I think I'm waking up when I hear voices talking about another Alpha coming to visit us, it is a last minute notice visit so Alpha Derek is not happy about it all. He wanted me to be sorted out first but now that wouldn't happen and we would just have to make sure none of them came over here and the docotor would have to stay with me.
Then all I saw was black again. This time when I started coming back my head had a sharp pain running through it and my lower stomach felt like it had been punched fifty times. My mouth is so dry. I try to move my arms and legs but I am stopped by the leather straps. That is when it all comes flooding back to me. The injection and them forcing me to have my arms and legs strapped down. What had they done to me? The doctor then notices that I am awake and comes over to me. There is just me and him in the same room that I was orignially brought to, so they had not moved me.
He starts to squeeze a bag of yellow looking liquid that is hung at the side of me and checks something on it. I realise that the bag of liquid is attached to a wire that is going into my arm and is kept there by some tape. What are they doing all this for? I thought they wanted me to have their baby, was it all a lie to do tests on me?
Then I get this weird sensation, like something is pulling me in a certain direction but I can't follow it. I wonder what is going on but then the sensation stops as quickly as it had begun. What the hell is going on. Had they given me something to make me feel this way? Was it a side affect? I was never going to get the answers that I was looking for. I was of no significance to them, to them I didn't need to have any answers. I now just had to go with the ride and just hope nothing too bad happened.
I don't even know how many more times I half woke up hearing diffent things. One time the Alpha was really mad and throwing things around the room and it took the Luna to calm him down, but I couldn't put together enough of what he was saying to know what he was mad at.
Sometimes it was just the doctor, sometimes the Luna and Alpha was there and then there were times it was just the Luna and she was the weirdest when it was just her. She always seemed to be sat in a chair besides me and rubbing my belly while humming a song. I kept getting the same pulling feeling and it was getting stronger and stronger everytime but it would always eventually stop.
Then one day is when it all changed. I was laid on the bed awake and it was just me and the doctor. When I could start hearing this huge grunting, snarling and fighting happening somewhere close to where I was. The doctor looked around, he was scared.
He left out of the back door that was there and I was left alone tied down to the bed. When all of a sudden the door was pulled from the hindges and this tall man charges through the door.
Then I felt that pull stronger than I had before. I look up to him and my heart stops for a second at how beautiful he was. His dark brown, almost black hair swept to one side. shaped his face perfectly and made his amber eyes the focus of his face. I could see a tattoo on his neck that disappeared into the top of his tight black t-shirt. His dark blue jeans hugged his legs perfectly and showed just how powerful they were.
"Mate!!" Amanda was saying giddily in my head. She can't be right this amazing man can't be our mate. Then in a deep booming voice he spoke
"Mate."
I gasped it is true he is ours. He comes running over to me and rips the leather straps off me. and picks me up but stops when the wire in my arm pulls.
He lays me back down gently
"This won't hurt." He says in the same deep voice as before. He pulls out the needle in my arm and picks me back up again. I feel so small in his arms and I am scared, but at the same time I feel safe for the first time in my life. I had a million thoughts running through my head. Who is he? was he nice? what happens if he came from a pack worse than this one? I hope he doesn't reject me once he realises what I am and how worthless I am. However right now he was the better option than being tied to that bed.
He walks back outside with me in his arms, never once wavering with the weight of me.
As he carries on walking with me I start getting worried, what would Alpha Derek do? He must feel my distress as he stops for a moment.
"Don't worry my mate you are safe now, whoever did that to you will pay."
"It was Alpha Derek, he is an Alpha he will keep me from you." I say with panic starting to rise up my throat.
"Do not fear that is not going to happen."
"How?" I say with a shaky voice. Then out of nowhere I hear another make voice saying
"Alpha who is that?"
I look around scared that Alpha Derek was there until I realise that this man is talking to my mate, to the man carrying me. NO NO this can't be right I can't be the mate of an Alpha.
He looks deep into my eyes and I feel myself calming down.
"She is my mate and is to be protected at all costs until we get her back to our pack."
"Yes Alpha." He says while looking confused and surprised at the same time.
We carry on walking, I don't even know where we are headed all I can hear is fighting happening all around me. I don't want to look, it sounds horrible enough I didn't need to see what it looks like aswell. Before we reach our destination a loud roar echoes behind us and then
"She is mine, put her down now." Alpha Derek speaks.
My mate slowly lowers me down. NO NO NO he was going to give me back to Derek.
Then he pushes me behind him.
I look around and there is just Alpha Derek no one else is with him.
"That's it give her back to me."
Then he turns towards Derek and Derek gasps
"You, what are you doing with her?"
"She is my Mate." Dereks face drips white.
