~~HAZEL ~~
My stay in the palace was hell to me, I'm indeed suffering just like the king promised me.
After spending two days in the dungeon without food or water, I turned out to be a slave for everyone.
They molest me a lot and make me pass through pains, but then, I'm glad the princess was recovering from the shot, at least I'll leave very soon.
It's been over two weeks since I began staying in the palace, and the only thing in mind is my birthday.
I'll be turning eighteen tomorrow, and I'll shift for the first time.
But it hurts me that I'll be celebrating it in pain, and not in happiness like the others.
"Hazel, the king sent for you in his room." One of the maids referred to me.
I've been the one cleaning Alpha Onyx's room since I became a slave. He body shames me, face shames me and mocks me even in the presence of people.
I don't need to be told that he hates everything about me, and I'm used to it already.
Just like the maid said, I moved to his doorpost and knocked on the door.
"Bitch, come in now." He ordered me.
Certain times I keep wondering why he uses abusive words on me when he's not sure if I'm probably the one at the door.
Anyways, it's none of my business.
I walked into the room to see a lady resting her head on his chest. That face is familiar, because she keeps visiting the king always.
If I can recall the name Alpha Onyx's mother used on her when she was scolding her to stay away from her son, she is Selah by name.
I wonder why the Luna dislikes the lady despite how beautiful she is with a nice body shape.
Alpha Onyx doesn't care, because he keeps telling his mother that nothing will stop him from making Selah his Luna.
Who cares? I only want to leave the palace, if possible tonight so I can shift for the first time and find my mate too.
"Look, this room looks tattered, and I want it to be scrubbed and dusted tomorrow. Make sure you wash all my dirty clothes too." He referred to me.
I nodded and bowed down. "Yes my king."
"Shut your mouth, he's not your king, you murderer." The lady scolded me.
I felt like pouncing on her instantly, but the glares from the king waved away such thought.
Since I had nothing to do in the room again, I left the passageway but stumbled on one of his friends.
"Greetings, Alpha Earl." I greeted him.
I was very sure he was here to see the king, and he's the only one who cheers with me.
"How are you doing?" He asked me, and I nodded.
"I'm fine, what of my brother?" That's what haunts me a lot.
"He's okay, I visited him today and he told me that tomorrow is your birthday, so he gave me this to give to you." He handed a wrapped flower to me.
The scent was so sweet that I smiled at it.
"You'll be shifting for the first time tomorrow and if possible, you'll find your mate too. I wish you a happy birthday in advance." Earl uttered, smiling.
I returned the smile too and then left with the flower.
The next day…..
I woke up so early and was expecting to shift like other wolves, but couldn't.
"Does it mean that I can't shift, or today isn't my birthday?" I contemplated in grief.
I walked outside the little hut given to me as a room and kept staring at the moon that was already fading.
"Was it my fault? Don't I have a wolf?" I broke up into tears. "So it's true that my family is under a curse, and because of this I won't have a wolf. How will I know my mate?" I was in deep pain at the moment.
This is more bitter than being a slave, because the pack will be making fun of me.
I've not heard of anyone not having a wolf in my pack, I'm very sure that I am the first person to experience this.
Tears soaked up my cloth before the sunrise, then I headed to the king's room to clean it up as he ordered me the past day.
~~ ONYX ~~
When I opened my eyes, I noticed the sunrise in my room already. That's when I knew that I woke up a bit late.
Probably, I was going on a date with Selah, and my two friends, Nykon and Earl will be coming along with their girlfriends too.
I sluggishly climbed down from the king sized bed and staggered into the bathroom to wash my face.
"That asshole will be here soon, I need to leave before she starts cleaning up the room." I murmured when I recalled that I had ordered Hazel to clean up my room.
I was busy washing my face when I inhaled a strong scent that smells like a rose flower.
"Where's that scent coming from? There's no rose flower in the palace." I thought and arched my brows.
I tried not to perceive the scent again, but it was becoming stronger and attracted to me.
