Alpha's surrogate

My life up until now has not been the easiest. I lost both my parents during the wolf war when I was only a few years old. My Grandmother took me in and raised until I was five and then unfortunately I lost her too. Up until then my life was great. My Grandma used to say I looked just like my Mum at her age. I probably don't look like her now. I had long black hair that I always keep tied back in a plait. I have bright blue eyes.Then I was forced to live with the orphan wolves. Where we learnt we had to serve. Between cooking for the wolfs in the pack house or cleaning it. We had to do whatever they told us to if we didn't or we argued against it we would be punished for our actions. At first when the punishments were dealt out we would fear them, the beatings or the starvation would take its toll on our small fragile bodies. Eventually our bodies got used to the lack of nutrition and the beating didn't hurt as much as they once did. Our scars probably acted as

Looking around the attic room they had put me in and I really wondered what I had done to deserve this. Three days I had now been locked in this room, they brought food up three times a day and they were full proper meals not the scraps that I were used to. I only had to knock on the door and I would be escorted to the toilet. That was my entire days. I just looked out of the attic window looking over the pack lands. It was the first time I had seen it this way that I could remember. I could see the tree's for miles and dotted everywhere was colour from the flowers. I had never seen so many colours at one time. I remember this from when I lived with my Grandma the front of the pack land had the town where the houses and the businesses were. The back of the pack land was just miles and miles of land, for the wolves to be able to run around in. The pack house was smack bang in the middle of it, I must be in the back part of the pack house to be over looking j

ALPHA SAWYER'S POV  I was brought up as the future Alpha of the Blue River pack. It was like I had two Dad's I had the strong, hard headed Alpha that was hard on me and made me learn and fight like an Alpha. The other one was soft and playful and treated me just like a normal Dad did to his child. We were close. When I was fifteen my Dad got a disease. One all wolves feared as it was the only one we couldn't heal. It was a horrible way to die, it was slow and painful and shut your organs down one by one. Even though he was dying he still made sure that I was taught how to be an Alpha until his last breath. My mum was absolutely devastated from losing her mate. When two wolves find each other and become mates their souls become one. If one half of that soul is lost, the one left behind they feel a part of themselves is missing and will always long for the other half. She spent the better part of two years locked in a room and only c

Feeling how much she was shaking while she was at the side of me made me worry. Was I doing the right thing? Is this what she wanted? But the more I thought about it, the more it just came down to me wanting her with me so that I can look after her, because looking at her you could tell she has not been taken care of in quite a while. I could feel her bones pressing into my skin as I held her. What were they doing to her? I wanted to ask her and find out but I wanted to give her some time before she answers the questions. I was also slightly hoping for her to trust me enough to tell me on her own. After a while of driving I knew she had fallen asleep she had completely relaxed against me and now I could hear a very faint snoring sound. It brought the corner of my lips up into a smile for the first time today. I look at the front of the car and see Jack looking in the mirror at us. "What is it Jack?" "I jus

SAWYER's POVAfter leaving Lexi in her room, walking out of that door was really difficult and I had to force myself to take each step. I wanted to be with her to look after her and to find out everything about her. However I knew that she needed some time to adjust to all of this and she wouldn't get that we if I didn't leave her alone. As I closed the door behind me I walk towards my office. As I'm walking I see Chloe walking past me. "Chloe could you do me a favour?""Yes Alpha of course what can I do for you?" "I would like for you to find some female clothes for me, she is only small maybe a size two at the most. Can you then take them to the room next to mine. Lexi is in there." "Yes of course Alpha." She starts to leave to do the job. "Oh and please be patient with her she is very timid." "Yes Alpha of course I will do my best to help her in anything she needs or wants." "