My life
Azaria's POV
One week later
“Azaria! Come on, we will be late for school!” it's Ariana's voice. Hmm she has a cute voice for a 10 year old. It's not as shrieking and annoying as before. I guess puberty…no no she's still little for all that.
I sprang up from bed like I was sitting on hot coal. I have been doing that for the past year. It makes it easier for me to stay awake.
Yawning, I stared out through the window. What time did I sleep anyway? I went to bed thinking of what I would tell dad to avoid school in the morning . It's School day after all. The day I dread with all my heart.
“Ughhh! I hate my life”
Stretching my hand to my body, the night stand grabbed my phone.
“Oh my Gosh!” The time was 6:30 am. Any moment now we would miss the bus and I'll have to wait for dad to take us to School in his rickety small car, which I hate with all my heart.
Oh no! I can't give that school more reason to laugh at me. The party at Ashley's was enough.
I jumped into the shower and took my bath in a jiffy. Jumping into a carton color cargo pants and a white top, I combed my hair in double time, applied some lip gloss and ran downstairs.
“Morning dad” I bent and kissed him on the cheeks.
“Morning sweetie” he smiled at me. “Come on eat quickly, the bus would soon be here any minute”
“Ariana, Lukas, morning” I nodded to my siblings and took a seat beside dad.
Lukas was the 15 year old teenager with the best looks in the house. He was kind and awesome. Good grades, best dress sense. The entire package. I couldn't even hate him because he was good. I wish he was my older brother. Maybe I could trauma dump on him but no, I'm the elder one. I'm the one who gets trauma dumped on.
“Morning Aza, sleep well?” He raised an eyebrow.
I nodded, smiling. He smiled too.
Ariana had her mouth filled with toast. She hadn't even looked at me.
“Ariana?” dad said in an accusatory voice. Dad had warned her about not being respectful to me as the elder one. I saw no need in the whole respect thingy but Dad says it's important. He comes from a family where respect was a big deal. Well I didn't say she should bow before me but an acknowledgement like a smile or wave was okay.
Ariana was annoying but can be sweet sometimes. She lives in her head, just like me but she's more extroverted and confident. Unlike me.
Ariana raised her head up. “Sup sis” and everyone laughed.
“What's with the language?” I asked.
“Nothing,” she said.
The next thing I was going to say was swallowed up by the honking of the school bus. We all leapt out of our chairs.
“Bye dad!” We chorused as we ran out of the house.
“Azaria!”
I turned to look at dad.
“Don't forget about the meeting today okay?”
My heart began to beat like crazy. “It's today?”
“Yes, it's long overdue,” dad said. And that sent my body on an adrenaline spike.
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I don't know how but the school bus made it to school just before the bell went on. I mean that was good too.
All night I didn't sleep because I was imagining myself coming to school early and seeing no one, only appearing when it's time for class. But this was good. Getting into school and having the bell ring immediately. Then I enter into class
I see one. I hear no one. No one bullies me. Everyone goes home happy. I guess I choose this routine because Ashley is yet to start school. She always starts a week after and up until this day, I do not know why.
My first class was English.
I get into class, sit very close to the teacher and listen only to her. Even though I can still see people whispering and pointing at me. I roll my eyes when I just can't help but notice it. Thanks to Logan.
That Idiot didn't even try to contact me or apologize. I guess it was a waste of 5 years. It's true what they say. The way they leave you trolls you about everything. The moment the bell rang, I dashed out of the door, straight to the rooftop. That's why I'll have lunch this week.
As I took a bite of my sandwich, I recalled what dad was talking about. The meeting. With the Coleman's
I sighed.
Since last year, people my age had all seen their mate except for me. This year I'm 19. Yes I'm too old for my class but thankfully this is my last year in high school .I'm past the age for finding a mate. No one has marked me nor did I bear the mark of any wolf. My best bet was Logan but then he didn't do it. That's where the bulk of my bullying came from. I was always unlucky in everything.
So dad had asked me months back that he and I would meet his friend, Mr. Coleman.
He had sons on the human side that had no mate. So it's like an arranged marriage in the werewolf Kingdom. It wasn't popular but it was done to wolves with no mate.
