LOGINJules POV
I grab a sandwich and a bottle of water, scanning the crowded room for an empty table. That's when I spot them—a group of football girlfriends and team supporters sitting at their usual prime spot near the windows.
Normally, as the coach's daughter and team liaison, I'd be welcome at that table.
But today, when Veronica Clarke catches sight of me, she says something that makes the entire table turn to stare. Then, in perfect unison, they all turn away, continuing their conversation like I don't exist.
The message is clear: You're not one of us anymore.
I find an empty table in the far corner, as far from everyone as possible. The sandwich has no taste, but I force myself to eat. I need to keep my strength up for whatever's coming next.
"Jules?"
I look up to find Tyler Kane standing next to my table with his lunch tray. My heart jumps finally, someone willing to acknowledge my existence.
"Hey, Tyler," I say, probably sounding more grateful than I should.
"Mind if I sit?" he asks, already sliding into the chair across from me.
Tyler's a wide receiver, one of the guys who's always been friendly but never quite made it into Ethan's inner circle. He's got an easy smile and confident swagger that most girls find attractive.
"Thanks," I say, relief flooding through me. "I was starting to think everyone on campus had decided to pretend I don't exist."
He laughs, but there's something in his eyes I can't read. "Nah, just... you know how it is. People are still processing everything."
"I guess," I say, taking a bite of my sandwich. "It's just hard when everyone acts like I committed murder instead of just dating someone."
"Well, to be fair," Tyler says, leaning forward slightly, "you did date your brother's best friend behind his back. That's got to sting."
The comment catches me off guard. It's not wrong, exactly, but the way he says it feels pointed.
"I know it looks bad," I start. "But Adrian and I, we really care about each other. We weren't trying to hurt anyone."
Tyler nods thoughtfully. "I'm sure you weren't. But now that it's all out in the open..." He shrugs. "Maybe it's better this way. No more sneaking around, no more lies."
Something in his tone makes me look at him more carefully. "What do you mean?"
"I mean, you're free now," he says with that easy smile. "Free to date whoever you want. No more worrying about daddy's rules or big brother's approval."
The words should be comforting, but they feel wrong somehow. Like he's misunderstanding everything about my situation.
"I don't want to date just anyone," I say carefully. "I want to be with Adrian."
Tyler's smile falters slightly. "Right, but Jules, come on. You've seen how he's been handling this, right? Dude's been avoiding you like the plague. Doesn't that tell you something?"
The observation hits like a punch to the gut because it's true. Adrian hasn't called, hasn't texted, hasn't tried to see me since the photos went public. For all I know, he's relieved this is over.
"He's probably just processing," I say weakly.
"Maybe," Tyler agrees, but his tone suggests he thinks I'm being naive. "Or maybe he's realized this whole thing was a mistake from the beginning."
Before I can respond, he reaches across the table and covers my hand with his. "Look, Jules, I'm not trying to be harsh. I'm just saying you deserve better than someone who disappears when things get tough."
I pull my hand away, suddenly uncomfortable. "Tyler"
"I'm serious," he continues, leaning closer. "You're smart, you're beautiful, you're Coach's daughter. Any guy would be lucky to be with you."
The compliment should feel good, but instead it makes my skin crawl. This isn't about comforting a friend this is Tyler shooting his shot while I'm vulnerable.
"I should go," I say, starting to pack up my lunch.
"Jules, wait," he says, reaching for my arm. "I didn't mean to upset you. I'm just trying to be a friend here."
"I know," I say, though I'm not sure I believe it. "I just... I need some time alone."
I hurry out of the dining hall, Tyler's words echoing in my head. You deserve better than someone who disappears when things get tough.
The problem is, he might be right.
As I walk across campus, I catch fragments of conversations that stop abruptly when people notice me. Whispered words like "selfish" and "homewrecker" and "attention-seeking" follow me.
By the time I reach the library, my last refuge but I'm barely holding it together. I find a study carrel in the basement stacks, as far from civilization as I can get, and finally allow myself to break down.
Three days ago, I was Coach Rowan's daughter, Ethan's beloved sister, Adrian's secret girlfriend. I had friends and family and a future mapped out in familiar territory.
Now I'm a girl with no money, no support system, and no idea if the person I sacrificed everything for even wants me anymore.
My phone buzzes with a text from an unknown number: Heard you're available now. Want to grab coffee sometime?
Then another: Single and ready to mingle? Hit me up.
And another: Don't let the haters get you down. Some of us think you're hot.
I turn off my phone and bury my face in my arms, wondering if this is what rock bottom feels like.
*******
I've been sitting outside the athletic training facility for twenty-three minutes, watching players come and go from their Thursday afternoon conditioning session.
Every time the door opens, my heart jumps. Every time it's not Adrian, something inside me withers a little more.
Tyler's words from lunch keep echoing in my head: You deserve better than someone who disappears when things get tough.
But I need to hear it from Adrian himself. I need to look him in the eyes and ask why he hasn't called, hasn't texted, hasn't tried to find me since our world exploded two days ago.
The late October air bites at my skin, but I pull my jacket tighter and stay put. He has to come out eventually.
When the door finally swings open at 4:47 PM, I see him immediately. Adrian emerges with his gym bag slung over his shoulder, dark hair still damp with sweat, eyes focused on his phone screen.
