LOGINThree days until graduation. The house was a whirlwind of organized chaos. My mom was in full-on "proud mother" mode, planning a post-graduation barbecue, coordinating with my dad's side of the family, and generally making sure every detail was perfect. It was sweet, but also exhausting. I was hiding in my room, trying to muster the energy to care about the color of napkins, when she called up the stairs.“Aria, honey! Have you seen my good camera? The one with the zoom lens? I can’t find it anywhere.”I sighed, pushing myself off my bed. “I’ll look in your room,” I yelled back, my voice echoing in the quiet house.Her room was a sanctuary of calm compared to the rest of the house. I walked over to her closet, sliding open the mirrored door and peering into the neatly organized space. I saw the camera bag on the top shelf, but as I reached for it, my fingers brushed against a thick, cream-colored envelope tucked away behind a stack of old photo albums. It wasn't a bill. It wasn't junk
**Chapter 83**Two weeks until graduation. The halls of Northwood High were buzzing with a frantic, electric energy. Final exams, senior pranks, last-minute college decisions. It was a time of endings and beginnings, a time of celebration and nostalgia. For everyone else, anyway. For me, it was just a countdown. A slow, agonizing march toward a finish line I had no desire to cross.I was better. I was. The gaping, bleeding wound in my chest had scabbed over, leaving behind a dull, persistent ache. I was eating. I was sleeping. I was going to my therapy appointments every Tuesday, where I sat in Dr. Evans’s comfortable office and talked about things I never thought I would say out loud. I had even started drawing again, not the grand, ambitious plans for a corporate future, but small, simple things. A flower in a vase. The way the light hit the kitchen table in the morning. It was quiet. It was manageable.I had sent that text to Jude. And he had replied. *I got it. Thank you. I will.*
Jude POVMy phone buzzed on the table, a jarring sound in the relative quiet of the campus coffee shop. I was nursing a black coffee, trying to convince my brain to cooperate with the econ textbook in front of me. It was a losing battle. I glanced down at the screen, expecting a spam alert or a text from Liam asking where I was. Marco. My brow furrowed in confusion. Yo, I’m on campus. My dad wanted me to visit one more time to make I liked the school or not. You free?A strange, unexpected flicker of something—relief, maybe, or just curiosity—went through me. I typed back a quick reply. Yeah, I’m done with class. Meet me outside the main cafeteria?I packed up my things, my mind racing. Marco. Here. It felt like a visit from another life, a life where Aria and I were a unit, and our friends were a shared, intertwined community.I found Liam just outside the cafeteria doors, scrolling through his phone. “Hey, man, you’re not going to believe this,” I started, but before I could finish,
Jude POVThe hospital room was a cage. White walls, white sheets, the steady, rhythmic beeping of a machine that was measuring the slow, pathetic beat of my own heart. IV fluids dripped into my arm, a cold, steady reminder of how far I had fallen. I was a failure. A pathetic, weak, broken failure. I had let myself get to this point. I had let my own weakness consume me.Liam had tried. He had sat with me for hours, his constant, worried chatter a futile attempt to fill the suffocating silence. He had brought me books, had tried to get me to watch TV, had even offered to sneak in a burger. But I had just stared at the wall, my mind a blank, empty void. There was nothing left. I was an empty shell.He had finally gone back to the dorm to get some sleep, leaving me alone with my own miserable thoughts. The doctor had been in earlier, a kind, older woman with a gentle, pitying smile. She had talked about exhaustion, about dehydration, about stress. She had used all the clinical, sterile w
The silence that followed Roxy’s plea was a heavy, suffocating blanket. I couldn’t move. I couldn’t think. My mind was a chaotic, swirling mess of betrayal and guilt and a terrifying, unwanted responsibility. I had spent weeks building a fortress around my heart, and in one fell swoop, Roxy had torn down the walls, leaving me exposed and vulnerable to the very storm I had been hiding from.I went inside, leaving her on the porch, the screen door slamming shut behind me with a final, decisive sound. I went straight to my room, closing the door and sinking onto my bed, pulling a pillow over my head to block out the world. But it was no use. I could still hear her words, echoing in the caverns of my mind. He’s in the hospital… he’s wasting away… he needs to hear from you.I hated her for telling me. I hated her for putting this weight on my shoulders, for forcing me to care when I was so desperately trying not to. But underneath the anger, a small, insidious voice of guilt was whispering
Aria POVMy world, which had been slowly, painstakingly shrinking to the manageable size of this porch swing, this quiet street, this fragile peace, suddenly exploded. “It’s about… him.” The words were a stone dropped into the still, dark water of my carefully constructed calm, and the ripples were waves of pure, undiluted panic.“I don’t want to know, Roxy,” I said, my voice a cold, hard sound. I pulled the blanket tighter around me, a flimsy shield against the army of memories her words had unleashed. I couldn’t go back there. I couldn’t feel his pain on top of my own. It would break me. “I can’t.”“Just listen,” she said, her voice a soft, pleading sound that was already chipping away at my resolve. “Please, Aria. Just listen to what I have to say.”I shook my head, a silent, stubborn refusal. But I didn’t get up. I didn’t run away. A small, stubborn part of me, the part that was still tethered to him with an unbreakable, invisible cord, needed to know.“He’s in the hospital,” she
The silence from Jude that night was a physical presence in my room, a cold, heavy blanket that smothered me. I told myself he was just busy. That was the excuse I clung to, the mantra I repeated as I stared at my phone, willing it to light up with hi
The weeks after our fight were a period of careful, deliberate healing. The fight over UCLA had left a scar, a new insecurity for me to contend with. But Jude was true to his word. He was more attentive, more patient, more present. He didn't just tell me he loved me; he showed me in a hundred small
A week later, we were at the mall, trying to salvage the weekend. As we walked past the food court, and I saw him. Tim. He was with a couple of his friends, laughing and shoving each other. Our eyes met for a brief, horrible second. He smirked, a slow, arrogant smirk that made my skin crawl, and th
Aria's POVThe weeks flew by in a whirlwind of dates, laughter, and stolen kisses. Jude was true to his word, going above and beyond to prove that he was different from Tim, making me feel cared for, cherished, and wanted in a way I had never experienced before.Flashback: Our First DateI remember







