huge ceremony to get ready for.Her mother looked up when we entered the room. She pinched her lips together at the disheveled sight of her daughter. Rachel preferred boots, jeans, and t-shirts or flannels to wear, and knowing her line of work, I don't blame her. Rachel's mom, however, preferred designer clothes and pinched heels.When she saw me though, a brilliant smile lit up her face."Airen! It's so good to see you!" She exclaimed."Carlotta." I nodded in acknowledgment."Good. Now that you're here maybe you can talk some sense into my daughter. After all, it only has been a few months. This is far too rushed. I'm sure that Airen agrees with that." Carlotta cooed.Out of the corner of my eye, I saw Rachel's bottom lip begin to tremble."To be perfectly honest Carlotta, I am glad that they are getting married so quickly," I stated as I made my way into the kitchen.Carlotta just stared at me blinking every so often as though I was speaking a foreign language. I took her silence as an opportunity to continue."I have personally spent several hard labor hours on this wedding and for it to be postponed at this point? All of my hard work would go to waste. Besides," I got myself a glass of water, making myself at home. James and I stayed here often enough it was practically our home at this point anyway. "There is another, more urgent and time-pressing need for them to get married so quickly."I grinned evilly to myself as I took a sip of water as I watched both Carlotta and Rachel look at me in confusion. I winked at Rachel and she seemed to get what I was implying. Due to her pale skin, I could see the blush turn her whole face cherry red. It took Carlotta a little longer before the pieces clicked. Her eyes went wide as she gaped at me. "You mean....." She whirled on her daughter. "You're pregnant!?"Airen's POVI tried not to laugh at the murderous glare Rachel sent me as her mother embraced her. I knew Carlotta would never let up or that we could never tell her the real reason why the ceremony was so rushed. So I decided to appeal to her sense of self-decency and the idea that her reputation as a mother could potentially suffer."Oh, my dear! Why didn't you tell me!?" Carlotta exclaimed as she pulled back to look at Rachel's very non-pregnant stomach."She wanted it to be a surprise. But with you being adamant about moving the wedding back I figured you should know." I interjected before Rachel could tell her mother that I was a complete liar. Which I was, but telling her would ruin the whole point of why I told the lie in the first place."Well now that I know, of course, you can get married tomorrow, darling! Of course, I still wish you had waited, oh but I'm so excited!" Carlotta pulled Rachel into another hug while Rachel rolled her eyes at Carlotta's delusion that she neede
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Johnathan's POVI charged up the hill towards her, not caring about the bench that I was sure had just toppled over.It took me less than a minute to make it to her. I stood just in front of her and inhaled her intoxicating scent. She was looking at me in shock, as though she couldn't believe that I was there. I knew how she felt.I hungrily took her in, memorizing every inch of her presence.She stood before me in beautiful wonder, framed perfectly by the sunshine. She was wearing a white t-shirt and jeans that fit her well. Her blonde hair was pulled back into a messy bun and several stray whisps hung loose and framed her round face. Her eyes were as hauntingly beautiful as they were that night.A smile began to form on my face before something caught my eye.Dark circles sat under her eyes. Her eyes, while beautiful, lacked the amused sparkle I had loved. Upon looking at her more closely dread began to build in my stomach.She was pale, far paler than she had been four years ago. S
Airen's POVHe was here. He was here and looking at me as though I would disappear with just the slightest movement.Rachel had introduced him as "Alpha". I knew that he wasn't human, that he was a werewolf, but an Alpha? I had no clue. And life had just gotten far more complicated."Ms. Rachel?"I turned to see one of Rachel's ranch hands, Davis, standing by the back door."Yes?" Rachel turned to face him as well."I finished mucking out the stalls and put the horses out to graze. Is there anything else you need from me?"As he said this Davis's beady little eyes slide over to me. A shudder of revulsion went through me as he openly raked his eyes over me and leered.I wanted to hide, to cover myself with more clothes so he couldn't see me. But I knew that would only fuel his creepy behavior.Before I could so much as glare at him a loud growl sounded from behind me and I was suddenly pulled back into a solid chest. Large protective arms wrapped around me possessively and I instantly f
Airen's POV What did I just do? I stood there, stunned. I had just said that Johnathan would be sticking around. For a while. And that we would be seeing more of him. What had I just done? The whole point of me not looking for him this whole time was that I didn't want him involved in my life. And what about James? I internally groaned. I didn't know how, but I was going to have to keep them away from each other for the next two days. At least until I could figure out how to fix this. 'I could always run.' The thought had crossed my mind. My family had reached a point where I wasn't really needed as much anymore. Yes, Dad was still very weak but he was slowly getting better and he was working from home now. Between him, Mom, Elena, and Elena's husband they could handle my grandparents. And with my job, I could work from anywhere. A plan began to slowly form in my head. A tug on my hand pulled me out of my thoughts. Rachel stood in front of us, my hand in hers, looking at Johna
Airen's POV Carlotta was waiting for us just inside the back door. The moment we stepped inside she pounced. "Oh good! Finally, Rachel, I have some things for you to look at that we could use for the baby's room!" She exclaimed happily, showing us her phone which was currently on a baby shopping site. I looked at the phone in surprise while Rachel looked pale. "Mother, do you really think that's necessary right now? I mean we're not even done with the wedding...." "Of course it's necessary! Before you know it the little tyke will be here and you won't have time for anything anymore. Now, look at this bassinet, I thought it would be perfect for the living room here....." Carlotta continued on and on while Rachel groaned and shot me yet another dirty look. After about 20 minutes of onesies, pacifiers, bibs, cribs, and toys Rachel's head looked like it was about to explode. "Mother, why don't we pause this discussion until after the wedding? As in when I'm back from my honeymoon?"
Airen's POV Rachel and I sat in the kitchen talking for a while. She sipped her coffee while I chugged glass after glass of water. No matter how much water I drank I didn't feel any better. If anything I was getting worse. Nasuea ruled my stomach with an iorn fist until even ice-cold water sounded unappealing. Lightheadedness and dizziness forced me to take a seat on a bar stool next to Rachel. My body was shaking like a leaf in brutally harsh wind and I felt weaker than a newborn lamb. Aches soon began to curl around my muscles like shadowy fingers strangling them. I tried to focus on the conversation with Rachel, and tried to act like nothing was wrong, but I knew that soon my nose would start to bleed and I would be forced to the bathroom in order to throw up the very limited contents of my stomach. The mention of my son, however, forced me to re-focus on the conversation. "So James is....." Rachel trialed off allowing the unfinished thought to linger in the air. I nodded and
Airen's POV When I first woke up I didn't want to move. Not because I was in pain, but because I was so comfortable. I was surrounded by a heavenly warmth that made me feel safe. The pillows and blankets were soft and fluffy and they were covered in a wonderful scent. They smelled like whiskey, mint, and eucalyptus. I felt safe and warm and cozy and all I wanted to do was burrow further into the soft bed and cushions and sleep for a million years. At least, until my very embarrassing scene came crashing back into my memory. Then all I wanted to do was bury myself under the blankets and hide. "I know you're awake." a deep voice rumbled. My eyes flew open and I sat bolt-upright in bed. A bed that was not mine. It wasn't even the one that I used when James and I stayed at Rachel's. I looked around the room, desperately trying to regain my senses and figure out where I was. Had I been kidnapped and I just didn't remember it? I sat on the bed, feeling utterly lost and confused, waiti