PROLOGUE

What is Love? The pre-destined love? What is it?

I grew up knowing that love is kind, it is caring, loving and above all unconditional and selfless. Love is a true abode of comfort and refuge where you can run to for soothing. That’s the reason God created love, so that we feel great about ourselves and those around us.

Love is what makes us human…but even times I always find myself questioning the whole concept. If love is so great then why do I feel like I am amidst hades fire? I wake up every morning and the fire intensifies each passing day and no matter how hot it is I don’t seem to at least perish and die.

I keep waking up to same routine and there’s nothing much I can do to help myself…I had tried before but it only got worse. I feel like this is my judgement however it is unfair. I have always lived my life right, follow the rules and be a good girl then why am I here? Why am I facing so much with no hope of recovery? Doesn’t the almighty see my misfortune and how much I want out? They indeed said “maybe he want us to meet a few wrong people so that when we finally meet the right person we will know how to be grateful for that gift…”

I am not sure about the right person but I am hell sure I don’t want to be here anymore. I want to flip my wings like an eagle and swore up the skies…feeling the freedom breeze flip my hairs. That’s it. That’s all I need…it’s isn’t too much …not at all.

Sometimes I can’t help but wonder as to who am I? Am I a particle or the universe? Am I a seashore or the sea? If I am the bigger person then why is my life like this? Why am I like this? Why? Why? Why? And why?