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Chapter 1: Be Prepared
ALEX's POV
I shouldn't be here.
I’ve been trying to shake the feeling from the moment we waltzed through those golden gates…
I can't.
No part of me feels comfortable surrounded by these walls.
“Can we go back?” I murmur, gaze fixed on nothing in particular.
He turns, and through the corner of my eyes, I notice his jaws clench. A questioning glare lands on me, hard enough to make me flinch.
“Why?”
“I… I can’t do this Micah.”
“Again with this? It's just a party. I thought you said—”
“I know what I said…” I glance around and feel the stares of other masked guests judge my every move. “...but I really don't think I want to be here. Can we just go back? Please?”
“Is there a problem here?” someone steps towards us from inside the hall, unmasked and unimpressed.
His scent is weak, like that of an omega. “We've got a lot of guests waiting, and you've been in line for quite a while now. Should I be concerned?”
He tries his best to be respectful but it doesn't sound like it…
…Not to me, and definitely not to Micah.
“The hell did you just say to me?” he tilts his head to the side.
“Micah, not right now” I try to touch his arm, but he brushes me off.
“My apologies if that came off as rude. I didn't mean to—”
Before he can finish, Micah grabs him off the ground, fingers curled around his throat.
“Do you have any idea who you're talking to, infidel?”
“Sir, I'm sorry” he struggles to breathe. “I was just… following orders.”
“Orders? You idiot!”
He ignores my silent pleas as well as the whispering guests behind us, and looks straight at the man handling the guest list. “And what the hell are you staring at?”
This one seems even more scared than his colleague being choked to death.
“N… nothing sir. We just need your name and that of your guest. We were given strict orders by the Lyc—”
“Like I give a shit.”
Ripping the mask off his face, he reveals his tightened lips and eyes red with fury.
“Do I look like someone that'd come here uninvited?”
“Alpha Micah! I’m sorry for the—”
“Get out of my way”
He pulls me by the arm, but before we can walk through, the same Omega that just escaped Micah's grip blocks the path… this time, a lot less confident.
“I'm sorry…” he avoids eye contact, “...but we're gonna need your guest's name as well.”
“You must have a death wish or something.”
“Orders sir. I'm just following orders.”
“How about I shove an order up your—”
“Alex. I’m Alex Heart” I step up and place myself between both men before Micah's clenched fists get involved.
“Huh?” Both Omegas murmur in unison.
The one blocking our path raises his gaze, revealing his widened eyes and tense muscles.
“You’re the… Winter Wolf of the Eastern Front” he mutters. Somehow, my reveal stirs an even deeper ruckus than Micah's stunt.
“My sincerest apologies…” he bows out and steps out of our way, “...you can go through.”
“Not so fast you little—”
“Let's go” I pull Micah by the arm and head for the source of the golden lights and soft music further in.
“You should've let me handle that” he murmurs, half-enthralled by the overhead chandeliers casting reflections off glistening jewelry and warm lights.
The entire room’s suffocated with regality. Unfortunately, I’m not in the mood to get caught up with glitz and glamour
“Can we head towards the back? Maybe try to keep a low profile or sneak out if things get—”
“You know I can't do that” he replies, snapping out of the trance in moments.
Turning to me, this time, I can't avoid his gaze.
“It’s only one night. Just one night, and then I promise you won't have to go through anything like this again.”
“But Micah—”
“Let's not argue about it, because I don't understand how you're comfortable fighting alongside me, but not in a party to celebrate the Clan’s success.”
“It's not like that, and you know it.”
I don't need to buttress the point, but I doubt he even cares enough to listen.
“Yo, Micah. Over here” an Alpha signals for him from the middle of the beaming hall, and he barely bats an eye before turning his back to me.
“You can head to the back if you want to. You can't leave.”
“But—”
“I don't want to speak about this again.”
With that, he walks off and into the night.
I can't even get mad.
We might be engaged, but we've always been cut from different cloths.
Sucks to admit it, but something's never change.
“Broken up already?” A voice cuts through my soliloquy and the culprit flings her hand over my shoulder. “What a shame” she smirks.
I don't even need to peek through her mask.
If her scent didn't already give her away, that sultry voice laced with thorns did the perfect job.
“Get your hand off me.”
“Come on, don't be like that” her smile grows. “I was hoping I'd get a hug. It's been forever since—”
“Get. Your hands. Off me. I won't ask again”
The clarity in my voice is set in stone. She notices, but keeps the smile while pulling her hand back.
“It's good to see you too lil sis. Unfortunate how we're still keeping grudges. Aren't we grown ups now?”
Ignoring her, I move to side step her, but she cuts me off.
“I'm actually surprised to see you here Alex. After what happened last time, I thought you'd take an extended hiatus from parties. Public gatherings in general. But let me guess… you thought this one would be a good idea since everyone's masked?”
“Get out of my way Adriana.”
“Do you intend on hiding behind that flimsy little thing for the rest of your life? It’s becoming embarrassing.”
My fists clench and in guilt-stricken fashion, she raises her arms and steps back.
“Now, now, there won't be any need for that. I'd hate to be another victim of Skyridge’s greatest warrior” she mocks. “The Clan just can't seem to stop singing your praises, and I've never been more proud of—”
“You can drop the act. I promise I hate you just as much.”
The statement lingers, and for once tonight, her perfect smile cracks.
“You’ve got a lot of nerve showing up here after what you did.”
“Again with this?”
“You can deny it all you want Alex, but I know the truth. And I haven't forgotten about promising to make you pay for it.”
“Truth?” I step closer. “A fire that killed every member of royal blood. A fire that scarred me beyond recognition. The same fire that burnt the house down to crisp, somehow left you unscathed? The longer I think about it, the less sense it makes. But if you believe I'd kill every last one of our family members and voluntarily choose to get scarred in the process… all to take our father's position in the pack. So be it.”
