Chapter forty-nine

Amber's pov

Axel was working late tonight while I was trying to sleep, but I couldn’t stop thinking about my future. I had been a mother since I was still a kid myself. I loved being a mother and seeing my kids grow up. Elias was almost an adult now and little Briana was not so little anymore at twelve years old. I had tried to be the mother I wanted to have, one that was fun, loving and interested. One who raised independent kids that knew their worth, but also knew they could go to their parents for help.

Even my wolf's identity was tied to my kids. When Elias would turn 18 my powers would stop. I had no idea what that meant for Ripley. Could I still hear her then and would she be bored being an average wolf? Like I said, I loved being a mom. But often it was all I was. Even my role as Luna sometimes felt like I was the mother of the pack.

What would I do if Elias and the pack didn't rely on me for protection? I loved the idea of less stress and responsibility, but I would miss m