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Chapter Twenty Six
"Are you going to talk to your mom about this?" he asked whilst pulling me closer towards him. We were curled up on his bed and I wanted nothing but to remain like that forever.
This was so much better than going back home and dealing with my mom. I needed peace and quiet right now.
"I don't know. I'm so mad at her, Xavier. I mean, why would she keep something like this from me?"
"Maybe to protect you," he murmured against my neck and I turned around to face him.
"This protective nature of hers is getting out of hand. I mean, I can deal with pain and loss. She is hurting me more by hiding stuff from me," I whined and he just nodded in understanding. I ran my eyes all over his beautiful face and let out a huge sigh.
"Have I told you how much I love you?" I whispered as I looked into his eyes deeply.
"Yeah and I love you more than that," he kissed my nose and I smiled, closing my eyes
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