Then I walked out of the bathroom to see Hazel packing my dirty clothes.
"The scent signifies the presence of my mate which I have nothing to do with." I murmured and walked closer to Hazel, then drew her up.
She stood before me panicking.
"Do you know anything about mate? Have you found your mate? Have you shifted for the first time?" I asked her multiple questions.
I could see how scared she was.
"Yes, I know what mating is all about and I have none… but…"
"But what?" I interrupted her.
"Today is my eighteenth birthday and I'm expecting to meet my mate." She replied to me.
I nodded. "When did you shift?"
That question happened to send shivers down her spine, because I noticed goose pimples all over her body.
"I don't think I have a wolf, because I couldn't shift." She replied to me.
I took a deep breath. "I wonder what pushed the moon goddess to give me a cursed and wolf-less human being like you as a mate." I yelled at her and gripped her throat.
"To hell with you being my mate, I better stay without a mate than having you as one." Then I pushed her to the ground.
"I Alpha king Onyx Asher, thereby reject you Hazel from being my mate. You are banished from this pack." I declared.
She got to her knees. "Reject me but please don't banish me."
Who cares? I walked to the gong in my room and rang it aloud, then a guard walked in immediately.
"Take her out and make sure she leaves this pack completely with her brother." I ordered the guard and he dragged Hazel up.
~~ HAZEL ~~It seemed like a dream to me, I couldn't believe that my enemy happened to be my mate.Why should the moon goddess do such a thing? I guess she was mistaken.Giving me a man that hates everything about me including my footsteps and foot match as a mate is disgusting.But hell! I wasn't expecting a rejection from my mate, neither did I know that I wolf less.I had rumors that my family is cursed, and the sudden death of my parents is a result of that curse from the moon goddess, but till now, I still don't know why we were cursed.If she had cursed us not to have a wolf, she would have done the same thing when it comes to mates. Being wolf less but given a mate is heartbroken.I can't really stand and watch my own brother weep because of such things too. I need to get ourselves out of this mess, besides, we don't know the crime our family committed.The guard that had dashed into the room gripped my hand and dragged me out of his room while I was in tears.Just like before,
~~ HAZEL ~~Apart from hunting, there's no other means to feed, so I had to go with my brother and we looked for a way to sneak into the packs so we could sell the animals we hunt.When we were done locating the roads, we resumed hunting again since we were done with our little hut.That day seemed so sweet to hunt, maybe because I still have my birthday in mind, though two days have already elapsed. "Let's celebrate your birthday with the squirrel, it's not too late." My brother said to me and I smiled."But we have to go sell these ones first before the celebration, isn't that better?"He shrugged his shoulders. "It's better, when we sell them, we will buy some food stuff from the pack market before sneaking out again." He added.We left together to the nearest pack near the wood and sneaked into it. We didn't bother to ask adults on the way to the palace, rather we asked the children playing around.But before we could reach the palace, we already sold all the meat and only decide
~~ HAZEL ~~Three days after I returned to the palace, I was crowned the Luna of Blue moon pack.It was something to be happy about, but to me, it was something else. The king had already told me that I'm not his Luna, rather he's keeping me beside him because he doesn't want to lose the throne.What the hell! He's only using me, and not because he loves me.He renders curses on me even in the presence of everyone and calls me abusive names.It seemed like a dream to me when I was given a different room from his, and he ordered me never to step my feet in his room without his order or he would skin me alive.My mate is cold hearted. He doesn't suit me at all.Despite that I was crowned in the presence of everyone, he still turned me into a slave and made sure that I'm bullied.His sister is recovering quickly, maybe I'll leave the palace again when she's okay because I might not withstand the pain.The only one who's nice to me is Earl, his friend and then his parents. But still, I do
