MasukDolly breaks down again, but this time it feels real. This cry is genuine and it makes me realize the other one was manipulative. Performative.
"I will do anything," she sobs uglily. Because it’s real now, "Please, Birdie, please. I don't want us to end, not for this stupid mistake. It's nothing, just sex. You and I have way more than just sex." "Sex is a big fucking deal for me, Dolly. I don’t like sharing pussy, especially not with him," I growl, shaking my head. I'm flabbergasted by the fact that she really thought I might be obsessed enough with her that I wouldn't care if she fucked another man. She's wrong. I care a lot, "Leave or I'll call Angel and tell him to throw you out. I'm not playing." Her beautiful face crumbles down, but she's scared of my bodyguards so she accepts and walks away, her shoulders shaking because of her sobs. I put my hands on my head and try to keep it together, but I don't take betrayal well, not at all. "Angel!" I yell, losing it. Two seconds later, he bursts into my room, "Call my dad. Tell him I'm going to see him right now." "What?" My most trusted bodyguard asks, blinking in confusion, "It's three PM, you want us to drive two hours to see him? For what?" Dylan Satori has been taunting me since he appeared in Rosette. He thinks I'm a loser, a good-for-nothing kid. He thinks I'll never do anything because I'm too much of a pussy to use what's at my disposal. And he is right. But he fucked my girlfriend. The love of my fucking life. He must pay. "I'm taking over the business," I state impulsively, standing up so I can walk to my bathroom, "But don't tell that to my dad, I'll deliver the news in person.“ "Oh my fucking god, Birdie," he groans in annoyance, but he has no choice. He has to obey me. So, two hours later, I arrive at the Angelou's headquarters in the heart of Rosette. Absolutely nobody expected me to walk into the building at this hour, especially not with bright pink hair and a pink stained wife-beater, but I don't care. My bodyguards stay at the entrance with the rest of security and I walk to my dad’s office with a purpose. I need to see him now and tell him about my new plan. To take over. To be the Boss. So I can show Dylan he can fuck my girlfriend, but he CANNOT fuck with me. I will not le— "Ouch, what the hell?" I groan in pain and surprise when I find myself falling to the floor after colliding with a wall. Except it's not really a wall, I realize... it's a man. A rock-solid man. Goddamn. I hold my hand up expecting him to help me up since he's the reason I'm down, but the guy just... looks at me. He's looking at me with something like disgust. I can literally feel his eyes moving from my hair (bright pink) to my eyes (pretty gray) to my arms (cool tattoos) to my legs (muscular, thank you very much). But he doesn't seem to like any of those. At all. "No, fuck this shit!” he says out of fucking nowhere, still looking down at me like I stink or something. I gasp, "I-I mean..." "Well, fuck you too!" I growl back and get up without his stupid hand. I don't want to waste my time anyway, especially not with a rude fuck like this dude, "Move." He doesn't, but I don't wait on him. I go to my dad's door and open it, not letting that guy know how much he offended me. "Birdie," my dad says in surprise as I walk inside and gets up from his chair to round his desk and walk to me with a frown, "What is it? What's with the face?" "Some guy outside was super fucking rude to me," I growl, shaking my head in annoyance, but falling into my dad's arms to hug him tightly, "He was standing there like an idiot so I fell because of him and then he told me to fuck off when I asked for help, like... what? If I make someone fall, I'll help them get up." "Most men here are rough around the edges, Birdie, not everyone is as nice as you," he says, forcing me to stay in the hug a little longer, "Ignore that. How are you?" I sigh, forcing myself to relax, and this time I'm the one who holds on longer. I bury my face on my dad's shoulder since he's a little shorter than me. "I'm... heartbroken," I admit in a whisper. My dad sighs and asks what did Dolly do this time, while patting my back, "She fucked Dylan Satori, Dad. He really traveled all the way to Amsterdam just to fuck my girl." My dad grabs my shoulders and pulls me away from him to look into my face. I'm crying, but I don't hide it from him. "Wait... is that why you did this wild thing to your hair? Dollerina is nothing but a whore, son. Of course she fucked some dude, she's probably been fucking other dudes this whole time. And Dylan is just jealous of you,” he rolls his eyes with a unbothered smile, “Take it as a compliment.” "He HATES me," I growl, silencing him, "And Dolly is not a whore, don't fucking say that. She never actually fucked anyone else, she's just a flirt... whatever, she's not my girlfriend anymore and I don't ever want to talk about her again. I'm here for business." "Oh, really? Well, make it quick. I have an actual business meeting," he checks his Rolex, "Right now, actually. He'll be here any minute." "Who?" I ask, annoyed at him dismissing me so easily, "Is it a tall white dude with a dumbass face with the moles? Because that's the one who was rude to me. He was standing right outside." My dad lifts his eyebrows and walks to the door. When he opens it, the dude is there, still standing like a dumbass with a confused expression on his face and it takes him more than a second to realize my dad is right there. It's as if he was lost in his own head. Still looking disgusted. What the fuck?! Seriously, what the fuck is his problem?{ Eros } Our wedding is a small gathering with only thirty people in attendance. Saint looks like the most handsome groom to ever exist in a sharp, all black tux. I'm wearing the coolest pink suit I found and looking amazing. My dad, my cousin Mickey, fifteen of our security guys (the ones we aren't as close to, but are still important to us), The roommates: Silo, Jamie, Shake and of course Saint's best man, Angel. Then my best woman, Sammy. And then, Saint's family. Brody, Rose, two of her sisters and four other guys. Extremely hot werewolf guys. Saint's cousins. It wasn't as hard as I expected, forcing him to invite them. He agreed pretty quickly because, believe it or not, having this wedding was his idea. He said it was always supposed to be my idea, but he was tired of me taking so long to get there, but I still think it was his idea completely. We're back in Cancun, in a new resort my dad's been poring all of our money into and we're currently holding hands in front of th
