My cheeks were burning in both embarrassment and frustration. I misjudged him. He was not looking at my chest, but the lace that shows I'm from the Architecture department. Nagsalubong ang mga kilay ko habang mariin na nakatingin sakaniya. I was about to shot back when someone walked between us.
"Excuse," It was Ismael, a student from Engineering department. "Buti umabot!"
My lips parted when he took the last can of coffee from the machine and everything moved slower. Umangat ang kamay ko, gustong abutin 'yon nang marinig ko ang pagsirit ng lata. He got it first.
"ISMAEL!" I screamed. "That was mine."
Kunot-noong sumulyap ito sa'kin habang nakalapat ang labi ng lata sa sakaniya. My shoulder fell before turning back my gaze to the man who caused me to not get the coffee. I was about to argue with him again when my eyes widened and watched him take the energy drink from the machine. He glanced at me and smirked, raising his canned beverage before drinking on it without taking his eyes off from mine.
"Energy drinks are good," He raised a brow. I watched him tuck his tongue out and licked his lower lip after taking a sip from his drink. He looked manly enough to take anyone's attention. Kung hindi pa siya nagsalita ay baka tuluyan ko nang nakalimutan na siya ang dahilan kung bakit hindi ko nakuha ang kapeng hinabol ko pa talaga. "But his drink seems better, you should've tried it."
I opened my lips to throw him another ball of argument, but I chose to shut them and glared at him instead before turning my gaze at Ismael. That was when I realized that Ismael has mild caffeine sensitivity.
"Do you have death wishes?" I asked. "That's coffee, dimwit."
"Pinaganda mo pa, sana sinabi mo na lang na walang utak. Tinakbo ko pa nga 'to galing sa kabilang building," He raised the empty can before crumpling it. "Ito lang kasi ang decafe coffee dito."
Bumilog ang mga mata ko when I realized what he just stated. Ismael has caffeine sensitivity, but he can drink coffee with low caffeine content. That means I argued with a stranger over a decafe coffee. Nagpalipat-lipat ang tingin ni Ismael sa aming dalawa.
I noticed the stranger holding his laugh, I scoffed before stomping my feet to leave them.
"Huy, coffee-addict!" Ismael chased me. I glared at him while walking with my heavy feet.
"Bakit ka nandito? Nagcucutting ka na naman siguro."
"Sobrang nakaka-hurt talaga," He held his chest, acting in pain. "May seminar daw sa AVR, kasabay ng Engineering department ang Architecture."
After the class in AD-7, Mrs. Montevero left the studio earlier than the usual dismissal. I was finalizing the proposal of MALAYA for the upcoming event when the class secretary announced that there will be a seminar in the audio-visual room at ten o'clock this morning.
"Tungkol daw saan?" I asked Ismael.
"I have no idea," He shrugged. "Pero ang usap-usapan sa building namin ay students from Aurelia University of Medicine daw ang speakers."
The students from school of architecture, computing, and engineering were gathered inside the audio-visual room. My eyes caught a hand waving in the air, it was Naiah. Ismael followed my steps when I started walking to sit with my friends. Inunahan ako nitong humila ng upuan at nagsimula nang gumawa ng ingay.
"Hi, Naiah," He greeted. "Naiah puso kita palagi."
Mabilis na nalukot ang mukha ni Naiah habang nakatingin sakaniya. She raised her middle finger in eye-level of Ismael.
"Alam mo, awang-awa na ako sayo. Araw-araw bang mais ang almusal mo?" She scoffed.
"Hala?" Ismael acted to cry before looking at me. "Ikaw siguro ang virus, Celeste. Nainfect mo ng kasamaan ng ugali ang mga kaibigan mo."
I balled my fist before lifting it. Masamang tingin ang ibinigay ko sakaniya. He rolled his eyes before looking back at Naiah.
"Hindi kasi kayo laking Nido kaya hindi kayo protektado sa virus." He murmured.
Akala niya siguro ay walang nakarinig sakaniya, ngunit masama na ang tingin sakaniya ni Naiah habang si Hailey naman ay abala sa pagtitipa sa cellphone niya.
"Umisa ka pa, isesemento ko na 'yang bibig mo." Naiah threatened him.
I bit my lower lip to refrain myself from laughing. Mukha itong seryoso kaya hindi na nakasagot si Ismael. I just tucked my tongue out to tease the guy.
It did not take long enough for the seminar to begin. I opened my notebook to start jotting down notes about the topic. The speaker introduced himself as the professor in Community and Preventive Medicine class which is an elective subject of third year students in AUM. Ten minutes have passed, and three men joined him on the speaker's floor. I was about to return my eyes on my notebook when I noticed a familiar figure standing among the four speakers in front.
