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Chapter Nine
"I'll drop off Hannah at my mom's place and pick you up at 6?" Xavier asked, standing near the classroom door.
"Yeah sure," I gave him a nervous smile. I was still not sure if I was doing the right thing. I was skeptical about taking the leap but I was so damn tempted. I wanted to jump his bones already and tried so hard to control my raging hormones.
"Where are you going without me?" Hannah asked, looking back and forth between us and I didn't know what to say to that.
"I have told you about adult meetings, remember? You can have cookies at Grandma's house, baby, and I'll pick you up tomorrow," My heart flipped, watching him talk to her so adorably.
God, even this was turning me on.
"Okay," she nodded, giving him a huge grin and they both waved me goodbye. I left immediately to get ready for our date.
Once I reached home, I started rummag
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