She used to moan his name in secret. Now, he moans hers... but only when he’s buried deep inside her. For four years, Nicole Harrington worked quietly beneath billionaire CEO Xavier Wolfe, loving him from a distance, touching herself to the scent of his clothes, and nursing a crush she knew would never be returned. Until the day he asked her to babysit his daughter. What started as a job became so much more. The quiet little girl clung to her, calling her family. And the cold, impossible man she loved? He touched her like he couldn’t live without her... yet made it clear she meant nothing. Nicole knows the rules. No feelings. No strings. No future. But how can she stay detached when his daughter hugs her every morning like she’s already her mother? And how can she survive each night when Fletcher touches her like she’s his only obsession? They have a contract. But hearts don’t obey contracts. Especially when secrets come to light, secrets that threaten to ruin them all.
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Nicole's POV
This is wrong.
I shouldn’t be sniffing the underwear of someone I love just to get off when we basically stayed under the same roof.
But his scent drove me crazy.
Instead of folding his dirty laundry in the laundry basket, I was sprawled on the ground, hugging it tightly to my face and letting his musk scent override my senses.
All my shame had flown out of the window the moment I started to imagine how this piece of clothing shaped his dick.
His size and the things he could do to me.
“Hmm,” a moan escaped my lips as I tipped my head back and let my hair fall out of the ponytail I’d worn all morning.
Dark strands of shoulder-length hair spread on the ground as my fingers undid my button till the very last one with an urgency that easily rivaled human speed.
I wasn’t usually this horny, but I was ovulating and he hadn’t been around for over a week.
“Oh Xavier,” I moaned his name as my fingers loosened every piece of clothing in its part until it reached the band of my skirt.
Without a second thought, I spread my legs and continued in under the band of my own underwear where my wetness waited to be played with.
“Xavier,” I moaned as I circled my clit with the pad of my fingers while my nose continued to draw in the intoxicating scent of him.
Like a drug, every inhale I drew, got me to a new high. If no interruptions occurred,
I would cum right now, on these cold tiles with his clothes scattered all around me.If…
But as if to test me, the door creaked in the distance and before I could react, the footsteps I would recognize from even my nightmares sounded so close to my head.
I snapped my eyes open, my fingers frozen at the entrance of my opening.
“Are you enjoying yourself?” that voice.
I scrambled up to my feet, but it was already too late to save any piece of dignity I had.
Four years of loving in silence and acting cold and aloof down the drain.
Way to go, Nicole.
This would have been a real-life adaptation of my wet dreams if I wasn’t in the most degrading position.
“Good evening, I…” I managed to scramble to my feet, but I was the definition of a living mess. I bet he could smell my sex from where he stood.
As if to acknowledge my thoughts, he raised the corner of his lips with a smirk, making my greedy ass pussy clench with need.
He could be doing more important things with those lips, those fingers.
“In fact your innocence was an act all along, wasn’t it, Nicole?” I gulped at the mention of my name, clenching my fist around his boxers and squeezing my thighs together for some fraction.
I would detonate from inside out if this incubus with green eyes took another step closer. I closed my eyes to push his image out of my head, but it only made me all too aware of the things I couldn’t see.
Like the feeling of his six foot four height towering over my five foot six. The heat of his body enveloping me and mostly his scent in flesh.
In my attempt to stiffly back a moan threatening to break free, I bit my bottom lip so hard until the metallic taste of blood hit my tongue.
“Is this what you do every time you sneak into my room?” My eyes flashed open in anger but I regret it immediately when they land on the sweat dripping down his chin.
I’m distracted until the moment it falls and soaks his shirt, but by then, it’s already too late for me to react.
First, I have every right to be in his room, we agreed to this four years ago when I was brought into this building and second, I don’t do this every time.
“I swear, it’s my first time,” I said with a croak.
“Oh really?” He tilted his head further, as his eyes roamed my body with a tease that could set me off if it lingered for too long.
Every part of my body his eyes landed on heated up a different way. And soon enough, I was burning up all over.
