chapter 14: fear and hope

Lilian//

All I could do is stand at the door and watch him leave. I can't imagine what he must go through right now and how he feels.

I understand that he is hurt and feels betrayed but watching him shift and run away hurt so much and somehow I couldn't shake of the feeling that he just left me and is maybe never coming back to me.

My worsed fear just came to life and I let myself fall onto the stairs ,crying silently while Kora howled in my head giving me a headache.

I don't know how long I sat on the stairs when Beta Nicos came out with a blanket.

Putting the blanket on me , scooping me up and carrying me inside.

I didn't even realised how dark and cold it got outside but I didn't even care.

I desperately hoped he would come back but he didn't and I feel so lost and alone.

" Will he come back?" I whisper- cry and look up to Nicos.

" He will, he always comes back" he says with such a sadness in his eyes.

" Do you know what happend? Did he told you?" I ask.

" Yes Sin linked me when yo