LOGINGRACE'S POV
After my absolutely moving advice, Lana and I sat in comfortable silence. At some point, I even ordered another drink, and she pulled out her phone to text someone whom I hoped was her dear work wife.
Weirdly, I didn't mind sitting across her, even though we weren't saying anything to each other.
Thirty something minutes later, Susan appeared behind Lana, a grin on her face.
“Grace! There you are! I've been searching all over for you. I even thought you slipped out and went home without me.” She had a sparkle in her eyes which meant she was definitely going back to hot guy's place.
“I considered it, trust me. But I changed my mind and stayed back.” I replied.
Lana turned to look at Susan, curiousity spreading over her face.
Susan looked at Lana, smile still intact. “Is this a friend of yours? Because I know you didn't willingly leave that corner to come sit here by yourself.”
Lana snorted a laugh, looking back at her phone.
I rolled my eyes. “I guess, you could say that.”
“Well? Introduce us.” Susan crossed her arms.
I groaned internally. She was not going to let me live this down. For a second, I considered telling her a different name, but Lana was sitting right in front of me and will call me out.
“Susan, this is Lana, my colleague. And Lana, this is Susan, my best friend.” I gestured to both of them as I spoke.
Susan's eyes widened, her mouth dropping open. I knew she'd remember Lana from work.
“Lana from work? Like, the Lana from work? Oh wow.” She spluttered.
Lana gave me a look, a knowing look in her eyes. “I see my play has made it past the office doors. Huh.”
I shut my eyes, and slapped my forehead. “It's not like that, at all.”
Susan laughed, turning around to stand behind me. “Oh, it's definitely like that. We had our weekly work gossip and she had the juiciest gossip for me. But don't worry, we don't judge, at all.”
Lana shook her head, grabbing her things. “Well, this is where I make my way to the door. Thank you for broadcasting my drama to your best friend, and for the advice. You've really helped me this evening.” She smiled at me.
“Oh, wait. She's making it sound bad, but trust me, it's not.” I tried to redeem myself.
Lana put out her hand and stopped me. “It's okay, Grace. I understand. I'd tell my best friend about it too, except, I was the star of the show. I'll see you on Monday.” She winked at me and walked away, confidently.
Susan chuckled, taking over Lana's seat. “Wow. Just wow. How'd that happen? I've been gone for what? Twenty minutes? And you and Lana are friends now?”
I glared at her, eyes narrowing slightly. “You were gone for an hour and half. And me and her aren't friends.” I clarified.
She shrugged. “Homeboy had me hooked, I'm sorry. He's very very nice, and totally wants me tonight. But I'm here, for now, because he's talking to his friends. He'll come get me in like 10 minutes, but give me a rundown on everything you guys talked about.”
I instinctively looked around, searching for the guy she'd been with. When I couldn't find him, I asked, “Where is he anyway?”
“He's around somewhere. Go on, tell me something I don't know.” She pushed, waving me off dismissively. She leaned forward with interest.
I narrowed my eyes. “That’s going to be difficult, you think you know everything already.”
She grinned. “I don’t think. I do.” She wriggled her brows at me.
I snorted, picking up my drink and taking a slow sip, letting the silence linger just enough to annoy her.
“Grace,” she warned, like she knew what I was doing.
I set my glass down gently. “Fine. But I’m not giving you the dramatic, exaggerated version you very much want.”
She gasped, hand over her mouth. “Who are you and what have you done with my best friend?”
“I’m serious, Susan.” I shot.
“So am I,” she shot back, though her tone softened slightly. “Come on. You walked up to Lana. The same Lana from your office. The same Lana from the drama you just narrated to me like it was a series on N*****x or Hulu. And now she’s leaving and smiling and thanking you for advice?”
She paused, then leaned even closer. “You better start talking.” She added.
I sighed, leaning back in my chair as I crossed my arms. “It wasn’t that dramatic though.”
“Grace.” She knew I was stalling.
“Okay, fine,” I gave in. “It started off awkward. Like, painfully awkward.”
“I can imagine.” She said.
“She didn’t expect me to be there. Which is fair enough. I didn’t expect to see her either.” I continued.
“And yet, instead of minding your business like a normal person, you got up and walked to her. What was that about?”
“I tried to,” I cut in. “But she looked off, really off.”
Susan’s expression shifted slightly. “Off how? Like she'd been hit by a truck kind of off?”
I hesitated for a moment, searching for the right words. “She just wasn't as confident as she'd always seemed in the office. You know how I've said she always appears polished, poised and confident?” Susan nodded. “Well, she wasn't like that tonight. She appeared smaller.”
“Why?” Susan asked, whispering this time.
“I'm guessing everything caught up with her. I tried to ignore her and pretend like I didn't see her, but it just didn't work. I couldn't turn away from her. So, I walked up to her.” I continued.
“What did you say? I'm having a hard time imagining that scene.” She leaned back.
“I asked, ‘Rough day?’ and it led into a conversation. Well, not immediately. I mean, I had to go over walls, climb mountains, swam oceans before I could get to her. But eventually, she opened up.”
At that, Susan burst out laughing.
