Alphas Enigma のすべてのチャプター: チャプター 1 - チャプター 10

I still can't believemy wolf choose to fall in my back. Not even did he choose a girl, but he choose an 18 years old that probably didn't even had the chance to meet her mate.' What we're you thinking?' I ask him while putting on my tuxedo. ' I like her and she seem like she is not afraid of me. She is gorgeous, nice, has a perfect body. Did you see her breasts? I would love to devoure her' he puurs his respons like a love sick puppy.I wish I had a chance to change his mind, but I had no such luck.***FLASHBACK***The whole evening I fight with my wolf about that girl , but as always when my wolf is determined I'm on the loosing side.The next morning I meet with Andros and my Beta in my study." Alpha thank you for meeting me" Andros said, the fear from yesterday still present." Don't thank me! I'm mad as fuck and when I could I would kill you!" I scream at him.Taking a beep breath I take a look at my Beta and link him" Do you want to keep that girl of yours here?" I ask him and

We sat there for a while before she suddenly speaks, her head still buried in my chest." W-why did he growl at me? Did I say something wrong?"" No, you didn't. You just confirmed something I've been trying to tell him since the ball. And he didn't growl at you, well not directly. He already dislikes the council and the fact that you confirmed that you don't want to be with him, made him more angry as he already was" I explain to her." Can I ask you something?" I want to know a lot of things and I don't know where to start , and luckily she nods.' Ask about her mate' Sin suggested, well that is a god start." What happend between you and your mate?" She takes a deep breath and entangles herself from me, still not looking up." Well we met when I was sixteen, I just came back from board school to study at the University in our pack and I practically ran into him in the hallway. He said he recognised me as his mate, like he felt some pull towards me or something like that and we sta

James POV /// I can't believe I lost control like that.. and I can't even put it on Sins card.. it was all me.I was heading to talk to my men at the border after the unnerving talk with my Beta when I heard her talk about her being a part of the pack for the first time! Like what the fuck?!?! And when I pulled her with me I was mad! It's an Alphas duty to take care of our species, even halfbloods.. he left her alone, all this years she was alone.Now I understand why her wolf is a newborn soul and she has no idea of how it all works. Half bloods are often weaker and a lot died during the shift, that's when newborn souls start to appear and no wolf took care of her , so she ended up knowing nothing!But my anger faded the moment she started to tremble with fear and cry. After the moment we shared in the office I forgot that I'm still a feared monster, and a complete stranger to her. It's only natural she fears me as soon as she sense my mood.I stilled in my tracks and turned around

James POV///" Did.. did she just say she is pregnant?" I ask no one in particular, still looking in the direction she walked off.Why.. what.. I don't understand!" Did she knew that when she signed the divorce papers?" I ask and turn to her father." Well.. you send them and she thought that.." He starts but I cut him off." Is that a yes?" a vicious growl left me, a lot louder than I intended to but I couldn't hold it as my anger is rising again.' Don't scream at her father, it's your fault ' Sin jumps to defend Maurice.' How the fuck is that my fault?' I ask him.' She went out to be with her parents after one of your flings insulted her and you jumped to the conclusion she don't want to be with us and send her the divorce papers instead af trying to speak to her. What did you think her reaction would be? You almost made us loose her' he snarls at me.'Shut up Sin' ... what a lame retour but I don't have a better one because he is right.I didn't try to contact her once in this w

James POV///I just stand there and look at her blankly, she is afraid of me but don't want me to leave .What should I do?'Stay' Sin purrs.' Not as long as you are not in control of your..' I start but stop wheni feel him retire to the back of my head, leaving me alone.I guess I stay than..I slowly walk up to the bed, undressing myself and sliding towards my crying Lily pulling her close to me." I'm sorry" she whispers and I start to laugh. " What are you apologising for?" I ask in disbelieve. " For always being a scared cry-baby. I think it gets worse due to the pregnancy " we look at each other and start laughing. " I'm alright with that. Although I don't understand how you were so bold at your home , I liked that side of you" I say calmly and turn around to lie on my side, facing her.' I still have a hard on because of you, you know that you have to do something about that' I mindlink her and lean forward , close enough to touch but staying still and waiting for her to co