{ Eros } I knew Saint Claude was hiding something the second I locked eyes with him, but I never imagined it could be this: supernatural powers and the ability to shift into a huge wolf that likes to cuddle me. Being born into the mafia world made me paranoid, anxious and clingy. So, having a ‘fated mate’ who is stronger than regular men, can run faster than regular men, can heal a bullet wound in a matter of minutes and who was born to literally only ever love me… that’s exactly what I needed. Someone who is obsessed with me to an unhealthy degree and who will never ever die on me. Even if Saint refuses to accept me as a mate because I’m a man. Even if he ONLY likes me when his wolf presence is out. Even if he says he hates me and he keeps repeating he is NOT gay. That werewolf is fucking mine and I’m keeping him by my side forever. On a leash if I have to.
Lihat lebih banyakMy name is Bernard St Claude and I’m a True Alpha. I was born to protect and serve my pack. Nothing more, nothing less. And no questions asked.
I’m 26 years old. I have dark blue eyes, pasty skin, tall built and a strong body. I have moles around my face and neck. I have a big tattoo that starts on my shoulder and goes down to my left hand. And I only got it to make myself look tough because I’m not. I’m not tough. I’m not anything you would expect from a True Alpha, to be completely honest. I lack the passion, the motivation, the drive, the ambition, the energy. Being a True Alpha comes with a lot of attention, a lot of expectations and a lot of problems. And for me, it also came with an extra quirk no one else seems to have: I can see the future. My own future. And consequently, the future of those closest to me. Up until two months ago, my future was completely set in stone. I was so submitted to it, my brain stopped even sending me random visions because there was no need. I was blindly following my fate to keep everything simple. Because I’m a little bitch who’s afraid of chaos. I liked my life predictable. I liked feeling normal… but one day I woke up and I decided to rebel against myself and against fate. I realized I was miserable and boring and I was wasting my potential. So, I did something I hadn't done in years and I spent a whole day looking at the probable futures for other options. Better options. More exciting options. I wanted something reckless and chaotic all of a sudden. Something that didn't make me feel dead inside. Something that kept me rich and on my toes... so I landed here. In a human city called Rosette. Working as a drug dealer. But please, bear with me, the drug dealing was only momentary. Today, my sleazy hard work is paying off because I finally got what I came here for: a meeting with the Boss. The big man. Elio Angelou, one of the biggest drug lords in the United States, the Mafia King of the east coast. In Rosette, he is a god. Better than any Alpha. This guy doesn't have to serve his people, people serve him. And that's exactly how I want to be. I don’t want to put myself in danger for people who feel entitled to my strength, I don’t have the protective gene in me, I don’t give a shit about anyone except myself. So… in just a few minutes, I'm going to charm my way to the 'head of security' position. Then, in a few more months, I will be Elio's second in command. With that position, I'm going to have access to all the money in the fucking world. But the money isn't even the best part. This position comes with unlimited power around this parts. Very few responsibilities. Cero danger for me as a werewolf. Excess, fame, designer shit, expensive cars, the best of the best girls falling at my feet begging to suck my dick... I'm going to be living the fucking dream. Finally. And in just a couple of years, Elio is going to retire and leave the whole Angelou Empire to ME. Just to me. I'm never going to be bored or poor again, not a single day. And that’s exactly why I decided to go against my own nature. Because I’m selfish and I want the easiest money possible. Sue me… it doesn’t matter anyway, soon I will have the whole human police force in my pocket. After a quick conversation with the drug lord’s secretary, I walk to his office with a huge smile on my face because I just can't stop the excitement. And I'm so lost in my own mind that I don’t notice the guy practically running my way until he crashes into me so fucking hard, he falls back on his ass. "Ouch, what the hell?" He lets out. The first thing I notice as I look down is loud pink hair. And bare muscular arms full of random tattoos. Then he looks up with his hand outstretched as if he's waiting for me to pull him up. But I can't. All of the sudden, there’s a wild earthquake going on in my head, visions are being thrown at me left and right. Chaos, so much of it… Oh, no. My perfect future starts to shift and change right that second, solidifying into something else entirely. My wolf stands up to the front line and he takes over me for a second. And I allow him to because I'm too busy freaking out. No. No. This... this was never meant to happen. Not like this. Not ever. Not here. Not HIM. I mean, a fucking man?! With pink hair? 'This is my fated mate' my wolf says to me, with absolute certainty. No! 