ALPHA SAWYER'S POVI was brought up as the future Alpha of the Blue River pack. It was like I had two Dad's I had the strong, hard headed Alpha that was hard on me and made me learn and fight like an Alpha.The other one was soft and playful and treated me just like a normal Dad did to his child. We were close. When I was fifteen my Dad got a disease. One all wolves feared as it was the only one we couldn't heal. It was a horrible way to die, it was slow and painful and shut your organs down one by one.Even though he was dying he still made sure that I was taught how to be an Alpha until his last breath. My mum was absolutely devastated from losing her mate. When two wolves find each other and become mates their souls become one. If one half of that soul is lost, the one left behind they feel a part of themselves is missing and will always long for the other half. She spent the better part of two years locked in a room and only c
My mate, that was not what I was expecting her to say at all. "How can that be when the pull is always in the same place?" "I do not know that is for you to figure out." The next day I arrange for me and Jack to head back to Alpha Derreks pack, just for me to try find what is going on and if that really was the pull to my mate. When I arrive I am told by the Beta of his pack "Alpha Derrek is sorry but he is unable to attend a meeting today as something very important has come up that needed to be attended to immediatly and he hopes you understand. Now Jerry here will escort you to your vehicles." "I am sure we can find our vehicles by ourselves thank you." we turn around and start heading towards our car, but before we get to them I look around and make sure no one is watching us. Jack this way. He looks confused but keeps up with me. I feel the pull once more and I follow it. J
Feeling how much she was shaking while she was at the side of me made me worry.Was I doing the right thing? Is this what she wanted? But the more I thought about it, the more it just came down to me wanting her with me so that I can look after her, because looking at her you could tell she has not been taken care of in quite a while.I could feel her bones pressing into my skin as I held her. What were they doing to her? I wanted to ask her and find out but I wanted to give her some time before she answers the questions. I was also slightly hoping for her to trust me enough to tell me on her own.After a while of driving I knew she had fallen asleep she had completely relaxed against me and now I could hear a very faint snoring sound. It brought the corner of my lips up into a smile for the first time today.I look at the front of the car and see Jack looking in the mirror at us."What is it Jack?""I jus
LEXI'S POV I'm standing in the middle of the bedroom as Sawyer leaves and the door closes. I look around the beautiful room and see that all the furniture is made from a light brown wood and it all matches. The massive bed has a beautiful turquoise bed cover and about a hundred pillows. It looked so soft and I wanted to climb into it but I needed to be clean first. I walk to the bathroom and see the huge bath and a shower to the side. I couldn't wait to get in the bath I had never had one before my Grandma only had a shower in her house and I've only had a bucket since she died. I turn on the water and look at the bubble baths lined up on the side I pick them up and smell them one by one until I find the one I want vanilla. I fill the bathroom with steam and the scent of vanilla, once the bath is full enough I climb in and the water climbing up my body is fantastic, it is a little hot but my body soon adjusts. I lay there thi
SAWYER's POVAfter leaving Lexi in her room, walking out of that door was really difficult and I had to force myself to take each step. I wanted to be with her to look after her and to find out everything about her. However I knew that she needed some time to adjust to all of this and she wouldn't get that we if I didn't leave her alone.As I closed the door behind me I walk towards my office. As I'm walking I see Chloe walking past me."Chloe could you do me a favour?""Yes Alpha of course what can I do for you?""I would like for you to find some female clothes for me, she is only small maybe a size two at the most. Can you then take them to the room next to mine. Lexi is in there.""Yes of course Alpha." She starts to leave to do the job."Oh and please be patient with her she is very timid.""Yes Alpha of course I will do my best to help her in anything she needs or wants.""
LEXI'S POVHearing the doctor tell me that I wasn't pregnant was a huge relief. I never wanted to have Alpha Derek's and the Luna's baby to begin with and I never knew how I would feel or handle knowing I was that child mother and I wouldn't be able to do anything about it and I wouldn't get to see them and they would never know who I really was and that because of who I was in the pack I wouldn't get to do anything about it and that would have been the hardest thing in my life to ever do, not to be a part of my childs life.As soon as we heard the news I could feel the tension in Sawyer drain away. I wonder what he would have done if I were pregnant? I can't imagine that going over too well.After the visit with the doctor I was so much happier knowing I still had not had sex and that I was baby free. However he was concerned with my weight and I looked like I would need some more tests to make sure everything else was fine. I was told I needed to start eating
The next few days I just spend it in my room, enjoying the baths and the comfort of the bed. Food kept getting brought up to me and everytime it was the same girl and everytime Sawyer asked if I wanted to go for a walk today, but he never came up and talked to me himself. I don't know why I kept saying no as I didn't really want to be stuck in the room anymore and I didn't want to leave it on my own but something was stopping me from saying yes to him. Once more the soft knock was at the door. I go answer the door and there she is again with food on a tray. "Morning, some lovely choices for you today. Alpha also asked if you would like to go for a walk today?" I don't answer the question but ask her "What is your name if you don't mind me asking?" "Not at all my name is Chloe." I smile at her "That is a nice name, thank you again for the food." "Sorry if this is not my pla
SAWYER'S POVAfter hearing that she was still a virgin, well I didn't think I would be able to get much happier until I heard the words that she was also not pregnant. The huge relief washed through me. I looked at Lexi and could tell that she was also happy about this information. Most wolves stay a virgin until they find their mate, so that there is no jealousy and no fighting with other pack members when finding out who they had been with, also the thought of being with someone other than your mate doesn't appeal to most wolves.We still had a lot to talk about regarding this situation, but I knew she had already told me enough for now and that she would need some more time and be more ready to tell me anything else and for now this was enough.Walking back to the pack house with her I didn't want to disturb her I could see that she was taking all her surroundings in and that was including all the different sounds because whenever a new sound was made h