LOGINGRACE'S POV
I sat still, eyes unblinkingly, as I stared at a laughing Susan who thought I was joking when I said what I said about Lana opening.
She didn't look like she was going to stop, so I grabbed a random coaster and smacked her head with it. That seemed to pause the laughing as she winced and grabbed her forehead.
“Ow! What was that for?” She whined.
I shrugged, smiling a bit. “You were laughing way too long for my story. And way too hard too.” I told her.
“You literally just assaulted me.” She pointed out, squinting her eyes.
I scoffed. “With a coaster? Yeah, of course. Shall I help you call a police officer?”
She clicked her tongue menacingly. “Oh, don't bother. You won't last a day in a cell.”
I opened my mouth to protest, but she held up a hand, stopping me. My words of protest went straight back down my throat, no stops.
“But back up a little. Lana? Opened up? Isn't she like one of those ice queens who can't go a day without making someone else miserable?”
I sighed. “You're exaggerating, but yes, she did open up to me.”
Susan blinked twice.. “How did you do it? You have to teach me so I can handle my boss and get every secret worth getting.”
“Don’t make it sound like I performed a miracle, I didn't,” I muttered.
“You kind of did.” She insisted, folding her arms.
I ignored that, choosing to move on. I mean, I'm very surprised I managed to get her to talk to me, but calling it a miracle? It wasn't. What was a miracle was me dying and resurrecting ten years back in time.
“She was pretty hurt,” I admitted. “More than I expected.”
Susan’s brows furrowed. “Because of Victoria? Is that it?” Even she was feeling it, even though she was being a pain in the buttocks at the moment.
I nodded. “Yeah. It’s not just office drama to her, it's so much more.”
There was a brief pause between us, understanding and something much more mingling in the air.
“I figured as much. People don’t react like that over something meaningless.” Susan said, quietly.
Exactly.
I tapped my fingers lightly against the table. “She tried to act like she didn’t care. Like it was just another situation she could, you know, ignore or something. But she clearly couldn’t. It was just quite sad.”
“And you gave her advice?” Susan asked, a hint of a smile returning.
I winced slightly, rubbing the back of my neck. “If you can even call it that.”
“Oh, I’m definitely calling it that. What did you say?” She giggled.
I hesitated, then sighed. “I told her she had to face the problem instead of avoiding it.”
Susan stared at me, waiting for the main bomb.
I sighed again, accepting my fate. “She either did that, or the problem would face her. Head-on. There, laugh all you want.”
Then, she burst out laughing. I was losing the number of times she laughed at me or something I did this evening.
I closed my eyes briefly, shaking my head.. “I knew you’d react like this.”
“Grace,” she said between laughs, clutching her stomach slightly. “That is the most vague, philosophical advice I’ve ever heard. It sounds like you read it off the back of some pack of something like that.”
“I said if you can even call it that,” I defended, narrowing my eyes.
“Oh my God,” She wheezed. “Face the problem or the problem will face you? Head-on? What does that even mean?”
“I don’t know! It just came out!” I said, slapping the table. People nearby looked our way, concerned. I smiled at them sheepishly and waved them off, before turning back to Susan.
She shook her head, still giggling. “And she took you seriously? That's like from a fortune cookie or something.”
“She didn’t laugh in my face, so I’m counting that as a win. You on the hand…” I crossed my arms over my chest.
“That’s impressive, honestly.” She snorted, looking me over.
I rolled my eyes, but a small smile crept onto my lips. I couldn't deny that as corny as I had sounded, that advice was probably the best thing I could concoct at the moment without taking off from somewhere. Susan just couldn't see my greatness just yet.
“But you know what?” Susan said after a moment, her tone shifting slightly.
“What?” I asked, brows furrowing.
“It probably helped.”
I blinked at her. “You just finished roasting me.” I pointed out, finger pointing at her.
“I can roast you and still be right,” she said simply. “Sometimes people don’t need perfect advice. They just need someone to sit with them and not make them feel like they have everything collapsing in their world. And you did just that. So, well done, my love.”
That caught me off guard. Susan didn't just roast me, and then applaud me, with a great talk. But she did.
I studied her for a second. “When did you become wise?”
She flipped her hair dramatically. “I’ve always been wise. You just choose to ignore it.”
I scoffed lightly, but her words lingered. Maybe she was right. Maybe it wasn’t about what I said. Perhaps it was just about being there, and I was there. Mentally, I patted myself on the back..
Susan leaned forward again, eyes narrowing slightly. “So, did she say anything about Victoria?”
I nodded. “She hadn't spoken to her since. And I asked her to stop sitting around and do something. I told her that Victoria was probably just waiting for her to call too.”
Susan nodded. “True. But what if the chick has completely moved on to another work wife? Maybe a work husband this time.”
I choked back a laugh. “What? You're not serious. There's no way that's happened already. They'll talk, they'll mend. The end.”
Susan shrugged. “I'm sure they will.”