'YES!' He fights. All while the guy is still waiting for me to pick him up. "No, fuck this shit!" I grumble out loud, making the guy gasp in absolute disbelief, "I-I mean..." "Well, fuck you too, asshole!" He growls and shows me how much he didn't need my help because he simply gets up and stands up to me, a lot braver than any other man before. And he’s tall for a human, "Move." I move aside, not saying shit because I know exactly why he's here. I know exactly who he is. He's Eros Angelou, Elio's son. The Prince of the Angelou Empire and… as it turns out… my fated mate. A male. A human male. A pink-haired, tattooed, bad-tempered human male. What the fuck have I done? How do I change it back?! I was supposed to run away from my fate, not straight to it."Who's this?" he asks, pointing at other one of my old friends. So now I have to tell him everyone's names and the backstory on how we met. There’s not even too much to say, there's not many people in Akino so I'm basically friends with anyone who is around my age. Not to mention, I became very popular when everyone realized I was a True Alpha and my ability came out. Suddenly, everyone wanted to be my friend. "Everyone is so hot," Eros says at the end, looking at the photo deeper. He's thinking hard, "Would you ever take me to this place? Akino?" "Why? So you can repeat over and over how everyone is so hot?" I grumble, salty. This time, I successfully snatch my phone back, "No. And not only because I'd be annoyed at that. I can't go back because people are expecting me to fulfill a role I don't want." "The Alpha thing," he murmurs, I nod, "So... why not? You can explain better now that I know more about what’s actually going on." "You still wouldn't understand," I sigh, but then
"Uhm, are you completely sure I won't forget how to drive in the middle of the road and create a car crash with multiple deaths?" Eros asks. I don't even bother responding, I just give him a blank look. I've told him before that I hate being questioned, "Alright, but if something happens, it'll be on you.""Nothing will happen," I repeat, slower this time, "I want this to be the last time you doubt me. It's not attractive, I don't like it."Eros laughs."So, in order to be attractive to you, I have to just accept that you're an all-knowing, all-powerful being?" he asks like that's ridiculous, I just nod, "Saint, you need an ego check.""What I need is a mate who'll shut up and do everything I say," I snap and point at the ignition, "Let's go, man. I'm hungry.""Fine, alright," he murmurs like he's the one annoyed by me, but then he actually starts the car and drives to the gates. He takes a huge breath and releases it slowly as he drives off, "So, tell me more about what you find attr
"So… what is that 'mate' thing about?" my dad asks, genuinely curious instead of suspicious. He's just a curious man in general, so he might like to hear all about Saint's weird religion. "Saint and his cult think we were born to be together forever because some entity said so. Apparently, it makes people really crazy about their specific mate person." "You are so wrong," Rose mutters under her breath, eyes narrowed as if she's annoyed at me, "First of all, we're not a cult." "Mother," Saint growls, making her turn to him, "If he wants to call it a fucking cult, he can." "Well, he should know the truth," she growls back. Just to be clear, I wouldn't do this to a woman, but someone should put a prong collar on her too. Like mother, like son, "And if you don't start talking soon, I will. I'll tell your little mate every detail you're conveniently letting out and I'm sure he'll make you go back home to us. He'll understand you're needed with your people." I doubt it. I want him here
I wake up at God knows what time, but my phone is ringing and Saint is groaning in complaint. I get up with a pained groan to grab it and when I see it's my dad, I immediately feel awake. "Yes? What's up?" I ask, alarmed. He wouldn't be calling me unless... "Come down for breakfast, in the backyard," he says with a casual tone. I relax and fall back down to bed, "Saint too, I need a word with both of you. And move fast, the food is almost ready." "Ugh, what time is it?" I groan and look at the screen, it's fucking eight AM. But I can't say no to my dad, "Fine, we'll be there in five." I throw my phone away and shake Saint. He's already awake, but unwilling to open his eyes. I'm in pain, dirty as fuck and tired. So tired. We fucked again two times last night, one in the shower and the other in bed again. We're probably running on four hours of sleep, at most. "My dad wants us to have breakfast with him," I let Saint know, he doesn't move, "You should go to your room and get dec
“You'll have to work harder for that kiss, though. You'll have to take me out on a date and hold my hand in public and actually treat me like your boyfriend," I demand, loving how he looks less and less enthusiastic, but nods anyway. I don't know why this is working so much for me, but I push his chest until he's fully lying on his back and then I climb on his lap. He pulled his pants back on, but I'm still naked and this is really hot, "You'll have to say something nice to me every day. Something say nicer than 'I want to fuck you'." "I'll try, can't promise I'll succeed," he responds with a voice that turns more and more distracted as his hands move to my hips and his eyes get hyper-focused on my body. My abs, more specifically.I haven't had much of an appetite lately and I've been hitting the gym with Brody every day since we arrived from Cancun, so I’m ripped and tanned. I look really, really good. I lift my arms and flex them for Saint. And for the first time, I get to see a
"No," I move my face away before he can actually do it. He stops and starts glaring at me immediately, "You don't get to kiss me yet." "WHAT?" he growls and my heart spikes up, but I remind it Saint won't hurt me, even if he sounds like a crazy man when he talks like that, "You're fucking rejecting me?" "You don't deserve it," I murmur, but I watch him disappear inside his own mind again. God, it's so weird when he does that. His eyes unfocus and he really looks like he's going somewhere else, "Saint, come back." "Why are you saying no? You never say no to me," he complains with an actual pout he would never admit to. I hate to think he looks cute, but he does, "What changed?" Now that I know there's actually something going on where he gets answers by the universe or whatever, I realize a lot of instances where he's been weird like this. He speaks as if things already happened and I thought it was just a Canadian way of speaking, but I guess not. "You're not devoted enough for
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