“It’s the truth,” I cleared my throat and stepped backward.He immediately closed the distance with a stagger and that was when I realised that he was actually drunk.
At this moment, if something happened between us would it be me taking advantage or him.
“Or really?” he leaned in, so close, too close and with my back against the door there was nowhere to run to, so I closed my eyes and held my breath.
My chest was pushed out to accommodate enough oxygen, and his face was mere inches from mine. His pointed nose grazing mine occasionally.
Was he leaning in for a kiss?
“Then explain this,” instead his hand wrapped around mine and I stiffened, immediately becoming one with the wood until we started wrestling for something.
What in the hell was happening? I opened my eyes to see his face contorted in a frown then lowered my gaze and my face reddened as I noticed that I’d been subconsciously fighting over his boxers with him.
“If you want it so much, I can give it to you, but what would you give me in return?” he asked as he let go of the material. I didn’t realise I was still holding. I immediately dropped the clothing to the ground like it burned.
“A kiss?” his lips mumbled against mine and I turned my gaze away only for them to land on a used condom wrapper.
It had fallen out of the boxers.
“There is no need to pretend with me, Nicole, I know you want this. I’m so hard for you right now,” he said and tilted his head to capture my lips once more, but this time I pushed him away with all the strength my anger pulsed through me.
“I don’t want a kiss from you, Mr Wolfe.” My eyes reddened with my gaze strained on the condom wrapper.
This was the reason why I had kept my feelings secret. He had too many women at his beck and call and his libido was high enough to not date a woman for longer than one week.
I could only keep my love in secret for four years because I knew he would never reciprocate it. Not with the sea of blonde women he had flocking at his beck and call.
He nodded his head and stepped back.
“Then look into my eyes and say it. If you can do that, then get out of this room and…”
“I’m not as desperate as those girls you use and dump after a week. We,” I pointed at the spaces between us, “are more than that and I will not compromise,” I said, my defiance surprising me as I immediately turned around.
However, my steps faltered and my feet glued to one spot at the last minute as I hoped for him to call and pull me back.
“Four years together and this is all I get?” his voice is raspy and breathy behind me.
I didn’t know when, but he’d closed the distance between us.
“What do you mean?” I turned around with my question only to come face to face with him again.
So dangerously close I could feel his hot breath on my face.
“I can’t let you go just like that. You turned me on and you should take responsibility,” he said as he held my wrist in a tight grip.
I let out a sharp breath.
“You have many other women, you can pick from any one of them. Why me?” I asked as my gaze flickered between his lips and his eyes.
“Because it’s you, don’t you get it?”
“What do you mean?” I wanted to ask when his lips crashed on mine with an urgency that had me participating.
I brought my hands up to push him away, but instead of doing that, I ended up gripping his chest and pulling him close.
It didn’t matter if he was drunk or if he had several used condoms in his bag. I was already shameless before he came in, so I might as well throw away the last of my pride and let myself have this.
35The argument over honey started small but escalated quickly in the sterile hospital corridor."How could you not tell the chef about Luciana's allergies?" Xavier's voice was sharp, cutting through the antiseptic air. His usual composure had cracked, revealing raw frustration underneath."I did tell them," Nicole shot back, her own patience wearing thin after the morning's chaos. "I specifically mentioned it to the head chef last week when—""Obviously not clearly enough!" He ran his hands through his hair, a gesture she recognized as his tell when he was beyond reasoning. "My daughter could have died, Nicole. Died!"Nicole felt the familiar sting of being blamed for something that wasn't entirely her fault, but exhaustion made her words come out sharper than intended. "Don't you dare put this all on me. Maybe if you actually communicated with your own household staff instead of leaving everything to me—""That's your job!" Xavier whirled around to face her fully, his eyes blazing.
