MasukThe bartender refills my glass without another word. Foam curls along the rim, slow and thick, spilling a little over the edge.
He slides it towards me with a knowing smile that feels too gentle for this kind of place.I lift the glass to my lips, but this time I don't finish the contents. I glance around, I don’t want to think about Kael’s face when I lose sight of him. I don’t want to think about the bodies. But that’s all my mind can seem to replay. I’m not drunk, but I feel the effects slowly kicking in. My nerves start to relax little by little.Then I feel it again, that stare. The stranger is still there. In the corner, where the light doesn’t quite reach. Every time I lift the glass, I can feel his gaze. Not in a way that feels threatening. Just curious. Attentive. Like he’s waiting for something. I don’t give him the satisfaction of looking back. I’ve dealt with enough eyes in my life—hungry ones, curious ones, ones that thought they could own me. This one is different though. His gaze has weight, not greed. It makes me uneasy, and I’m not used to that. I take another sip. My throat burns. Good. It reminds me I’m still here. A couple of men stumble from a nearby table, laughing too loud. One of them catches sight of me and gives a look that starts at my boots and doesn’t stop until it reaches my face. He grins in a way I am familiar with.Lazy, entitled, and stupidly brave. “Hey, darling,” he slurs, sliding into the stool beside mine. “You look like you could use a little help.” I ignore him, focusing on my drink. Another one laughs. “Oh, I think she's shy. I love shy.” The one sitting next to me grazes my shoulder with his hand, the touch light but unwanted. “You don't need to be shy, let's buy you a drink.” I shift just enough for him to notice the knife strapped to my thigh. “I already have one.” That earns a whistle from the third. “Feisty. That’s rare around here.” “Back off,” I say quietly. But quiet never works on men like this. It only feeds them.The second one reaches out, fingers brushing a strand of my hair. “Don’t be cold, girl. We’re just—” Before he can finish, I grab his wrist and twist. Hard. The sound he makes is half shock, half pain. His friend curses and shoves me, and the stool behind me screeches across the floor. “Don’t,” I warn, my voice low. The second man sneers, “Or what?” I don’t answer. The first one lunges again, and I meet him halfway, slamming my knee into his gut. He folds instantly, gasping. I shove him aside, ready for the next, but he’s already frozen, eyes flicking past me. The stool beside me screeches against the floor as someone stands. Heavy steps, deliberate, cutting through the noise of the bar. The stranger. He stops behind them, voice low and calm. “She said back off.” The men turn. The one nearest to me sneers. “Who the hell are you?” He doesn’t answer. Just take a step closer, eyes steady, posture relaxed in that way that only dangerous men manage. “This isn’t your business,” the drunk spits. The stranger’s tone doesn’t change. “I’m making it mine.” Then the man closest to me lunge sloppy, all pride and liquor. The stranger catches his wrist mid-swing, twists until there’s a crack and a cry. The others stagger back, courage draining fast. “You done?” the stranger asks, still calm. They glance at each other. No one answers. “Good,” he says, shoving the man he’s holding toward the door. “Leave.” They go. One limping, the others muttering curses.I sit there, staring at the ripples in my beer, pretending my pulse hasn’t picked up speed. “I didn't need the help.” “You are welcome.” he answers, picking up the stool next to me. “I never said thank you.” “I know.” He almost smiles. “But that's the least you should have said.” “There is no need to say it, I didn't need your help.” He takes the stool one space over, signals for a drink, and I ignore him, as we sit in silence. My blood boils with rage. I hate the feeling of being helped, it feels like weakness. After a minute, I say, “You always step into other people’s fights?” “Only when they’re outnumbered,” he says, sipping. “Or when I’m bored.” I study him. The line of his jaw, the faint scar along his temple, that stillness that doesn’t fit with violence. He doesn’t look like a man who picks fights for sport. Something about him scratches at the edge of my memory. “That's good for you.” I reply. He nods slowly, eyes flicking to the faint silver marks on my wrist, my lunar mark. We talk a bit. Nothing that matters. His voice is low, steady, the kind that settles somewhere deep in my stomach. At some point, I realize I’ve been looking at him for too long. I stand, meaning to leave, but the sudden movement sends the drink tipping down my shirt. “Shit,” I mutter, grabbing napkins. He stands too, holding out a clean towel from behind the bar before the bartender can move. “There’s a sink upstairs. My room’s there. You can clean up.” “I’ll manage.” “You’ll smell like beer all night.” He’s right. I sigh, take the towel. “Fine. But just the sink.” He smirks faintly. “Just the sink.” The staircase creaks beneath our steps. His room is small, tucked under the eaves, lit by a single yellow bulb. He turns his back while I rinse the beer from my shirt. The cold water bites my skin. My reflection in the cracked mirror looks tired, eyes shadowed, hair sticking to my cheek. I don’t look like the girl who trained to kill Alphas. I look like someone running. When I turn, he’s watching me through the mirror. Not hungry. Just thoughtful, like he’s trying to solve something. “You’re not from here,” he says. “No.” “Didn’t think so.” His gaze lingers on me, steady but unreadable. There’s something in it that pulls at me, something unsettlingly familiar. “You keep looking at me like that,” I say, “and I’ll start to think you know me.” “Maybe I do,” he says softly. I laugh under my breath. “Doubt it.” “Maybe not by name,” he continues, “but there’s something about you. It feels like I have known you for a long time.” I don’t have a reply for that. He steps closer, close enough for his warmth to reach me. His hand brushes my jaw, fingers rough, thumb tracing the corner of my mouth. My body shivers under his