"Hi, love," I say the second he leaves the truck Silo's driving. He looks gorgeous, even wearing sweatpants and a huge hoodie, with very messy hair and tired eyes, "Did you have a long flight?" "It sucked," he responds, walking closer to me, "I couldn't stop thinking about you and whatever future you saw. You know I'm diagnosed with anxiety, you can't just not say shit to me. I'll spiral. I already spiraled twelve hours. And now I'm exhausted." "I'm sorry, baby," I say and catch him in my arms, pulling him up until he can wrap his legs around my waist again, with ease and familiarity. Then he hugs my shoulders and rests his head on his arms, he's actually exhausted, "I'll take you to bed, we'll fall asleep and then in the morning I can answer all of your questions." "Mmkay, that sounds really good," he murmurs, his voice so tired. I turn to look at Silo. "Bring his stuff into his room, please," I order, he just gives me a thumbs up and a wink, mouthing: good luck. I wink back and
"What the fuck?!" someone shrieks and it bursts trough my bubble, but it doesn't immediately make me let go of Saint. I don't want to, even though I can recognize my fiancé's voice. He should just fucking leave me alone with my fated mate, "Eros, why are you making out with your cousin? Stop it!" His demand does nothing for me. It's actually Saint who breaks the kiss first, making me follow him like a brainwashed zombie, until I force myself to actually wake up. He carefully puts me back down. "Are you your cousin's bottom? What the fuck was that?" Deion asks the second he finds my eyes. He's being judgy... probably more about me being a bottom than about Saint being my supposed cousin. "I'm not his fucking cousin, he lied to you," Saint responds for me, his voice just as arrogant and evil as always. As it is with everyone except me, "But I'll let you two deal with this, I have to go back to Rosette now." "What?" I whine, before reminding myself he is not my boyfriend anymore
"No comment," I let out, taking a step back, "I’m still not getting back to you.” “Birdie," he whines again, but this time I lift a hand. “I have a proposition. Because you've been good and haven't fucked anyone else," I add, just so he knows that's what got him into my good graces and maybe continues down that path. He stops and gives me an interested look, "We can call Mickey right now..." He takes a step back and immediately disappears into his own head. So, I guess I don't even have to finish my proposition because he's seeing it play out in real time? I mean, in the future, in his head? I don’t know, but he suddenly takes a deep breath as if he just got out of underwater and his eyes get wet again. In happiness this time. "What?" I ask "Okay," he responds, nodding and lifting his hand to wipe his tears away, "Yes. I agree.” "Can you say what are you agreeing to? because you look way too happy for someone who just heard like six words out of my proposition and I never eve
"I'm really sorry, Saint," I whisper and hold him harder when he sobs again. My heart is breaking all over again, seeing him cry like this. So raw and real, as if... as if he actually just lost his son, "What can I do?" That was a dumb question to ask, I can recognize that. "Come back home with me. Forgive me," he says immediately, but then he squeezes his eyes shut again, letting even more tears out, "No, no, even then you don't want Timmy. Why? What changed?" "What? I..." I swallow, trying to get myself free from him and failing. I hate how familiar it feels to be this close, to talk like this, nose to nose, like we used to when we talked in bed, "I lost you. You made me believe I'd have you forever and you just ended it. So hard, so fast, it felt like death. I can't handle death, Saint. You should know that." "I do know that, I know everything about you," he whispers, those blue eyes so sad, "But it can't be that bad, you never even cried. You didn't care that much." I sc
The next morning, I can already feel my wolf mostly awake. I’m pretty sure he’ll go insane once he sees Birdie and I want to make sure I see the future first, before having to deal with that madness, so I text Angel that I can’t join them today. Luckily, Deion wants to go out with him again, so everyone leaves the house, except for me and Elio, since he has an important video-call with the Mayor. So, as the day starts to unwind, I finally get my ability back. Completely. The first thing I do is look into Birdie’s future and I growl in annoyance when I see that Deion is actually a good guy. They'll have a boring but stable marriage. No kids, though. No kids. But… that’s not because of Deion. It’s because of Eros. There are no kids in his future at all. That realization makes my whole body turn cold. Ice cold. Because then I look into my own future and realize… there is actually no Timmy anymore. Only in futures so far away from my grasp, they might as well not exist.







