I watch my lovely mother and my granddad enter the church from the front, standing next to my aunt, Joey, and Charlie's best friend.She walks with a stunning white dress trailing behind her, gazing excitedly at Charlie. The thought of how content she is and will be with Charlie in her life makes my heart smile. I eagerly await the day when I meet my true love at the end of the aisle.My chest constricts as soon as my eyes land on Zeke. Now that I'm evicting him from my life, will it ever be this painful to look at him? I'm good at forgetting people, as you may know, but not with him. I've been thinking about our time together as I wait for the wedding to start, acquiring ice cream collectively, observing him battle those men after we had ice cream dances alongside him, and a game of FIFA. watching his lunchtime conversations with Cole and Isaac. embracing him, kissing him...When his eyes turn to look at me, I experience sadness. I wish things could be the same again. But it was neve
Brandon says, "I hear it's your birthday," revealing all of his arm tattoos thanks to today's sleeveless shirt."That's accurate. In fact, today marks the day I was born, which was eighteen years ago. Oh my god! I'm 18 years old. The news finally clicks. My age, oh my."Are you addressing yourself or me?" His bright silver ear piercings become visible as he tilts his head. Do all those tattoos and piercings hurt? They certainly hurt. Brandon, perhaps not, though. He resembles a mutant who is incapable of feeling pain. Should I punch him, I wonder.What did that serve? I hit him, and he rubs his arm.I began laughing out loud. Lord, why am I acting this way?"I really liked you when you were moody and depressed over Zeke.""I never felt depressed or moody over Zeke!"You shouldn't assume something is true just because you say it in strange, intelligent words.Is he referencing the word "nor"?The person behind me catches Brandon's attention. "Uh-oh. You'd better back off of me.Zeke an
"Ah, crap!"I look at the expired milk carton in disgust, then at the floating white lumps that are now in my tea.Great, now there's no milk for my tea or cereal.Shit.Cereal is the thing I eat most. I mean, it's perfect. It takes two minutes to make, and it's delicious. How can you not love cereal?I take the milk carton over to the small trash can sitting in the corner of our small kitchen, ignoring the sour smell, I drop it in. I should pour it out in the sink or something, because it'll probably start to smell in here.Are you supposed to do that?Oh well, I guess I'll just ask my mom when she gets home. I really have no idea how I'm supposed to cope with living on my own. I am the most unsure and indecisive person ever. I'm sure of that.Hey, look! I'm sure of something!I snap out of my thoughts and go back over to my mug of rotten tea. I take the mug and pour the contents down the sink, then place the mug in the dishwasher.I then stride back into the living room and grab my
"Marnie! Marnie!" The crazy girl comes running down the school corridor towards me.The crazy girl happens to be my best friend, Zoey. Today she is wearing her usual zipped jeans and band t-shirt. Her hair has a streak of pink and blue on either side of her blonde hair.We have similar styles – although I prefer to wear normal jeans and not her ripped bold jeans and I don't put random colours into my hair either. I prefer to blend in."Guess what! Guess what!" She shouts when she approaches me."Hmm...let me guess. Harry Styles shaved the rest of his hair?"She gives me a horrified look. "God, I hope not! Guess again!""Just tell me," I say monotonously."Mason broke up with Aubrey!" She squeals.Let me catch you up. Mason Conway is the schools most popular jock, and his girlfriend – ex girlfriend now – is the prettiest, and bitchiest girl in school. They're the perfect pairing."Wow," I say with a sarcastic smile."Everyone's talking about it. Apparently he caught her cheating with L
It was the end of the next day and I was stood at my locker, getting books out so I could do some studying at home tonight. I don't have any tests or anything coming up; I just like to be ahead of things.Maybe I am a nerd."Hey, Satan."Ugh.I close my locker and turn around to face him."What do you want," I say."Oh, Satan. Seems like you're getting moodier and moodier. Did you get enough sleep last night? Is your flow getting heavier?"I narrow my eyes at him. "If all you wanted to do was bug me then I'm leaving." I take a step away from him but before I can get any further, he grabs my arm and spins me back around to face him."Actually, what I wanted was to ask if I could copy your chemistry notes? I ditched class last time but I don't wanna fall behind so I need notes.""Since when do you care about keeping up with work?"This doesn't sound like him."Since now. Can I have them?""No." I try to walk away again but he just holds my arm and this time doesn't let go."Why not? I w
"Nice ass."I stand up straight and glare at the asshole. "Stop staring at my ass and help me.""Nah, I would much rather stare at your ass," Zeke smirks.I get down on my hands and knees and shovell up more sand into the trash bag."Oh, so you like it doggy style," he winks.Someone punch him for me. With a brick."If you're not going to help me then go away," I say while brushing more sand onto the shovel."Trust me, I would rather be stuffing my face with hairy mac and cheese than being here with you. But unfortunately, I can't leave until this is all tidied up. So chop chop, nerd.""It'd be cleaned up faster if you helped," I yell as I stand back up, my leg cramping."I already told you; no.""Then how about you just be quiet and stop annoying me?""I will think about it, Princess."Princess.After a couple of minutes of silence and Zeke kicking at the sand on the ground – making it harder for me to sweep up – he finally speaks again."You want anything from the vending machine?"
"You will be working with the person in front of you. I've left the equipment on your desk, so join with your partner and start." Mr. Kennedy, my chemistry teacher announces.We were doing the foldable egg experiment and I was excited. I love chemistry, because of the experiments. I love to try things and find out how they work out for myself, not just watch or be told. I find it amazing how we can create things from science.Maybe I am a nerd.Zeke, will you stay out of my head please?"I guess I'm working with you," I look up and find Mason Conway sitting in front of me.I smile, butterflies arising in my stomach.He brings a chair to my table and we start the experiment, putting holes on each end of the egg."Would you like to do the honours?" He asks, holding the straw out for me."Sure," I smile happily and take the straw, then blow through it, making the egg yolk come out into a beaker."So, has Zeke Blakely done anything else to you?"I put the straw on the table and put the eg
"Ouch!"Maggie drops the hot burnt toast onto the floor and sucks on her burnt finger."Fuck you, toaster, you lil bitch!" She yells.Yep, she's definitely related to Zeke.Last night I took Zoey to her house, then went home. When I woke up this morning Evelyn texted me – she finally got my phone number – and asked me to watch Zeke today.So here I am, sitting in their kitchen, watching Maggie try and repeatedly fail to make toast."Why did I need to watch Zeke today when you're here?""Because," she plops another slice of bread in the toaster, "My Mom thinks i'm not responsible enough and will let him do what he wants and pretend nothing happened just to get payed."I suddenly feel really guilty for not telling Evelyn that Cole and Isaac were here.I'm basically a criminal."What are you making?" Zeke's raspy morning voice says as he walks into the kitchen, shirtless, wearing nothing but sweatpants.He looks like he just woke up, yet he still looks like the sexiest guy alive."Hey, n