touch. It feels like standing too close to lightning, dangerous, alive. He kisses me and the world folds in on itself until there’s nothing left but heat and breath. The quiet sound of something inside me breaking loose. Making me forget myself.I stand there, watching him leave the room. My chin trembles, like I am struggling to catch my breath. The door closes loudly, the sound echoing in my head.I stumble back to the bed and sit on the edge. I stay there, blankly staring at nothing, tears sliding down without permission. I don’t even bother to wipe them.How did he find out? How did Rex know I’m pregnant? I think to myselfMy hands move to my stomach. It’s still flat, still mine, but there's life there. A small, uninvited heartbeat. I don’t know how to react to all this. Should I be angry? Scared? Or maybe both.He doesn't even care? I thought he wanted a baby? Or is it because I'm not his first mate?My thoughts circle like smoke. I remember being in the garden last night, touching the flowers, tracing their edges under the moonlight. Then the vision hit me out of nowhere and I recall that night. That cursed night.I saw it all again, the way he touched me, the heat of it, the moment I felt something dark watching from t
Raya stands by the bed, her eyes burningholes through me. She's got her hand on her stomach, gentle, almost protective. I don't look for too long, I just keep my voice sharp and cold.“I can't let you have my child.”The words feel heavy to say, but I force them out. It’s better to be cruel than to allow her to be close to me.“What?” She raises her eyebrows, like she don't understand what I say.“You heard me.” I slowly walk closer to her.“You can not mother my child.”Confusion twists her face. Maybe she thinks I will take back my words. She waits but I don't.“Why?” she finally asks.I let out a short breath, shake my head. “You don’t have the right to question me, Raya. You just do what I say.”Her chin lifts a little. There’s fire in her eyes now. “No. I won’t. We both did this, Rex. You and I. And now you want to throw it all on me?”Her voice cracks slightly near the end, but she doesn’t back down.“We’ll share this responsibility,” she says louder.The way she says we, make
The maid’s eyes are still wide with excitement when she leaves to prepare my bath. I sit on the edge of my bed, hands pressed against my belly. The room feels too small. The sound of water being poured into the wooden tub breaks my thoughts. Steam fills the air, soft and fragrant with lavender. I stand and walk toward the bathroom slowly, my legs trembling with each step. The maid bows her head when I come in. “Don’t tell anyone,” I say in a low tone. She looks up quickly. “I swear, my lady, no one will hear of it. Not a soul.” “Good,” I say. My voice sounds calm, though my chest is shaking. “From today onward, you’ll serve only me. Whatever I need, you’ll bring. Whatever you see, you’ll keep to yourself.” Her face lights up. “Thank you, your highness. I won’t fail you.” I nod and wave her off gently. “Go on. Prepare the bath, then you can leave.” She helps me undress, her hands trembling a little, then leaves when I step into the tub. The warm water touches my skin and I
I stay on the bed, rolling back and forth on it like what feels like hours. I try to stay still but I can't, I see his face every time I close my eyes. The event of the day stays with me throughout, Rex’s confrontation and Kael’s disappointment.The two of them look at me like I'm a fragile object, to be look after closely.I feel my heart pounding like it's about to burst, I put my hand against my chest trying to slow the pace. I am happy.I should feel miserable. But a little part of me feels proud.But a small part of me… feels proud. I finally stood up to him. To Rex. I finally told him off without trembling. Without backing down, for the first time since I came into this pack, I felt like me again. The old Raya. The one who didn’t let anyone walk over her.Still, the victory tastes bitter. My lips are dry. My throat feels raw. I keep thinking of his face when I called him out low. Something flickered behind his eyes. Regret maybe, or pain. I'm not sure. But I don’t care. At least
I lay on my bed and stare at the ceiling, wondering what Raya was doing.“Why have I been thinking of her these past few days? She is beginning to have an effect on me and I don't like it.”I shake off the thoughts and head outside to the training field, it's my personal space, a place where I feel peace. I need to quiet the voices shouting in my head since morning, my wolf feels tired and weak.I step out of my chamber, the air and the sunlight make me feel alive, unlike my dark and hot room. Everything is in order, the guards shifting their weight, a few warriors sparring on the far side of the yard.I’m almost at the field when I stop, a guy is talking to Raya and he’s standing too close to her. My blood boils immediately, I move closer to the stone wall near the training ground.I try controlling my breath but my chest feels like it's on fire. I can't hear what they are talking about but the look on her face says it all.“They must have history together,” I thought.I can't see th
The trip back home feels longer than usual, every step is heavier than the last. My thoughts are only making it worse. The path looks the same, but they feel empty now without Raya.Her voice is still loud in my mind, the look on her face when I ask her to come with me, hurts more than I imagine.“It's not that simple,” she says but her eyes give her all away.Raya never wears that look, when she talks about me. My wolf shifts restless inside me, it yearns for her scent, her face and everything about her.It wants me to turn back and drag her away from that place, if I have to. I remember the way she look me straight in the eyes and said No! I squeeze my fists and walk faster.The word has never been heavier than it is today. When I reach the borders, a few guards step forward to greet me.“Alpha Kael,” one of them says, bowing slightly. “Welcome, let me help you with your things.”“Get out of my way before I slice you into two!” I order, pushing past them. My time is harsh and uncall