The bell rang and I began to go downstairs when I heard some weird sounds.
“Nicholas baby” a feminine voice moaned from a distance. I turned my head around to find them. They were leaning on the wall kissing tenderly and passionately.
I turned around to move when my leg hit a mop and it fell, making sounds.
Nicholas and a girl I recognize to be the leader of the cheerleaders turned to me.
“Oh” her face was a mixture of resentment and disgust as she glared at me. She didn't look at me for long before she turned back to Nicholas. Nicholas stares at me with deadpanned eyes. She immediately pulled him down and their lips molded together.
A pang of jealousy swam through me as I recalled what had happened that night while I was getting milk in Ashley's house.
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I grabbed the cup before it toppled over. Holding the cup like it was my life, I immediately began to flee the kitchen when I bump into him again. I don't know how but he caught the glass of milk before it spilled.
“Sorry” I muttered. I tried to leave but Nicholas was blocking the way. Then I heard a deep voice.
“Look up!” I raised an eyebrow. Did Nicholas open his mouth? But when.
Nicholas’s gaze roamed my body and for a moment I thought I was naked.
“One day you won't run from me mate!” that voice from within came again. My eyes widened. What did he say?
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As soon as I made my way downstairs, just as I turned to enter the hallway to class, a hand grabbed me. Covering my mouth.
“Let me go!” I said in my muffled screams as I kicked and pushed. But it was useless. My attacker was bigger and stronger than me. Some cloth was stuffed into my mouth and then everything became hazy. It didn't take long, and I dozed off.
AngryNicholas's POVSomething was off but I couldn't place my hands on it. I could feel it. My wolf just wouldn't stop disturbing me. I had to drown myself in alcohol to be invisible to his words.“Let’s play a game. Truth or dare” Jacob glared at me. I tilted my head to the side. What was this guy trying to do?“Jake stop your stupid game, we are not here to play” Marcel, my best friend said.It was the eve before transition day for young werewolves. My friends and I were in the ranch waiting for instructions from the guards on my role tomorrow as heir. I called Marcel to keep me company and he came with my other friends. One of them was Jake.Last 6 months he had dared me and I did a hostile takeover of his pack and gave it to the beta. It took the intervention of my father and the elders for me to give it back. The recent one was that I had taken his girlfriend. It wasn't exactly my fault.His girlfriend, the leader of the cheerleading group at school, came up to me. I didn't want
Saved by himAzaria's POVDarkness enveloped me the moment I opened my eyes. I was sitting on the floor. I could hear the tapping toes of rodents as they travelled across the room.I tried to stand but then I remembered I had been bound by a tight rope. They were not stinging like before now they throbbed, from the constant pushing and twisting from me trying to be free. To escape.“Ouch!” I had just touched an open wound on my wrist. I shudder to think of the many wounds on them. Or imagine myself trying to get a bath. The pain would be enormous.I tried to turn. To know what I had been tied to, but it was not working. Was it like a wall or pole? I slumped exhausted from my trials. How long have I been here? I've lost track of time in this darkness. The only thing I could hear was the sound of my heart beating and the rats running around. I swallowed. It tasted like sweat plus blood.Where am I?“Help!!! Is someone there?” I cried out. It might be useless. What if I was kept in some
how could you?Azaria's POVI gasped. I clasped a hand over my mouth. What did I just do? I mean did I ? Did I just..He deserves it. A second part of me said. I nodded as I tried to convince myself but the mere thought of what he did flashed through my mind and I was enraged.Nicholas flexed his jaw as I glared at him. I was worried I must have hurt him but seeing that dirty lop sided grin made me scowl. "Okay I deserve that" he said."And more" I said in gritted teeth. He nodded. I glared at him and walked away. The owls and crickets did their thing. I didn't know where to go but I didn't want to stay with him either. "Where are you going?" I heard him yell.I turned around and gave him the middle finger."Azaria!" "Don't call me!" I yelled. I turned around to find him coming at me."Sod off" I glared at him any continued walking." Where do you think you are going to?""It's none of your business but if you must know, I'm going far far away from you. Don't follow me!"Nicholas