He looks tired. Worn down. But still beautiful in that way that makes my chest ache.
"Adrian," I called out, standing up from the concrete bench.
Adrian POVI see the commotion from across the quad.Jules is shouting at someone, her voice carrying over the normal campus noise. I'm too far away to hear words, but I can read the fury in her body language.Then she slaps Veronica.The sound cracks through the air, loud and clear."Holy shit," Tyler breathes beside me. "Did Jules just hit Veronica?"Students are pulling out phones, recording. Security is pushing through the crowd. And Jules—Jules looks like she's seconds from completely falling apart."We should go," I say, starting to turn away.But I can't. My feet won't move. I watch security lead both girls away, watch the crowd dissipate with their phones still out, already spreading the video."Man, Jules is really losing it," Tyler comments. "Violence now? That's a new low.""She wouldn't hit someone without reason."Tyler looks at me sharply. "You defending her?""I'm stating facts. Jules isn't violent.""Maybe not before you broke her heart. But people change when they're
Jules POVThe library should be safe. It's always been my refuge—quiet, anonymous, a place where I can disappear into studying and pretend the rest of campus doesn't exist.But Veronica's voice carries across the quad outside the windows."I'm just worried about her, you know?"I freeze in my chair, textbook forgotten. Through the glass, I can see Veronica holding court with a group of sorority girls on the lawn."Jules was always... intense," she continues, her tone dripping with false concern. "Even in high school, she'd do anything for attention. I thought college would help her mature, but clearly not."The sorority girls lean in, hungry for details."What do you mean, anything?" one asks.Veronica glances around like she's making sure no one's listening. But she's positioned herself perfectly—voice loud enough to carry, performance calibrated for maximum impact."I shouldn't say." She pauses for effect. "But there were rumors. About her and other guys on the team. Not just Adrian
Adrian POVThe door to my dorm closes behind me, and I lean against it like it's the only thing holding me up.My hands are shaking. My entire body is shaking.COWARD!Jules' voice echoes through my head, louder than my heartbeat. The raw pain in her scream, the way she looked at me with those hollow eyes.I push off the door and pace my small room. Three steps to the window, three steps back. My roommate is out, thank God. I can't handle witnesses right now.She waited for me in the cold, just to talk to me.And I called what we had a mistake."Fuck!" The word explodes from my chest.I grab the first thing I can reach—my statistics textbook—and hurl it across the room. It hits the wall with a satisfying thud but does nothing to ease the pressure building inside me.She grabbed my jacket. Her hands were freezing, red from cold, shaking so badly I could feel it through the fabric.And I pulled away.My reflection in the room mirror stares back at me. Dark circles under bloodshot eyes.
Jules POVAdrian's dorm building looks the same as it did two weeks ago. Red brick, white trim, students coming and going with their backpacks and coffee cups.But I'm different now. Hollow. Frustrated. Running on fumes and the last shreds of my dignity.I check my phone. 4:47 PM. Adrian's class gets out at five, and he usually heads straight home before evening practice.The cold seeps through my jacket as I settle onto the bench outside his building. October in North Carolina means unpredictable weather—yesterday was warm, today feels like winter came early.I should have worn something warmer. Should have eaten lunch. Should have done a lot of things differently.But I'm here now, and I'm not leaving until he talks to me.5:15 PM. Students stream past, but no Adrian.5:30 PM. My fingers are going numb.5:45 PM. Maybe he went somewhere else. Maybe he saw me waiting and took a different entrance.6:00 PM. I'm shaking now, partly from cold, partly from the reality that I'm sitting out
Adrian POVThe ball spirals through the air, perfect trajectory, and I'm exactly where I need to be.My hands close around nothing. The ball bounces off my chest and hits the turf."Cross!" Coach Rowan's voice booms across the field. "That's three in a row. What the hell is wrong with you?"I jog back to the line without answering. My hands are fine. My positioning is fine. Everything is technically correct.Except I can't focus for more than five seconds without seeing Jules' face."Run it again," Coach orders.Ethan drops back, scans the field, releases. The ball comes at me in slow motion. I track it, reach for it, and somehow it slips through my fingers like water."Goddammit, Cross!" Coach throws his clipboard. "You're better than this!"The rest of the team has stopped to watch. I can feel their eyes, their judgment.Tyler jogs over. "You okay, man?""I'm fine.""You're playing like shit.""Thanks for the observation."Coach calls for a water break. I grab my bottle and walk to
Jules POVThe campus career center receptionist looks up when I approach."Can I help you?" Her smile is automatic, professional."I need to see a job counselor. I'm looking for work.""Sure, let me just get your information." She pulls up her computer. "Name?""Jules Rowan."Her fingers freeze on the keyboard. The smile disappears."Oh. You're... oh."I watch recognition dawn on her face, followed by something that looks like pity mixed with judgment."The counselors are all booked today," she says, suddenly very interested in her computer screen. "Maybe try back next week.""Your website says walk-ins are welcome until three.""That's usually true, but today is... busy." She won't look at me. "Sorry."I leave before she can see my hands shaking.******The coffee shop on Main Street has a 'Help Wanted' sign in the window.I push through the door, rehearsing what I'll say. I'm reliable, hard-working, available for any shift. They don't need to know I'm desperate enough to work for mi