Nicole's POVI didn't know how, but I somehow managed to get out of bed this morning. Every step I took was shaky and my legs felt like jelly beans even up to this point."Daddy, what did you do to Miss Nicole?" Loise asked over breakfast and we both froze.My throat went dry with guilt and horror.Did she hear us last night?Xavier said the room was very soundproof and I didn't doubt that, however my moans and screams might have bypassed all of that.My cheeks reddened with blush as I turned to look at the father and daughter duo.Xavier was still yet to recover from the question as he stared at his plate of food, cutleries frozen in his hand.Was he even breathing?"Hmm hmm" I cleared my throat and forced a smile. "What do you mean, sweetheart?"Loise tilted her head, studying me with those innocent eyes that seemed to see too much. "You're walking funny, like when I hurt my knee at the playground. And you keep making little 'ow' sounds when you sit down."Relief flooded through me
Nicole's POV"Please pass the salt.""Not you! Loise Darling, could you please pass the salt?" I resisted the urge to roll my eyes as I pushed the sprinkler towards Loise so she could pick it up easily.Acting like this since he got home and I didn't know whether to scold him for being childish or appreciate the effort he was putting into expressing himself."Ms Nicole, could you please pass the salt to daddy? My hand can't reach it," Loise called me out of my thoughts and I turned to see her sticking her tongue out at her father.This was the real childishness and I was happy that she was expressing herself."But he doesn't want me to pass it," I did the same, sticking out my tongue as I took the sprinkler."Nicole, please hand me the salt.""Sure," I did so, shivering upon contact as his fingers brushed the back of my hand, reminding me again of what could have almost happened at the office earlier today.I withdrew my hand and shook it off my mind, winking at Loise before we contin
Xavier's POVI never thought a secretary'd seduce me until today, but it happened, and now, I'm left with the choice of avoiding her to stay in control.This was insane, but it was also the only option I had. Well except there's nowhere else to run to thanks to the cafeteria inspection.Which left me no choice but to return to the office I had done so much to avoid, bringing me to the scene before me.Nicole bent over my table, moaning as she reached for something on the other side while her ass wiggled in my line of sight, stealing all of my focus and all my sense of self.I closed my eyes one minute and the next time I opened them, I was standing behind her, my palms wrapped around her waist."Ah!" her gasp brought me back to the present. "Xavier, we are in the office," she said, but made no efforts to move my hands.I didn't take it as permission to go on, but I couldn't bring myself to pull back either."You looked ready to take it from the back.""I... my pen fell on the other sid
Nicole's POV"I need to wake up early for work tomorrow. So I think we should get good rest for that," was what I said but from the bags under both our eyes, it was clear neither of us followed that.That however didn't stop me from getting ready with Loise and going with her to school.And in fact, I don't regret it.It's how I managed to have him keep his eyes on me throughout breakfast and even offer to have me ride to work with him.I needed to see Lily for an update!"Good bye princess," I waved her as she got out of the car, taking extra care in not showing my face knowing there are eyes all around."Good bye Miss Nicole," she kissed my face and turned around before I could register her affection."Should I drive now?" The driver asked."Y...yes," I nodded in a daze as I stared at the little fluff of joy in a red dress.Knowing her story and the guilt Xavier felt towards her mother had my heart twisted in agony and greed.While I was sad about what happened, I couldn't help but w
Xavier's POVThe risky choice was the only way out.Inefficient secretaries had me too desperate to care about what Honey might say if Nicole resumes work again.But I would take responsibility to protect her, because in Honey's eyes, she was now the mother of my child. I can't risk Loise getting kidnapped a second time because of Nicole's exposure.After coming to the agreement that she resumes work tomorrow, I needed to discuss the other thing that had been bothering me so I could get it off my chest, but why was she teasing me?"Not only that, I knew it would come to this. I was simply waiting for the day you would crack," my eyes widened even further at her boldness."Was this all a game to you?" Me having to curb my knees and learn abstinence even when I desperately needed a release just because I didn't want to seem pushy or come off as uncomfortable."Not a game, I just wanted to know where you stood," she continued."After you went to the hotel with Honey, I made some thinking"
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