~~ HAZEL ~~I was dragged to the backyard and tied to the tree over there. The ropes were hurting my skin and it began bleeding."Fifteen strokes of cane." One of the guards muttered and pulled out the cane at his side."Why not let me go please? I did nothing, he's cheating on me." I referred to the guard who was about to use his cane on me.He stared at me for a while and sighed. "I'm sorry, it's an order given to me by the king… and I might lose this job if I don't obey him." He replied politely.I could sense that what he's about to do isn't from the depth of his heart, but he had to because there's no other option left for him.He stared at his cane and moved closer to me, then gave me the first slash on my arm.I groaned in pain as he gave me the second and third slash. Taking a look at my arm, it was bleeding profusely.The cane is so sharp that it pierces into one's skin.He was about to give me the third slash when someone held his arm upwards.I adjusted my head with the tea
HAZEL'S POV; As soon as the dowager queen left my room, I fell onto my bed and burst into tears. Nothing seems to turn out well for me and I begin to wonder if the curse that has been placed upon me is also affecting every aspect of my life because why would I be mated to someone who hates me more than anything? Everything seemed bleak and I decided to stay locked up in my room for a while. That way, I'd be out of Onyx's way. He doesn't even want to see my shadow and so do I. Somewhere in the deepest part of my heart is nothing but hate for him. It's starting out as a seed and I believed that in no time, I'd hate him with everything I have in me. I have been miserable my whole life thinking that my mate was somewhere waiting to claim me and be my redemption. I feel like I just walked into destruction. I suddenly begin to regret why I even chose to marry him in the first place. My wounds have been tended to but it still hurts. I can't heal fast or even at all becau
HAZEL'S POV; As soon as I shut the door leading to Onyx's room, I lean against thr wall by me and heave a sigh of relief. I was scared for a moment, thinking he was going to do something terrible like throwing me into the dungeon. But he did nothing. He only smacked me across the cheek and I am already quite used to being slapped by him. I move away from the wall and start walking down the corridor. I pass by Cherry's room. It's locked. I stop walking. I wish I could go into her room and check if she's getting better. Everyday I pass by her room, I feel really guilty and I wish I wasn't there in the woods, hunting, when they arrived. That would have saved me all of this drama. She's been sick for weeks and everyday, I suffer for that one mistake I made. Sighing, I move to her door and raise my hand to the handle but I stop myself when I hear footsteps coming behind me. Turning, I realize it's Onyx and he's glaring at me. "What are you doing there?!" I mo
HAZEL'S POV; Some of the maids have taken a liking to me. Theresa is one of the maids who I became friends with and I'm surprised. I mean, not everyone likes me and then she's all supportive whenever I need her. There's a dining chair in the room and she takes a seat beside me. She's holding two bowls. One containing chicken soup and the other containing boiled, mashed potatoes. My favorite. "What happened?" She asks. Pulling the bowl towards me, I shrug. "Well, I was asked to leave the dining room by Onyx. I had no option," "Did the Dowager Queen ask you to stay?" "Of course, she did. Onyx's father also did. But somehow, Onyx did not agree. Slightly threatened then by saying he was going to leave the dining room for us. Remember he rarely eats with us. His mother had no option. She didn't want to tell me to leave but I had to. I know she wants to dine with him and probably knock some sense into his head," Theresa laughs. "And you think he's going to
HAZEL'S POV; "You can run away, Hazel. Leave this pack, find somewhere to live with your brother. You don't have to be with a man who treats you like crap and only keeps you because you are of use to him," "I was forced to marry him, Theresa. You won't understand." I bow my head in shame. I've not cried since today but I am doing that right now. Tears begin to slip down my eyes and no matter how I try to hold back, it's basically useless. Theresa takes a seat directly beside me and wraps a comforting arm around me. "I'm sorry, Hazel. It's just the truth. I hate that a good person like you had to go through this. It's not fair. You don't deserve it and yet, you keep being treated like a piece of crap. You're such a wonderful person and you deserve more. And I am also sorry that you can not leave no matter how you try to. Must be testing." I nod and take the handkerchief she hands over to me. I wipe my tears before blowing my nose. "Thank you, Theresa. You've been wond