An Error Love

(DIVINA POV) JAVIS REYES BORN: April 28, 1977 DEAD: December 28, 2020  Maraming pumunta sa huling araw ni dad, maraming nakiramay, maraming naghatid sa kanyang huling hantungan. Nandiyan ang mga employees, mga stuff, co-workers, co-members, mga kaibigan at ang pamilya.When dad's grave was finally buried, the people gradually left until there were only a few of us left.I sat looking at his name while hugging his photo. Naubos ko na ata ang lahat ng luha ko sa tatlong araw na kakaiyak.Ano na ang gagawin ko ngayon dad? Paano ko sasanayin ang sarili ko na wala ka? Napakahirap ng bumangon tuwing umaga knowing that I will never see you again, that I can never talk to you again, that I will never see your smi

(DIVINA POV) The party is about to end and there were a few guests who decided to leave. I sat alone in our table, nagpasama kasi si Leona kay Sofia sa restroom. Iginala ko ang aking mga mata sa buong venue upang hanapin si Vince, I want thanks him before the party end. Because I haven't been able to thank him for everything that he has done and for being with me for a few days. Mabilis ko namang nakita si Vince kasama sina Henry, Jerry at Clarence na nagkukwentuhan sa isang mesa. I got up from my seat and started to walking towards their table. "Hi guys, sorry to interrupt. May I talk to Vince for awhile?" sabay-sabay silang napalingon sa aking kinaroroonan. I feel so awkward, kasi silang lahat ay siryosong naka tingin sa akin. I don't know what to do, kaya ngumiti nalang ako. Jerry was hit by my peripheral, that's why I turned my gaze to him. I saw him smiling and nodding at me, that's why my smile grew even bigger. "I think Divina

Vince helped me unload all my belongings in the compartment of his car. “Are you sure you will be fine here?” he asked me several times while we were on our way to Sofia’s apartment. I know that he can't help but worry about me after what happened. “Vince, how many times I should answer that same question?” hindi sa naiinis ako pero malapit na roon, Isa pang tanong niya maiinis na talaga ako. “You’ll answered as many questions as I could asked you.” He sarcastically responds, without looking at me, he walked inside the apartment and he left me alone outside. Looks like I already pissed him off. Sumunod nalang ako at nanahimik, pinagbuksan naman kami ng pinto ni Sofia. We put the things down next to the bed, here in the bedroom. “Once you need anything just call me. You should take care of yourself while I’m not around. I have something important to do, I should go now.” I smile at him and nodded onto him. He lowered his head a little and kissed m

(DIVINA POV)  Our conversation was interrupted when my older brother's orders were served on our table. "How about your allowance? Paniguradong hindi mo magagamit ang bank account mo we both know mommy." I can see on my brother's face that he really worried about me. Pero hindi naman ako ganoon katanga kung maglayas.  "Kuya, don't worried about m-." I’m not done talking when he interrupted what I was going to say.   "Anong kuya, don't worried about ang sinasabi mo!?" his blood is about to boil and any moment he will start to emit a fire.  I know he has a right to be angry with me for what I am doing now. I couldn't even tell him what had happened. So, I understand if he’s mad at me, he’s entitled to that as an older brother.  "Kuya listen. You don't have to worried about me, na withdraw ko na lahat ang nasa bank account ko." Mabilis kong saad. I saw his forehead furrow and his two eyebrows meet.

Jacob continued driving, I forgot to ask where we were going because I suddenly remembered my conversation with my dad back then. During the times when I was still with him and I once mentioned Jacob to him.  Flashback! I was in front of the school gate and I was waiting for my dad to pick me up. When suddenly Jacob walk passed in front of me.  I can’t help but follow him with my gaze, until I couldn’t notice that my dad was standing beside me and I couldn’t hear my dad voice calling my name and I didn’t even realize that he was behind me.  “Divina!” I heard loud serious deep and loud voice mentioning my name, na dahilan para ako’y magulat, mapatalon at paatras. He followed where my eyes were looking and he saw Jacob.  “Who’s that guy?” tinignan niya ako sa mga mata pero hindi pa rin naaalis ang malalim at siryosong tono ng kaniyang pananalita.  When I didn’t answer he walked back to the car, I followed him and