MasukI turn on the comfortable bed, murmuring words in my sleep. My hand touches something warm and hard, startling me.
I slowly open my eyes and see a naked man in front of me. Memories of last night flood in, I stand up quickly, put on my clothes and without making a sound, tiptoe out. My journey back to the hills is cold and quiet. My boots snap on the gravel, but the fog silences the sound. My mind wanders back to the stranger. I don't know him, but something about him feels familiar. I wonder why my body melts to his touch, in ways I haven’t experienced. Not even with Kael. That's right Kael. Kael’s face flashes in my mind the way his jaw tightens when he’s angry, the steady warmth in his eyes when he looks at me. “I can't tell him about the stranger or what happened between us. He’ll feel disappointed.” I have to forget about last night, it never happened. By the time I reach the edge of the rogue pack’s territory, the sun is higher, thin light cutting through the mist. The guards on patrol stiffen when they see me, then relax. They spread the word. Raya’s back. Kael finds me before I make it to the camp. He appears from the trees, all dark leather and shadow, his eyes wide for a second before relief breaks over his face. He doesn’t hesitate before pulling me into his arms, hard and warm and grounding. “Gosh Raya! I thought I lost you.” he breathes, his voice rough against my hair. “Where have you been?” For a moment, I let myself sink into him. The steady thump of his heart against mine, the familiar scent of his skin fills my nostrils. Then I step back before he feels the tremor in me. “I’m fine,” I say. “I think we got separated during the fight. It was…” I pause, trying not to sound insane. “There was… a portal.” He blinks. “A portal?” “I don’t know how. It just appeared. I went through it. Ended up in human territory.” Kael’s expression hardens. “You went through a random portal? Alone?” “I didn't know how it happened,” I shot back. “I didn’t exactly have time to think.” He runs a hand through his hair, pacing once. “Raya, you could’ve been trapped there. You could’ve been…” “I wasn’t.” I meet his gaze. “I made it back.” That quiets him, though his jaw still ticks. He studies me for a long time, eyes searching. “You don’t look hurt.” “I’m not.” He doesn’t believe me, not fully. “You smell different,” he mutters. My heart stutters. “I took a bath there before coming?” His eyebrows rose, waiting for an explanation. “You took a bath?” “I had to wash off the traces of blood on my skin.” I explain. He gives me a meaningful look. One that sees too much, even when I try to hide. “Raya…” “Can we not talk about this?” I cut in, sharper than I mean to. “Not right now. Tell me what happened after the battle.” That redirects him, but only barely. I know Kael so well that he will try to get information from me. He sighs, folding his arms. “The fight ended the minute you vanished. They just… stopped. Like someone pulled them out on command. Disappeared into the woods. We searched, but it’s like they were never there.” I frown. “So you think it was a setup.” “Looks like it. Someone wanted to pull us out, weaken the borders.” His voice drops lower. “Or someone wanted you gone. Totally out of their way.” A chill runs through me. He notices, steps closer. “Whoever did this, they knew what they were doing.” “Have you been able to figure out anything?” I ask. “I am still trying to look around for clues but nothing yet.” I nod, but my mind drifts. The memory of that stranger's touch flickers through my thoughts. Warm skin, the sound of his voice in the dark, that strange sense of familiarity I still can’t shake. It doesn't mean anything. It can’t. I don't even know him, and I don't think I will recognise him if I ever see him again. Kael’s hand grazes my arm. “Hey,” he says softly. “You’re shaking.” “I’m cold and tired.” He exhales, frustrated but gentle. “You should rest. We can talk about this later.” I nod and start to walk past him, but his hand catches mine. “Raya.” I pause. His voice lowers, careful. “I was so scared when I couldn't find you. I thought I lost you.” Something in my chest tightens. “You won’t lose me that easily.” He searches my face like he’s trying to memorize it. Then he releases me, but his voice carries that same quiet ache. “Don’t vanish on me again.” I manage a faint smile. “I’ll try not to.” When I reach my tent, the air feels too still. I sink onto the bed, drag a hand through my hair, and stare at the wall for what feels like hours. Kael’s words replay in my head, tangled with the memories of the stranger. The thought won’t leave me. Neither will the feeling that none of this. The attack, the portal, the stranger happened by accident. But I don't regret anything that happen between us. My body vibrates at the thought of how he touches me. I try to forget the memory, but deep down I still want to see him. I hear footsteps coming into the tent, I know it's Kael. I closed my eyes, pretending to sleep. I feel the mattress sink under his weight. He gently removes strands of hair covering my face, tuck them behind my ears, and pecks my cheek. “I love you a lot, Raya. I hope you will allow me to love you well. You deserve it.” He says, his voice low. “I won't give up that easily. I will pursue till you let me into your heart.” He murmurs loud enough for me to hear. “I wish I could give him my heart. But I don't get to tell my heart who to love.”I stand there, watching him leave the room. My chin trembles, like I am struggling to catch my breath. The door closes loudly, the sound echoing in my head.I stumble back to the bed and sit on the edge. I stay there, blankly staring at nothing, tears sliding down without permission. I don’t even bother to wipe them.How did he find out? How did Rex know I’m pregnant? I think to myselfMy hands move to my stomach. It’s still flat, still mine, but there's life there. A small, uninvited heartbeat. I don’t know how to react to all this. Should I be angry? Scared? Or maybe both.He doesn't even care? I thought he wanted a baby? Or is it because I'm not his first mate?My thoughts circle like smoke. I remember being in the garden last night, touching the flowers, tracing their edges under the moonlight. Then the vision hit me out of nowhere and I recall that night. That cursed night.I saw it all again, the way he touched me, the heat of it, the moment I felt something dark watching from t