He likes meAzaria's POV I relaxed as he deepened the kiss. His tongue delved into my mouth and I saw myself loosing myself. Loosing my senses. Then suddenly I felt a snap.What! What was I doing? I'm... I'm..I struggled to pull out of his grip but it was like trying to bend an iron bar. My heart pounded so hard I thought he could surely feel it in his bones. One of his hands rested against the small of my back, as he pressed me into his already hard body. The other moved from my head and threaded into my hair. Angling my head back to give him better access. My head obeyed like as if it had a mind of it's own His tongue plunged deeper between my lips. By now I had stopped struggling or fighting. I was slowing loosing it. Any moment now, I could forget my own name. The kiss was thrilling. Delicious.Slowly I was turning mush in his arms and from no where, I got strength and pushed him away. Nicholas staggered back but never fell. Well why would he. He was a man of great stamina.I
They didn’t take that information well.Azaria’s POV I began feeling uncomfortable and told Nicholas that I would love to go home but he said we weren’t done yet. He said he would like to go home too but he wanted to introduce me to his parents. His car arrived at the entrance of the pack.“Thanks man” he muttered as he caught the car key thrown to him by his best friend. Marcel. I recognize him because he was the one Ashely had a huge crush on. “Don’t mention it” he said. “Did you guys walk?” Marcel glanced my way. He nodded in greeting and I did same. He had on a knowing smile as he glanced at Nicholas. Nicholas chuckled. “Mad man”I stared between the two. What? What were they saying? I wanted to know. I scowled. Nicholas turned to me. “Come on let’s go” he went on to open the car door. I stared at him and he nodded. “Come on Azaria, we have no time” he said and I got in.The ride to the palace was a quiet one, except for the constant Interruption of our serenity by the talkati
Still can’t believe it. Azaria’s POV I walked into my room after I was back home and for the first time I could see how small our house was. My room was small. So was Ariana and Lukas’s. It wasn’t because I compare my house to my best friend’s house, like I always did. It was that feeling I had read about in a novel. The character had gone a trip away from hinge and only to come home to find almost everything looking small in their eyes. Then, was 2 days a long time to have this same feeling. I slowly walked to my table and picked up my diary. I flied through and Nicholas’s name was scattered everywhere. I closed my eyes to block away the thought of our kiss. Damn! he was so cool and hoy then, never in my life did I think I would be able to kiss him. I took in a deep breath and walked to the bed and sat. There was a knock on my door and I swiftly looked up.“Who is there?” I yelled. I asked that I wanted to be alone. My siblings wouldn’t just let me be would they? “It’s my dad!”
Hard decisions to be madeNicholas’s POVI stood at the kitchen table, hands gripping the back of the chair like it was the only thing keeping me grounded. With the way I held the wood, I was almost sure that it could snap any moment from now. Mum had gone out for some luna meeting. I could deal with her later. It was just dad I wanted to talk to today.What he had said to me the day I brought Azaria home had been ringing in my head. I went to bed thinking about it. and now I have finally arrived at an answer. I stared up at him. He was at the kitchen sink washing dishes. Stress.That was the only reason Dad washed dishes early in the morning. He always did that to manage stress. I hoped I was not part of the reason he wanted to do that. He turned around to keep a plate when he saw me. “hey son “dad said and continued washing the plates.“ Hi Dad” I gave him a small smile. “what are you doing here son?” I let out a deep breath.“Dad we need to talk” I said. The vein on his head bob
In a strange landNicholas's POV“This way your highness” the guard guarded me into the palace of the Volcans. The alpha was sitting on his throne as I walked in.I bowed. “ Your highness” I said.He nodded. I handed over the later to the guard and waited in anticipation. The alpha took the letter. He stared at it. Touching the belly and all.“Nicholas what is this?” He asked. I didn't say a word as he went ahead to open it. He read through it immediately and my heart pounded in my chest. I had taken the risk to give the letter myself because I knew they would not kill me but with the Volcans, you can never be too sure with the way they would acted.He snapped the letter into two and it took everything in me not to flinch. Before I knew it he was standing right in front of me.“What in the world is this?” He whispered. His voice dangerously low.“Your highness I can not marry your daughter because I now have a mate” I kept a deadpanned face, looking him straight in the eye. Of all
