Clarifying doubts

Emir:

I know she has been avoiding me since last day, the way my lips moved on hers, was a splendourous experience, I have kissed many times, I am no saint, I have already laid down many girls, but when I kissed her, a part of me screamed she is the girl meant to be cherished, to be loved.. 

Yes, I'm saying that, the biggest jerk, one can know, is saying that, because she deserves love, I don't know whether I'm gonna provide it to her or not, but at least I can try, I'm attracted to her, her kiss, her smile, like no other. 

In mere one month, I haven't imagined I'll be so obsessed to someone, but she is breaking every single rule of my life, I have distanced every girl, I had one night stands with girls but when Shanaya looked at my eyes, with her subtle blue innocent orbs, I knew I'll never take her advantage I'll protect her. 

She was peeking at the kitchen door, confirming my absence, I was about