This time I walk passed her. She doesn't stop me…
…Until she speaks.
“It’d be a shame if Micah saw what you've been hiding under that mask all these years, don't you think?”
I peek back at her through the corner of my eyes and she does the same.
“I mean, if even family can stab one in the back, what's stopping fated mates?”
“Is that supposed to scare me?”
Of all responses, a hearty laugh was the last one I'd expected.
“You don't know the last thing about fear Alex, but that's fine” she walks over to me and stops right beside. “...tonight, I'll show you.”
ADRIANWeird how I've never been able to put in words my feelings for the Council. They should be the Clan's confidantes, a group I can run to when I'm seeking knowledge or experience, but I detest the old hags a bit too noticeably for either of us to play pretend. Dressing their fears up as wisdom and calling it authority, the old wolves cling to relevance while keeping their distance… like that makes them impartial. If it were in my power, I would've gotten rid of them long time ago. Unfortunately, the only thing we have in common is autonomy. They can do whatever they want, when they want. So when Liam tells me they’ve arrived unannounced, I already know this isn’t some courtesy call.They’re here because something slipped through their fingers. Alex probably didn't go down as quietly as they wanted. ---The chamber feels smaller with them inside it.Five elders, seated in a half-circle, robes heavy with sigils they no longer understand. Their scents blend together. Old par
MAYAMoments bleed into minutes, and minutes to hours. Vials, files and rivalling techniques eventually lead me to the infirmary's backroom. The hidden center that serves as the root of all my work. It smells a bit different from what I'm used to. I rarely go down here after all. Less blood and panic. Only the subtle whispers or grunts from the station above manage to filter through the walls. The scent of ash-root, binding resin, and stabilizing salts hits its peak. Raw materials whose use have nearly tripled due to the ongoing reconstruction.I grind the last of the frostleaf into a shallow bowl, careful with the pressure. Too much force bruises the veins of the leaf and dulls its effect. These particular vials aren’t for wounds, but for endurance. For Omegas and Gammas rebuilding wards that should never have failed in the first place.I seal the mixture with a flick of my fingers and whisper the final binding word.Bubbling at first, the liquid stabilizes, crisp and clean.P
MAYAMy mornings usually begin the same way.Open curtains while the scent of ground herbs soaking in boiled water fills the setting. On a good day, counting vials before the rest of the Calm returns is usually affair. On a busy day, exactly like today, I'd need to go through the list of the injured and recovered, adjusting treatments where need be.Routine is important when you’re responsible for keeping people alive. It steadies the hands, clears the mind, and keeps emotions from leaking into places they don’t belong.Today, it's not really working.I’m halfway through organizing the shelves in the infirmary when I realize I’ve already sorted the same row twice.I stop, exhale slowly, and rest my palms against the wooden counter.It doesn't matter how many times I beat against it, I'm very well aware of why I feel like this.Alex.The thought comes uninvited, sharp enough to sting.I tell myself not to dwell on it. I’ve had patients in worse conditions, I’ve seen stronger accusa
SAGE“What exactly does Callum have planned for Alex?”The question's been ringing in my head since she was accused. Deep down, I felt something weird was coming. It was too easy how he broke through the Clan’s borders… for the second time in less than a month. But pulling strings to frame Alex for that?No. It didn't make sense. It still doesn't. But there's only one place I know I can get the answers to my questions. “Take some men with you. Carry along as many materials as you need. We're rebuilding it all from scratch!”Liam's thunderous voice filled the halls the next morning as most of omegas and gammas trooped out of the packhouse with a single instruction labelled on their minds. “Rebuild the border!”Somewhere up there lays the answer.So I follow them, mingling with the familiar faces to see if anyone whispers anything that should catch my attention before we arrive. But the murmurs are boring and ugly. Stuff about how divided and messed up everything's been of late…
ALEXIt's still morning. Maybe. I don't know.Time passes differently in confinement.There are no clocks or windows here. No scent of morning or dusk to anchor the hours. Just stone walls, iron bars reinforced with sigils, and a narrow bed pressed against one side of the room.It feels exactly like it should. A prison.I sit with my back to the wall, knees pulled in, arms wrapped tight around myself.It's not cold. Even without ventilation, I wouldn't say it's hot on here either.Just… contained.My body aches in places I don’t remember hurting, and bruises twist beneath my skin as blood pulses through me. I still feel my jaw still faintly throb when I shift it.Annoying as it is, I can't remember why.For however long has passed since I was escorted in her, I've been trying to replay whatever happened last night. Over and over and over again.But I always end up with the same merry-go-round.The Border, Callum’s voice, his offer, and then the fight.After that, nothing.Not a sin
ALEXI feel the pain hit first.It throbs through my skull in a dull, aching wave, slowly pulling me back into my body. My chest tightens, my limbs feel heavy. Body and soul, everything's returning at a gradual pace.But the first sense that kicks in is scent. The scent of crushed herbs and a stinging concoction.Bitter and clean, but it's awfully familiar.“Mmm…” I try to move, and immediately regret it.“Oh— no, no, don’t do that.”Hands press gently against my shoulders, firm but careful, and a steady warmth follows soon after. “Alex, easy. You’re awake. That’s good. Just… take it easy for a second.”That voice.Maya's voice. My lashes flutter open, and the ceiling above threatens to collapse down on me. The light from outside slowly bleeds into shape. I blink a few times, until her face comes into focus.She replies with a warm smile, but it doesn’t reach her eyes.“There you are,” she says, relief enveloping her tone. “You gave us a scare back there.”“Huh?” I croak.My thro