Raya stands by the bed, her eyes burningholes through me. She's got her hand on her stomach, gentle, almost protective. I don't look for too long, I just keep my voice sharp and cold.“I can't let you have my child.”The words feel heavy to say, but I force them out. It’s better to be cruel than to allow her to be close to me.“What?” She raises her eyebrows, like she don't understand what I say.“You heard me.” I slowly walk closer to her.“You can not mother my child.”Confusion twists her face. Maybe she thinks I will take back my words. She waits but I don't.“Why?” she finally asks.I let out a short breath, shake my head. “You don’t have the right to question me, Raya. You just do what I say.”Her chin lifts a little. There’s fire in her eyes now. “No. I won’t. We both did this, Rex. You and I. And now you want to throw it all on me?”Her voice cracks slightly near the end, but she doesn’t back down.“We’ll share this responsibility,” she says louder.The way she says we, make
The maid’s eyes are still wide with excitement when she leaves to prepare my bath. I sit on the edge of my bed, hands pressed against my belly. The room feels too small. The sound of water being poured into the wooden tub breaks my thoughts. Steam fills the air, soft and fragrant with lavender. I stand and walk toward the bathroom slowly, my legs trembling with each step. The maid bows her head when I come in. “Don’t tell anyone,” I say in a low tone. She looks up quickly. “I swear, my lady, no one will hear of it. Not a soul.” “Good,” I say. My voice sounds calm, though my chest is shaking. “From today onward, you’ll serve only me. Whatever I need, you’ll bring. Whatever you see, you’ll keep to yourself.” Her face lights up. “Thank you, your highness. I won’t fail you.” I nod and wave her off gently. “Go on. Prepare the bath, then you can leave.” She helps me undress, her hands trembling a little, then leaves when I step into the tub. The warm water touches my skin and I
I stay on the bed, rolling back and forth on it like what feels like hours. I try to stay still but I can't, I see his face every time I close my eyes. The event of the day stays with me throughout, Rex’s confrontation and Kael’s disappointment.The two of them look at me like I'm a fragile object, to be look after closely.I feel my heart pounding like it's about to burst, I put my hand against my chest trying to slow the pace. I am happy.I should feel miserable. But a little part of me feels proud.But a small part of me… feels proud. I finally stood up to him. To Rex. I finally told him off without trembling. Without backing down, for the first time since I came into this pack, I felt like me again. The old Raya. The one who didn’t let anyone walk over her.Still, the victory tastes bitter. My lips are dry. My throat feels raw. I keep thinking of his face when I called him out low. Something flickered behind his eyes. Regret maybe, or pain. I'm not sure. But I don’t care. At least
I lay on my bed and stare at the ceiling, wondering what Raya was doing.“Why have I been thinking of her these past few days? She is beginning to have an effect on me and I don't like it.”I shake off the thoughts and head outside to the training field, it's my personal space, a place where I feel peace. I need to quiet the voices shouting in my head since morning, my wolf feels tired and weak.I step out of my chamber, the air and the sunlight make me feel alive, unlike my dark and hot room. Everything is in order, the guards shifting their weight, a few warriors sparring on the far side of the yard.I’m almost at the field when I stop, a guy is talking to Raya and he’s standing too close to her. My blood boils immediately, I move closer to the stone wall near the training ground.I try controlling my breath but my chest feels like it's on fire. I can't hear what they are talking about but the look on her face says it all.“They must have history together,” I thought.I can't see th
The trip back home feels longer than usual, every step is heavier than the last. My thoughts are only making it worse. The path looks the same, but they feel empty now without Raya.Her voice is still loud in my mind, the look on her face when I ask her to come with me, hurts more than I imagine.“It's not that simple,” she says but her eyes give her all away.Raya never wears that look, when she talks about me. My wolf shifts restless inside me, it yearns for her scent, her face and everything about her.It wants me to turn back and drag her away from that place, if I have to. I remember the way she look me straight in the eyes and said No! I squeeze my fists and walk faster.The word has never been heavier than it is today. When I reach the borders, a few guards step forward to greet me.“Alpha Kael,” one of them says, bowing slightly. “Welcome, let me help you with your things.”“Get out of my way before I slice you into two!” I order, pushing past them. My time is harsh and uncall