It was the stranger I met earlier. Unlike in the hallway, he stood beneath the harsh fluorescent lights in a crisp white coat and a black, metal-framed specs. Ngayon ko lang napagmasdan nang mas malinaw at mas maayos ang itsura nito. The shining outline of the frames from the light that hits his skin made his features even sharper, but more unreadable. He seems neat and clinical, way too composed. Dangerous in a way that wasn't violent, but playful.
Despite the distance, his eyes found me, and I felt tugged at something nameless. He introduced himself along with the collaborative project that they are proposing to the SACE department. A playful smirk suddenly appeared on his lips but faded in a snap as if he never did. I'm certain about one thing. He has the power to silence a room and rob everyone's attention like a thief. The kind that could tighten a chest with one's breath held.
Cairo Zeidan Altamirano. A third-year student in doctor of medicine program from a medical school. He ranked 1st in Medical Technology Licensure Examination and earned the 98th percentile rank in National Medical Admission Test.
When his eyes returned to me, I smirked and stared back. Something strange knocked on my head, and my mood suddenly changed. I shifted in my seat, forcing my eyes to focus on the projector screen, on the lines, the sketches, the medical outlines of his proposal. Anything, but him.
I succeeded in shifting my attention to something else. My fingers curled around my pen tighter, jotting down notes I might need onwards.
"This proposal invites architecture students to take part in designing low-cost, eco-friendly mobile clinics and student wellness centers, with the goal of addressing healthcare accessibility in underserved communities." He explained. "We believe that healing is not solely a medical responsibility, but a shared vision that begins with inclusive, sustainable, and human-centered design. We envision and hope to build alongside the brilliant minds of Casa Estrella's architecture community."
"Saan tayo maglulunch?" Naiah asked after the seminar.
"We have 3 hours of vacant. I'll meet with a friend first." I informed them. "You should take your lunch first. I'll be back before class."
"Hala, ako rin! Sabay na tayong lumabas. I'm going to Wade's place." Mabilis na lintaya ni Hailey nang maibaba ang cellphone. "Kayong dalawa na lang ang magsabay." She told the two.
"I want to eat at peace." Naiah rolled her eyes, then looked at Ismael.
"Try mo sa langit. P'wede ka pang magrest in peace pagkatapos kumain." Sabat ni Ismael. I just sighed and held my temple. "Kaso sayang, hindi ka qualified doon."
"Excuse me?" Naiah raised a brow. "Mawala ka lang sa paningin ko, mapayapa na."
"What?" Ismael asked. Nang uulitin na sana ni Naiah ang sinabi niya ay muling nagsalita si Ismael. "Whatawat. W******p. Whatson. Whattatops."
The two did not stop arguing until a student approached me. Ipinapatawag daw ako ni Ma'am Sandoval sa office nito. I left Hailey with the two kid-headed. Nang makarating na ako sa tapat ng opisina ay dahan-dahan akong kumatok, binuksan ko lamang ito nang may sumagot mula sa loob.
I entered the office and formally greeted Ma'am Sandoval before the other two professors. As the head of MALAYA organization, I was called to discuss the proposal of those students from medical school. Pinakinggan ko nang maayos ang nagsasalita habang pasulyap-sulyap sa notebook na sinusulatan ko. This will be needed once I gather my members to plan for the project.
Sa muling pag-angat ko ng mga mata ko ay halos bumilog ang mga ito kasabay nang pag-awang ng mga labi ko. Zeidan was tightly seated on the couch behind our table. He was discussing the same project to the two other students rested in each single couch beside his seat. His eyes were piercing through mine, and he was not shocked to see me as if he's been watching me since I stepped in this room.
I was being watched all this time.
