ALICIA
Before I knew it, it was time for me to travel to Colombia. I got cold feet; I was stuck between wanting to leave and just staying in New York City with Ms Jones. Ms Jones didn’t want me to go, she kept on telling me that she had a bad feeling about my journey, she kept on having the same nightmare for the whole week—a nightmare about me being chased by a group of men wanting to kill me. It sounded ridiculous to me, thinking that it was just a silly dream that she had due to her overthinking all the time. She tried to convince me to stay but I refused. The ride to the airport was both emotional and awkward. Our rides were always filled with laughter, jokes, and fooling around, but the ride to the airport was nothing like that—it was filled with silence. The ride to the airport was about half an hour, but it felt like the longest ride ever. When we got to the airport it was already dark and was a little bit cold. Ms. jones helped me with my luggage when we got to the airport. She unloaded the two pink suitcases from the back of her black Jeep and made our way to the inside. It was written all over her face that she was sad, I was also sad. I was used to being around her all the time, I would miss her warm embraces every time when I felt sad or when I missed my parents, her delicious meals, her jokes, our morning walks and how she made me forget about all my issues by simply telling me that she had my back. It was hard to leave her. So fucking hard. I was scared and anxious about what was waiting for me in Colombia. “I’m going to miss you so much.” She pulled me closer to her and hugged me. I couldn’t stop my tears from escaping my eyes. “I’m going to miss you more.” I have only known Ms. Jones for four months, but it felt like I had known her my entire life. “You’re going to make me cry when you cry. Don’t be sad, this is what you want…don’t feel bad.” She wiped away my tears and gave me a kiss on my forehead. “Call me when you get there.” I just nodded and embraced her for the last time before I checked in. I got on the plane and looked for my seat for some minutes. It was located next to the window. I sat down and let out a loud sigh. My cheeks were still wet from the tears that I had shed earlier. It was really happening. All the memories came back running on my mind—the memories that my parents and I created when they were still alive. It was my first time traveling alone, I always traveled by plane with my father and mother when we went to visit her country for holidays, Italy. It felt so weird to be alone on the plane. It made me miss my parents so much. A few drops of tears were shed. The voice on the speaker telling us that the plane was about to take off distracted all my thoughts. A part of me wanted to get off the plane and run back to Ms. Jones, but it was too late, the plane was no longer on the ground. I started to feel nauseous and scared, not knowing why I felt like that. It felt like a good-bad thing that I was doing, more like a perfect mistake. The couple that sat next to me made me put all my worries on the side and became happy by all their funny stories that they shared with me and how they met. They were both bubbly and made it evident that they loved each other and had a lot in common. They made my flight to Colombia short. I really enjoyed the flight. After being on the air for about 6 hours, the plane finally landed in El Dorado International Airport in Bogotá. It was already midnight when the plane landed. I took my luggage and then headed to the bathroom to freshen up a little bit. I sent a text to Ms. Jones to let her know that I had landed safely. She only replied with “Be safe and take care of yourself. Love you.” I then went outside. The weather was different in Bogotá—it was warmer than New York City. The weather made me look ridiculous in my denim jacket, high-waisted jeans, and high-heeled boots; it was hot. I didn’t know where to go. Everyone at the airport had their loved ones. There were flowers, warm embraces, and kisses all over the airport, but for me, it was just me and my two suitcases. I was about to call the taxi to take me to the address that I was given when a tall, muscular guy approached me with a paper board with my name written on it. He was a Latino man; he had short dark hair and dark eyes. He was wearing a black suit—his dress code screamed “Bodyguard”. “Are you Alicia?”. His voice was cold. “Yes…” I hesitated to answer because he was a stranger. I was in a foreign country and knew no one. The last thing I wanted was to get kidnapped or killed. He gave me a welcoming smile and took my suitcases off the luggage cart. “Come with me.” I blocked his way before he could move. “Hey! I don’t even know who you are? Where are we going?” I was scared. He took a card out of his back pocket and handed it over to me. “ I work for Jane Garcia, your boss. You know her, right?” I didn’t know her, only saw her pictures on the internet and how rich she was. She was the founder of J Swimwear company—the company that I was going to work for. The black card that he gave me had his picture and information and showed that he was Jane’s bodyguard. Relief flooded my heart. I was safe. “Okay, we can go, I just wanted to make sure that you weren’t some psychopath.” He chuckled. I gave him back his card and then followed him to a black Range Rover that was packed not so far from the airport’s entrance. He loaded my suitcases on the back. He then opened the door for me. Such a gentleman. I thought to myself. The car started moving. It was filled with silence. The inside of his car had a cigarette smell. I looked out the window, admiring the beautiful city of Bogotá. It was so beautiful, just the same way New York looked like during the night. The tall buildings made me for a moment to feel like I was just driving around lower Manhattan. “I’m Luke.” He said with his eyes fixed on the road. “You already know my name. Nice to meet you, Luke.” The rest of the trip was filled with silence. The sound of the engine was the only thing that I could hear. The streets had few cars and people, which made sense because it was already past midnight. The car stopped next to the tall building that looked nothing like a place that Jane would want to live at or even run her business at. It looked like a club or some cheap hotel. “Is this Jane’s place?” I asked. “No, this is where you will stay for tonight. You will meet her in the morning.” He said, with his accent that made it obvious that he was used to speaking Spanish. He led the way to the front of the building. He opened the steel door and gave me a sign to get inside. I got inside first, and he followed. His footsteps behind me were followed by the sound of the door getting locked behind me. I couldn’t believe my eyes once I was inside. It wasn’t a hotel. It was a strip club. A whole fucking strip club. “What the fuck is this?” I was pissed and scared at the same time. Luke didn’t reply but a familiar voice did. “Look who decided to join us!”