LOGINThe Wolf Council convenes in Edinburgh on the eleventh of February, and Sebastien loses the room in under twenty minutes.
He does not lose it dramatically. It goes the way things go when the argument was already over before anyone arrived: politely, procedurally, with three people apologising afterward in the corridor. Elder Croft's petition has been circulated to all Wolf Council members as a courtesy under compact protocol. Nine of fourteen have signed a statement of support for the Assembly convening. Two have signed the petition itself.
"You're not being asked to condemn her," Fenella Drummond says, from the far end of the table, and Fenella has known him since he was seventeen and taught him the pack bond exercise he still uses. "You're being asked to allow a question."
"The question is whether the conduit function can be forcibly relocated."
"The question is whether it can be relocated. Nobody has said forcibly."
"Paragraph eleven doesn't need to say it. That's what a determination is for." He keeps his voice level because raising it would confirm what half the room already suspects, which is that he cannot be objective about this and knows it. "If the Assembly rules the function is transferable, the next petition asks under what circumstances, and the one after that asks who decides."
"And if the Assembly rules it isn't transferable," Fenella says, "then we have confirmed on the record that the entire supernatural order is permanently dependent on the continued goodwill of one woman with no oversight whatsoever." She lets that sit. "Sebastien. I lost four members of my line in the grey. Rory Grant is nineteen and he has not been right since. I am not going to be told that asking the question is an act of aggression."
He does not have an answer for that. It is the correct objection, and he has been rehearsing responses to it for a week and every response he has built collapses under the same weight: they are frightened, and they have cause, and the cause is Veira, and Veira would say so herself.
The vote goes eleven to three.
Afterward he stands in the close outside the Greymantle house in the rain with his coat open, doing nothing, which is a thing he has started permitting himself since a woman told him she wasn't done with him yet.
His phone buzzes.
Reykjavik was worth it. Coming back tomorrow. Are you free Thursday evening or is that the Council thing.
He types: The Council thing was today. It went eleven to three against me.
The reply takes ninety seconds.
Then Thursday. My flat. I'll cook badly and you can tell me exactly how it went, including the parts where they were right.
He looks at the message for longer than it needs.
You already know which parts they were right about.
I do. I want to hear you say them out loud, because I think you've been carrying them alone since the vote, and I don't think that's good for you.
He puts the phone in his pocket and stands in the rain a moment longer.
The message that arrives eleven minutes later is not from her.
Ms Ashcroft has asked that I contact you directly rather than through her, which I take as a courtesy and intend to repay. I would like to meet her before March. Privately, without counsel present on either side. I am aware how that sounds. I am asking anyway.
Croft.
Sebastien reads it three times.
Then he forwards it to her without comment, because she has told him what she needs and he has finally, at thirty-seven, learned to do the thing she asked instead of the thing that would let him sleep.
The committee reports on the Friday and the Assembly convenes on the sixth of April, and Veira is not there.She watches it from the farmhouse on a link Sunnsdottir arranges through a procedural clause nobody has used since 1974, and Sebastien sits beside her for eleven hours and does not once say anything unless she asks him something.Croft opposes the conduit holding the seat. He does it in seven minutes and it is the best speech anybody makes all day and he loses the vote nine to four.Then Veira's written submission is read into the record by the convener, and Solvieg reads all of it, including the last paragraph, which several Elders have plainly not been shown in advance.I decline the seat. I ask the Assembly to create it and leave it vacant until a member of the restored bloodline is of age and willing to hold it. If that takes fifteen years, the vacancy is the accurate record of what was done, and I would ask the Assembly to look at it.There is a silence of about four secon
The committee reports on the Friday and the Assembly convenes on the sixth of April, and Veira is not there.She watches it from the farmhouse on a link Sunnsdottir arranges through a procedural clause nobody has used since 1974, and Sebastien sits beside her for eleven hours and does not once say anything unless she asks him something.Croft opposes the conduit holding the seat. He does it in seven minutes and it is the best speech anybody makes all day and he loses the vote nine to four.Then Veira's written submission is read into the record by the convener, and Solvieg reads all of it, including the last paragraph, which several Elders have plainly not been shown in advance.I decline the seat. I ask the Assembly to create it and leave it vacant until a member of the restored bloodline is of age and willing to hold it. If that takes fifteen years, the vacancy is the accurate record of what was done, and I would ask the Assembly to look at it.There is a silence of about four secon
The rehearsal is on a Tuesday in March, and it is the most anticlimactic thing anybody in the building has ever witnessed.Nell sits in an armchair in the front room at Braehead with a doctor on one side and Croft on the other and Joon-Ho's monitoring array on a card table, and for four minutes nothing happens, and then she says: "Oh.""Oh what," Croft says."It's just it's a bit more." She frowns. "Like when you're carrying shopping and someone puts another tin in.""Are you in any discomfort.""No. It's fine." She shifts in the chair. "Can I go? Aoife's teaching attenuation at four and she gets annoyed if I'm late."Joon-Ho does not let her go for two hours. The array shows what he later describes as the least dramatic dataset of his professional life: a fifth of a fragment, moved, held, stable.Veira watches it on a laptop from eleven miles away with Adaeze beside her and finds she cannot see the screen properly."It worked," Adaeze says."It worked.""Say it like you believe it."
Croft approves it on the twenty-ninth day.He does not telephone. He drives to the farmhouse eleven miles down the coast and knocks on the door at seven in the evening with a folder under his arm and rain on his shoulders and says, before Veira has finished opening it:"I want you to read the refusal first."He has written both. Thirty-one pages approving and twenty-six refusing, and he has brought both, and he makes her read the refusal at the kitchen table while he stands at the window with his back to her.It is a good document. It is the best argument against the transfer she has ever seen, better than anything the Assembly produced, better than anything she constructed for herself at three in the morning in February. It cites the eleven names from Utrecht and the four who died before twenty and the fact that no child at Braehead has yet passed the two-year adaptation threshold anybody can point to, because nobody has ever measured one.She finishes it. She sets it down."You coul
The first transfer is not a transfer and it does not happen for eleven months.What happens in the eleven months is Tuesdays.Veira teaches by link from the farmhouse down the coast, four hours a day, and the curriculum she builds is the one she assembled backwards out of eight years of a blurred memory and four days in a bedroom in Cults: how to tell your own feeling from somebody else's arriving through the channel. How to attenuate. How to close, and for how long, and what it costs. How to notice the early signs of overload in yourself, which is the thing that killed Morna Croft and which nobody in 1889 was taught at all.The nineteen-year-old from Cork stops being furious in week seven and becomes, by the following spring, the best teacher in the building.The boy from Valencia's grandmother learns enough English to argue with the doctor.The girl from Kraków is the first to attenuate without being talked through it, in October, and does it in front of the whole room by accident a
Emre goes to Ghent in June and sits with Absalom Lieth for four days.He does not expect anything. He says so on the phone to Veira on the first evening, in the flat voice of a man managing an expectation downward before it can damage him."He doesn't know me. He hasn't known anybody since 2013.""Then why four days.""Because he taught me everything and I read something out at his memorial while he was alive and eleven years is a long time." A pause. "And because if there is one lucid hour in a year I would like to be in the chair when it happens."There is no lucid hour.What there is, on the third afternoon, is a photograph album that a nurse brings out because a visitor is the first Absalom Lieth has had in nine years and the staff have decided to be kind.Emre goes through it slowly.Ghent. Lyon. A dog. A conference in the 1980s. And then, on the fourth page from the end, a photograph taken in a garden that Emre recognises immediately because he has walked in it, with a man in hi