"Uuna na kami sa dagat, Zeidan. Sumunod kayo ni Celeste, ha! We'll make a reservation for tonight's dinner." Narinig kong sambit ng boses ng isang babae. "Kapag hinanap niya kami mamaya, pakisabi hinihintay namin siya. Hihintayin namin kayo sa tabing-dagat." "Kamusta na ba si Celeste?" Pagtatanong dito ng isa pang babae. "We can help in taking care of her. Mayroon ba kaming magagawa?" "She's still sleeping. Don't worry, I'll make sure to inform you once she's awake. Hindi rin siya matutuwa kung malalaman niyang inasikaso niyo siya buong maghapon. She'll be carrying the guilt, for sure." Naring kong sambit ni Zeidan. I was tightly closing my eyes under the blanket. Nagising lang ako nang marinig ang boses nang mga taong nag-uusap-usap kanina. They were talking in minimized voices, but the loudness was enough to wake me up. Nanatili ako sa ilalim ng kumot dahil sa lamig ng buong silid. The air-condition was turned on. Hinintay kong makalabas ang mga kaibigan ko bago ako lumabas mula
"Kamukha mo 'to, Ismael." Sambit ni Naiah. She couldn't talk properly because of the food in her mouth. "Tapon-ulo kayo pareho." She was raising the shrimp, showing it to the guy friend. Pabirong sumama ang timpla ng mukha ni Ismael habang kumakain. The table was filled with laughter and witty jokes. Since it was mid-afternoon when we arrived at our destination, the group decided to take the brunch for the whole-day energy. We chose the restaurant named 'Thirty-Seven Degrees Seafood'. "Eat this, Isla." Sambit ni Zeidan bago inilagay sa harapan ko ang parte ng alimango. "Anong inumin ang gusto mo?" Bumaling ang mga mata ko sa lamesa. There were two towers on top of it. Isang para sa four seasons, at isang para sa blue lemonade. Hindi kami sa plato kumakain. The restaurant served our food on a wax-paper table roll instead of plates. "Four seasons." Tugon ko rito. Kakainin ko pa lang sana ang hinimay niyang alimango para sa'kin nang makaramdam ako nang matinding pagbaliktad ng sikm
"Celeste, gising na!" A loud voice from a woman pulled me out of my deep sleep. "Lower down your voices, please. Hindi pa 'yan nakakapagpahinga." It was Zeidan's voice. There were different voices exchanging words around me. Napadilat ako ng mga mata at kunot-noong hinanap ang pinagmumulan ng mga boses na iyon. Bumilog ang mga mata ko at mabilis akong pumasok sa ilalim ng kumot na bumabalot sa katawan ko. "Zeidan, let them out first. Please." Malakas kong sambit sa halos pasigaw nang boses. The girls were standing on the edge of the bed when I opened my eyes, while another man was leaning against the wall. I'm not comfortable showing anyone myself yet. Kakagising ko pa lang. Hindi pa ako nakakapag-asikaso ng sarili ko. "Gumayak ka na, Celeste. Baka hindi natin maabutan ang flight, sayang 'yon." Narinig kong sambit ni Naiah. She was laughing in between her words. "Don't forget to pack your bikinis. Bilisan mo, ha." Tumatawang pagdugtong sakaniya ni Hailey. "Kapag hindi mo binili
In my entire life, I have been carrying many different names. I was a provider, a walking ATM, and a lifeline. Yet, I was never a daughter who was worth being loved and taken care of. Sarili kong pamilya ang nagparamdam sa'kin na hindi ako mahalaga kung wala akong perang kayang ibigay. Hindi ako kailangan kung wala akong silbi. They were my own blood, but it was them who drained me until I forgot how it felt to be alive as a human. Hanggang sa dumating siya. Dumating si Ate Xyline. She made me experience how it felt to have a family. She stood by me and acted as my refuge and anchor. She showed me how it felt like to be loved, and I felt the same for her. I still do. I will always do.But hearts could sometimes be cruel and selfish. While the love of Ate Xyline belongs to Zeidan, his love has never been hers to claim. It was meant for me. I never made the decision to own it, but I couldn't resist falling for him. Each day, I have been falling deeper into his warm arms, those that Ate
Against my skin, the cold breeze of the night brushed and seeped into me. It served as a quiet reminder of how time flew so fast. Past in silence, the days have slipped. Before I could feel it, graduation had come and gone. I still can't get over the idea that everything I've waited for a long period in my life had already went pass my eyes. The bittersweet memories of that day until I stepped on the land of San Vicente remained with me. It was unshakable and undeniable, it was engraved on the deepest of my soul. Time never stopped ticking. It only moved faster and pulled me, unminding whether I was ready or not. Suddenly, the world revolving around me felt different. The cameras were clicking in steady, yet familiar rhythm while the flashes were bursting like the stars that blink on the dark skies. The set rose alive. There were stylist everywhere. Ang iba sakanila ay inaayos ang buhok ng ibang models, mayroong iba na naghahanda ng mga kasuotan, habang ang iba naman ay abala sa pag
"Isla, baka mayroon kang gustong kainin. Magsabi ka sa'kin para mabili ko." He stated. Kinuha niya 'yong mga gamit na bitbit ko. After taking our breakfast at the hotel room, we left for the flight. Maaga kaming umalis kaya mayroon pa kaming oras para mag-ikot sa airport. Compared to typical airports, this one has various stalls of food, souvenirs, and photo booths. Ngayon lang ako namangha sa mga ito kahit pa matagal nang mayroong stalls dito. The first time I went to this airport, I was in a rush for my flight. The excitement in me to check those stalls never existed before. His company makes me feel alive. "Tignan na lang natin 'yung souvenir shop. Okay lang ba?" I asked him. Itinuro ko sakaniya iyon. He followed my fingers and nodded at me upon seeing the stall. Sinamahan niya ako doon at sumalubong sa'min ang iba't ibang klase ng mga pasalubong. There were key chains of the word 'Palawan', t-shirts that had a written 'I love Palawan', and mugs with pictures of the beaches fou