THE SUSPICIONS UNFOLDNICHOLAS POVI slammed the door to my private room shut, the tension from the argument with Ashley still simmering in my chest. Her words had cut deeper than she realized. I didn’t care what she thought of me, but a woman who thought that little of my intentions with Azaria, stung more than I expected. I exhaled with a sharp exhale as I ran my hand through my hair. I was all over the place and needed some clarity from my mind.Marcel was thankfully already seated at the edge of the long dark oak table which dominated the center of the room. The glow from the chandelier above cast sharp shadows across his face.His fingers beat slowly against the surface of the surface before he muttered, "You're late."Certain fact in hand, I pulled a chair out across from him and replied, "Ashley made herself a problem again."Marcel scoffed. "Isn't she always?""What do you have for me?"He pushed a thick folder towards me, and I opened it. "Mr. Landon... isn’t who he appears t
DOES SHE HATE ME?NICHOLAS POVI wasn’t eavesdropping. Not really. I was just walking down the hallway when I heard Ashley’s laugh echo from her room. I paused out of habit, mostly because she only laughed like that when she was on the phone with one person.Azaria.Just the name alone had an odd effect on me. There was a tug in my chest, someone had looped a thread into my ribs and pulled. I hadn’t realized that I was leaning slightly against the wall, listening. But when I heard my name mentioned, I froze."He smiled. That smug, annoying, I-know-you-want-me smile."Ouch.Ashley’s voice followed, laced with dramatic flair. "Did you kick him out?""Basically."I clenched my fists. A bit, but that stung more than I was willing to admit. I was no more trying to be annoying. I was trying to keep things... civil. Gentle. I knew Azaria was stubborn, maybe more stubborn than anyone I’d ever met. But I wasn’t expecting her to hate the idea of me so much."If I hear one more person say 'But h
WHAT DOES HE TRULY WANT?AZARIA'S POVI hated this. The pressure. The expectations. The bond.Wasn’t the mate bond supposed to feel magical? Natural? Easy?It was ridiculous that when Nicholas looked at me it felt like a war zone in my chest.I remembered his cocky smirk, how his eyes mellowed out when there was no one around. I remembered that what he tried to protect me from was that bodyguard—he told me I mattered and his voice shook.And yet…I also remembered how he barged into my space like he owned it, how he teased without care, how his wolf presence seemed to overshadow everything else.Was that love?Or was it just instinct?Was I just another prize for an alpha to claim?I buried my face into my arms.What if he didn’t ask me to be his mate because he loved me?What if he just saw something useful in me—something strategic? A girl with a strong lineage, a link to something he needed, a way to gain favor with my family?The thought turned painfully in my chest.I didn’t want
WHO AM I?AZARIA'S POV“Finally, he’s gone.”I did not stop myself from letting the words slip out of my mouth. I hadn’t been aware I’d said them out loud until I heard the sharp clank of a spoon against the counter.My aunt snapped her hands against a kitchen towel with a clack, whipping herself around and facing me. Her lips were thinned as her brows were drawn together. “That’s no way to begin speaking about your future husband.”I rolled my eyes and tossed the chopped carrots a bit too harshly into the bowl. “Don’t start.”“Don’t start?” she repeated with a disbelieving chuckle. “You’re the one acting like having the alpha of the royal bloodline standing in your kitchen is the end of the world.”“It is,” I muttered.My father stepped into the kitchen to catch it. He stopped, his steps, and gave me that unreadable look he had perfected. “Marrying Nicholas would be punishment?”“I wouldn’t say that,” I responded.Aunt Brooke interjected.I exhaled a deep, long breath and, turning aw