. Shit. It was him, the man that I was running away from. It all felt like a nightmar. The only difference was I wasn’t dreaming. It was John—myso-calledd cousin who tried to rape me. He was my aunt’s child, the same aunt who took everything that was left for me by my parents. I collected all the courage that was left in me and turned slowly to face my worst nightmare. I wanted to confirm if it was real or I was just hallucinating. Damn. It was him. He wore an asshole smile. He had won, and I had lost—that’s what his smile told me. “Welcome to Bogotá, bitch.”ALICIA Beach sand,orange sky,blue water,and a beautiful sunset. The picnic setting was so elegant and beautiful. It wasn’t really my style because I was a lover of simple things,but I liked the setting. I leaned back to enjoy the view of the sunset. The warmth from the sun that was about to set found its way to my exposed areas of my body from the sleeveless yellow dress that I was wearing. The beach white sand was hugging my feet. I took a sip of champagne from my glass and continued to enjoy the sunset with a strawberry on the other hand. If someone had told me that I would be sitting at the beach, enjoying a picnic with another guy three months after my fallout with Jason,I would have laughed so hard. I wasn’t ready to be in a relationship or allow another guy to have my heart. Giving my heart and body the way I had given Jason was something that I wasn’t ready to do. There was still a deep hole in my heart that required a lot of time and love to fill it, but I knew that if I di
JASON I placed the glass of water on the nightstand and climbed on my bed. It was freaking hot, but the house felt so cold, dead, and empty. I scrolled through my phone, trying to find something to distract me, but I failed to keep my mind out of the place that I never wanted it to go to. It was the same routine every night—getting on my bed, hoping to fall asleep without thinking about her, but kept on spending the next two hours thinking about her and blaming myself for telling her to leave. She had been gone for two months, and each day I kept on convincing myself that I would go on with my life, that I would live my life the same way I was living when she wasn’t in my life. Well, lying to myself and being delusional had become a part of my daily routine. I didn’t want to admit it, but I was fucking missing her. Being in my office was a torture, seeing the view of the pool but not seeing her relaxing or swimming felt so wrong. Having dinner all by myself made me to not even enj
ALICIA It felt so good to be back in Medellin. The valleys, mountains, colorful towns, flowers, and the beach—it was so beautiful and hard to get over that place. I was very happy when Lisa invited me to join her after spending a week with Sebastian. Sebastian was a cool guy and knew how to not cross some boundaries. He made sure that I was comfortable around him, and it was easy to get used to him. we were starting to be friends, and i enjoyed his company, but i knew that spending time with Lisa would be so good. Lisa couldn’t help but notice that I wasn’t okay and forced me to tell her everything that had happened. She then asked Sebastian to help me get to Medellin. I knew that being in Medellin would help me to forget about Jason. I needed something to fix my broken heart, or at least forget about Jason. When I arrived, Jason’s parents were already outside waiting for me. Their big smiles made my heart dance. Their driver that was sent to get me from the airport by Jason’s
ALICIA I took a shower, trying to get him out of me, then packed my clothes on the huge suitcase. Some of my clothes couldn’t fit on the suitcase, forcing me to leave them on the closet. I made my way downstairs and saw him sitting at the dining table drinking whiskey from the bottle that was already half. He shifted his gaze to me, showing me his emotionless face. He watched me walking out of his house but didn’t move a muscle. I thought he would stop me from leaving, especially because it was after midnight, but he never did. When I got to the driveway, reality kicked in—I had nowhere to go. I took my phone to call Lisa, but her phone went straight to voicemail. Calling an Uber at that time of the night was a very stupid and dangerous move, but I had to get away from him. The Uber arrived within ten minutes. The driver helped me put the suitcase on the trunk and opened the door for me. When the car was moving away from Jason’s Villa, I looked back at the Villa and saw Jason thro
ALICIA If you thought going back to take his car from where it was parked, driving back to his house, leading me to my bedroom, taking of my clothes, pining me to my bed and fucking me would fix everything, then you thought damn wrong. I also thought wrong. He drove all the way back to his house without even looking at me. He looked pissed, disgusted, and maybe disappointed as well. He opened the door for me when we got to his house, grabbed me by my wrist, and he led me to my room. He didn’t say a word to me. He only took my clothes off and placed me on my bed. He took of his clothes, exposing his already hard enormous cock, immediately sending shivers down my spinal cord and heat between my legs. He got on top of me and penetrated without kissing me. It was very different from the time he took my virginity. When he took my virginity, he was gentle—he kissed me, touched me gently and made sure that I was wet before he penetrated but he was now pissed, he didn’t give a fuck about
ALICIAI was beyond pissed. “He took me to the strip club to get a dance from that whore?” I mumbled to myself while walking away. I was so mad at him because he brought me to the strip club while knowing how I felt about being in the club and what I went through the last time I was in the club. I bumped into someone because I couldn’t focus on where I was going. “Watch where you’re going, beautiful.” When I finally saw the face of the person that I had bumped into, I instantly recognized him. It was the guy I had seen earlier that morning at the restaurant. He gave me a huge smile, showing me that he knew who I was. “We met again. It seems like today is my lucky day...seeing such a beautiful person twice on the same day? It’s my lucky day.” He said, with a smile on his face. After convincing me to have a drink with him at the bar, I finally gave in. I knew that Sebastian was like an enemy to Jason, and distancing myself from him was logical, but I didn’t care at that moment, I was