GRACE'S POV Susan swallowed the liquid in her mouth before speaking. “That's a very long story that I'm sure you're too tired to listen to.” I smacked her leg. “Shorten it.” The order made her widen her eyes and start speaking. “I picked it up when you weren't looking.” “Where? When?” I questioned.“From my room, before we left. I had prepared it before you came over.” I stared hard at her. “You are unbelievable. Here I am, making sure that you won't be too hungover to go to work tomorrow, but you're just thwarting my efforts by drinking more. How can you be so irresponsible and ignorant? It's an effing Tuesday for God's sake! If you wanted to drown in alcohol, you should've picked a weekend and do whatever you want. You're already beefing with your superior and now you want to show up to work still drunk? What is wrong with you?” I don't remember the last time I'd yelled at Susan. She was being absolutely irresponsible and it was annoying me. If anyone had to suffer, it had to
GRACE'S POV By the time we got to Susan's apartment, she was already asleep, which left me to drag her halfway up the stairs. However, I could only do so much, so I turned to violence for help.Placing her against the bannister, I took a deep breath and slapped her across her face. The sound of my hand against her skin met the almost silent staircase, making the man who was going up before us pause and look down. I smiled at him, letting him know we were okay.Susan woke up with a start, her hand grabbing her cheek. “Ow! Am I dreaming? Or did you actually slap me?” She whined.“I can't pull you up the stairs anymore. My biceps aren't exactly biceping.” I told her, letting go of her now that she was awake.She opened one eye and glared at me. “You're not nice.” “I'm not nice for dragging you up three flights of stairs? When is your landlord going to fix the elevator?” I groaned, stomping a foot.She opened the other eye as well and looked at my foot. “Well, child. It's not my fault
GRACE'S POV I know I was waiting to meet Michael so I could kickstart my plan, but nothing honestly prepared me for the moment where I actually met him. I was so caught off guard, despite waiting. I could've used a warning. Maybe the universe could've given me a chance to sight him from afar so I could feel everything I wanted to feel. I wanted to be angry, but this was younger him. This was an entirely different Michael who probably never thought he'd do what he did with Susan, to me. I knew my emotions would appear properly later when I was alone with my thoughts. That's all they ever do, appear when no one else is there.I leaned back into my seat, subtly. I was creating space, an intentional space. This was, after all, our first meeting in this timeline. I didn't want to appear too open.Susan finished her performance with a dramatic final note, and the crowd erupted in cheers and whistles. A loud applause ringed through the air. She did really well.She bowed slightly, beaming
GRACE'S POV Two hours into the night and Susan was on the better way to being drunk quicker than I expected. She was currently on the stage belting out a Luther Vandross song, the one about dancing with his father again. Yes, she was singing that with all her entirety. She wasn't the best singer, but she could hold a good enough note. Her performance was so moving, and drunk, that some people were legit in tears. They were also drunk, like her, so it wasn't totally abnormal. She was doing everything a singer would do at her concert. A lady in front of me was sobbing her eyes out as she downed more alcohol. Her two friends tried but failed to pry the bottle from her hand. They looked obviously frustrated, but the option of leaving her was out of the box “No, let me drown in my daddy issues. Why did my dad have to leave? Why couldn't he take me with him?” She cried, downing another gulp.I blinked twice, then I slowly looked away, because I had absolutely no idea how to respond to t
CHAPTER THIRTY SEVENGRACE'S POV As the waitress left, I leaned back slightly, taking in the environment. It wasn't too loud, but it was just enough to make you feel the vibe.People were laughing with friends, some were dancing to no beat in particular. Others took turns going up the stage to sing as their friends and family clapped for them. They were completely unbothered by who was watching. I loved that for them. And for a moment, just a moment, I understood why Susan wanted to see this. It was thrilling and relaxing at the same time. A part of me needed the fresh, yet choking, air.“You’re thinking too much,” she said, snapping me out of it.“I’m observing.” I explained, glancing around the place. “You’re overthinking.” She pointed out, sounding sure of herself.I shook my head and replied,“I’m analyzing.”She rolled her eyes and said again,“You’re judging.” Her tone was one of finality. Like she was certain for sure.I hesitated “…not really. I'm just watching, and observing
GRACE'S POV Once again, Susan had convinced me to go out with her. This time, it wasn't the weekend yet. As a matter of fact, it was only Tuesday. But she had us in her apartment, dressing up to attend a random karaoke night at a random bar. “I cannot believe I'm doing this. I thought you were going on a social purge or something, cleanse yourself of the public for a while and avoid the male population.” I told her as I buckled the completely unnecessary belt she gave me to use. “You said to focus more on loving myself, and that's what I'm doing. I'll avoid the male population, of course. But that doesn't mean I shouldn't do what I want. Who knows? Maybe I could make more female friends.” She replied, reapplying her lipstick.I snapped my head towards her. “More female friends? Am I not enough for you?” She smiled at her reflection in her mirror. “More than enough. But perhaps one of them could have a brother that I'll end up with.” I stared at her, unblinkingly. “Susan.” “Grace