GRACE'S POV Susan swallowed the liquid in her mouth before speaking. “That's a very long story that I'm sure you're too tired to listen to.” I smacked her leg. “Shorten it.” The order made her widen her eyes and start speaking. “I picked it up when you weren't looking.” “Where? When?” I questioned.“From my room, before we left. I had prepared it before you came over.” I stared hard at her. “You are unbelievable. Here I am, making sure that you won't be too hungover to go to work tomorrow, but you're just thwarting my efforts by drinking more. How can you be so irresponsible and ignorant? It's an effing Tuesday for God's sake! If you wanted to drown in alcohol, you should've picked a weekend and do whatever you want. You're already beefing with your superior and now you want to show up to work still drunk? What is wrong with you?” I don't remember the last time I'd yelled at Susan. She was being absolutely irresponsible and it was annoying me. If anyone had to suffer, it had to
GRACE'S POV By the time we got to Susan's apartment, she was already asleep, which left me to drag her halfway up the stairs. However, I could only do so much, so I turned to violence for help.Placing her against the bannister, I took a deep breath and slapped her across her face. The sound of my hand against her skin met the almost silent staircase, making the man who was going up before us pause and look down. I smiled at him, letting him know we were okay.Susan woke up with a start, her hand grabbing her cheek. “Ow! Am I dreaming? Or did you actually slap me?” She whined.“I can't pull you up the stairs anymore. My biceps aren't exactly biceping.” I told her, letting go of her now that she was awake.She opened one eye and glared at me. “You're not nice.” “I'm not nice for dragging you up three flights of stairs? When is your landlord going to fix the elevator?” I groaned, stomping a foot.She opened the other eye as well and looked at my foot. “Well, child. It's not my fault
GRACE'S POV I know I was waiting to meet Michael so I could kickstart my plan, but nothing honestly prepared me for the moment where I actually met him. I was so caught off guard, despite waiting. I could've used a warning. Maybe the universe could've given me a chance to sight him from afar so I could feel everything I wanted to feel. I wanted to be angry, but this was younger him. This was an entirely different Michael who probably never thought he'd do what he did with Susan, to me. I knew my emotions would appear properly later when I was alone with my thoughts. That's all they ever do, appear when no one else is there.I leaned back into my seat, subtly. I was creating space, an intentional space. This was, after all, our first meeting in this timeline. I didn't want to appear too open.Susan finished her performance with a dramatic final note, and the crowd erupted in cheers and whistles. A loud applause ringed through the air. She did really well.She bowed slightly, beaming
GRACE'S POV Two hours into the night and Susan was on the better way to being drunk quicker than I expected. She was currently on the stage belting out a Luther Vandross song, the one about dancing with his father again. Yes, she was singing that with all her entirety. She wasn't the best singer, but she could hold a good enough note. Her performance was so moving, and drunk, that some people were legit in tears. They were also drunk, like her, so it wasn't totally abnormal. She was doing everything a singer would do at her concert. A lady in front of me was sobbing her eyes out as she downed more alcohol. Her two friends tried but failed to pry the bottle from her hand. They looked obviously frustrated, but the option of leaving her was out of the box “No, let me drown in my daddy issues. Why did my dad have to leave? Why couldn't he take me with him?” She cried, downing another gulp.I blinked twice, then I slowly looked away, because I had absolutely no idea how to respond to t
CHAPTER THIRTY SEVENGRACE'S POV As the waitress left, I leaned back slightly, taking in the environment. It wasn't too loud, but it was just enough to make you feel the vibe.People were laughing with friends, some were dancing to no beat in particular. Others took turns going up the stage to sing as their friends and family clapped for them. They were completely unbothered by who was watching. I loved that for them. And for a moment, just a moment, I understood why Susan wanted to see this. It was thrilling and relaxing at the same time. A part of me needed the fresh, yet choking, air.“You’re thinking too much,” she said, snapping me out of it.“I’m observing.” I explained, glancing around the place. “You’re overthinking.” She pointed out, sounding sure of herself.I shook my head and replied,“I’m analyzing.”She rolled her eyes and said again,“You’re judging.” Her tone was one of finality. Like she was certain for sure.I hesitated “…not really. I'm just watching, and observing
GRACE'S POV Once again, Susan had convinced me to go out with her. This time, it wasn't the weekend yet. As a matter of fact, it was only Tuesday. But she had us in her apartment, dressing up to attend a random karaoke night at a random bar. “I cannot believe I'm doing this. I thought you were going on a social purge or something, cleanse yourself of the public for a while and avoid the male population.” I told her as I buckled the completely unnecessary belt she gave me to use. “You said to focus more on loving myself, and that's what I'm doing. I'll avoid the male population, of course. But that doesn't mean I shouldn't do what I want. Who knows? Maybe I could make more female friends.” She replied, reapplying her lipstick.I snapped my head towards her. “More female friends? Am I not enough for you?” She smiled at her reflection in her mirror. “More than enough. But perhaps one of them could have a brother that I'll end up with.” I stared at her, unblinkingly. “Susan.” “Grace