FRIEND OR FOENICHOLAS POVAriana left the room defeated, Azaria slammed the door shut, rage in her eyes.“You…”She rushed to me, I managed to dodge her attack but she pursued me around her room.She tripped and landed on my body, this wasn't good at all, she rose to her feet immediately turning around when she noticed my shirt had lost two buttons.“It's your fault…” she muttered, still refusing to look at me.I had a grin plastered on my face, “how so?” My tone was laced with mockery.“If you hadn't broken my door lock, I wouldn't be–” she turned angrily but turned back, “put in a sticky situation with Ariana.”“And where the hell is your shirt?”“What it's not like you haven't seen me half-naked before?”“Just stay there, I'll get you something you can wear,” she dashed out from the room.I chuckled lightly, reaching into my pocket, I called Marcel.“Wassup…”“I need Intel on Mr. Landon and what he does, in an hour, nothing should be left out, also I need leads on what happened du
NO ONE TOUCHES MY MATENICHOLAS POVAs soon as the car parked at the drive way, Azaria got out of the car and slammed the door shut in anger, heading into the house.I was quite taken aback by her change of emotion, I had never seen her this angry before.“I'm sorry that you had to witness that,” Azaria’s father apologized.“It's fine sir.”We both got out of the car and headed into the house. “Dad… sis is throwing a tantrum again,” Lucas yelled while he came the stairs, immediately his gaze met mine, he had a cocky smile on his face.“Good day, your highness,” he said awkwardly.I chuckled softly.“Your Highness?!” Ariana came out from the counter, “oh, good day, your highness.” She had the same cheeky smile as her sister. “Where's your Aunty?” Mr. Brooke asked calmly.“She went to get some groceries, she said she would be back soon.” Ariana said softly, bringing out some freshly baked cookies from the oven.Damn! They smelled so heavily, but that's not what I came here for, I ne
Believe meAZARIA POVWe walked out from the building with Nicholas hand still firm on my waist, pairs of eyes and murmurs filled the air.I swear if this incident reached the ears of Ashley, I don't mind if he was the upcoming Alpha king, I would murder him and get away with it.“Can you let me go now?”I huffed angrily, hitting his hands off my waist but he refused to let go.“Your Highness…” my father called out.Nicholas faced him with a sheepish look on his face, “call me Nicholas sir, I don't mind.”“Alright then, Nicholas, on behalf of my rude daughter, I want to thank you for everything you've done for my family.”Rude?!Did my own father just call me rude?Did he not see the way this man keeps teasing me?“It's fine sir, we will soon be inlaws, so it's quite normal,” he replied calmly.I managed to escape from his grasp rushing to my father's side, “I never accepted anything, so whatever you're doing is out of your own goodwill.”My father hit me, “Ouch! Dad… but it's true, a
Safe or NotAzaria POV“What do you mean by no phones allowed?” I tried to fight back, my instincts were sharp and I honestly did not like the looks of things.“I'll give it to you after the meeting or when you plan to behave.” He said sternly, but there was something about his looks that didn't sit well with me.What was I saying? He literally tried to kidnap me, I needed to get to Nicholas but how?A spare phone!!I usually hide a spare phone whenever my dad grounded me, now I just needed to get away from this man's sight.I paced around the room, trying to get his attention, moving from one corner to another, making sure I did everything to get on his nerves.“It's either you sit down or I sit you down,” he finally snapped.“I can't,” I muttered, trying to sound very weak.He glared at me, “what is it?”“I'm really pressed and you seem mad, I didn't want you to get more angry,” he looked pissed but calmed down.I silently prayed it worked.“Then why are you telling me, go do your b
In DangerAzaria's POV A few things happened after Nicholas came over. All thr books were paid and we were put on a monthly stipend but also something else changed. Dad said reinstated as the 3rd in command elder in his pack and hestarted a business. It was good well. Maybe too well. He bought a house and wr moved in.In his business, Dad made me an intern. I attended the office after school hours. I loved working there. It freedom my mind of worries. Mainly Nicholas. He hadn't stopped asking me to accept to be his mate and marry him. He said it was for my own good. Well I wasn't. I have my reason but I recalled the promise I had made to my best friend.Deep in my thoughts I didn't know when thr secretary came in. She said some elders wanted to see him.“Hello Mr. Alonso” I said quietly. “We have been trying to reach your father, where is he?” the two of them gave me a pointed stare. They seemed pissed.“Oh I’ll call him” I waved the phone in front of them“Please excuse me” and wal