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Nyra’s POV Calista wanted me dead. That truth kept ringing inside my head as the guards dragged me back to the dungeon, my body still burned from the rejection, every breath hurts, every step hurt and even standing felt impossible but they did not care. They shoved me back into the cell, and I crashed to the floor with a cry and the door slammed shut. I curled into myself, shaking and the pain in my chest kept rising and falling like a blade turning deeper and deeper. I then pressed my hand over my mouth to stop my sobs, but they still came. I did not know how long I lay there but then I heard footsteps, several voices followed, elders, guards and then him. Draven. I knew his voice the moment he spoke. “She cannot remain here.” I forced myself up and crawled to the bars and then the Moonlight from the hallway fell across their faces. Elder Varek sighed. “After tonight, the pack will never accept her.” “She has become a stain,” another elder said. “A rejected mate.” “A poisoner.” “Her presence will bring unrest.” I gripped the bars hard enough to hurt. “No,” I whispered and then Calista spoke, her voice trembling just enough to sound helpless. “Draven… I am afraid.” I then closed my eyes for one second, of course. Of course she would do this too. “What if she tries to hurt me again?” she asked and I looked up sharply. “You liar!” Everyone turned to me and Draven stepped closer and his face was hard and unreadable, like I meant nothing now. “Please,” I whispered. “Please, don’t do this.” No one answered and then Draven said the words that ripped the ground from under me. “Nyra Veylin is hereby banished from Shadowfang Pack.” I froze and the world around me went silent. “No…” My voice came out broken. “No, please.” I then grabbed the bars and pushed my face between them as far as I could. “Draven, please, you can’t.” He said nothing and tears poured down my cheeks. “I have nowhere to go.” There was still nothing. “You know I didn’t poison her!” Calista lowered her head against his shoulder like she was frightened of me and that sight broke something ugly inside me. “Please,” I whispered again. “Just hear me once.” Draven did not move. “Take her to the border,” he ordered and that was all. Just like that, the guards unlocked the cell and I backed away, panicked. “No! Please!” They then grabbed me anyway and I fought, but I was too weak. The rejection had drained everything out of me and I twisted my neck, looking back at Draven as they dragged me away. “Look at me!” I cried and he did for one second and there was nothing there, no pain, no guilt, no love, nothing and that hurt most. …… The guards dragged me through the sleeping pack grounds like I was trash being thrown away, no one stopped them, no one asked questions and no one helped. When we reached the pack border, they finally let go of men and I fell hard onto the dirt. One of them removed my chains and tossed them aside. “If you come back,” he said, “you die.” Then they turned around and left, just like that, no bag, no food, no coat, there was nothing. Only the dark forest ahead of me and the pack that no longer wanted me behind me. I stayed on the ground for a few seconds, and I tried to breathe through the pain in my chest and then I slowly pushed myself up. My legs shook so badly that I almost fell again but I kept moving because if I stayed here, I might truly die. The deeper I went into the forest, the darker it got and the wind brushed through the trees like whispers. My dress caught on branches, thorns scratched my arms, my feet ached and my whole body felt too heavy. I did not even know where I was going, I just kept walking and then I heard it. A growl and I froze. Another one followed, then another and my heart started slamming hard against my ribs. Five wolves stepped out from the trees, rogues, they were big, dirty and hungry. One of them shifted halfway and grinned at me. “Well,” he said. “What do we have here?” Another sniffed the air and laughed. “Rejected.” A third circled me slowly. “Banished too.” I stepped back, and my pulse raced. “Stay away from me.” That only made them laugh harder and one of them tilted his head. “Poor little wolf.” Another sneered. “Unwanted.” A third said, “Discarded.” Then the biggest one smiled with all his teeth. “Weak.” I turned and ran and the pain tore through my legs instantly, but fear pushed me forward and branches hit my face. My breath came out fast and broken and I heard them behind me getting closer, too close. One of them jumped and slammed into me from behind and I screamed as I hit the ground. The air left my lungs and before I could crawl away, one rogue flipped me onto my back and pinned me down. His claws pressed into my shoulder and I cried out. “Look at her,” he mocked . “The Alpha’s leftover.” The others laughed and my eyes were filled with tears. No, not like this, not after everything, not after all this pain. The rogue above me raised his claws and something inside me snapped and a violent force burst through my body and I gasped. Heat exploded through my veins and my eyes widened. The rogue jerked back. “What the hell?” My wolf rose, not weak, not sleeping and not small and then tears awake like something angry and ancient. My body moved before I could think and my hand slashed across the rogue’s throat and blood sprayed over my skin and he dropped. The others froze and then they attacked all at once but I was faster, stronger and wilder. I then moved through them like lightning, claws tore flesh, blood spilled across the forest floor, one fell, the other, then another until the last one dropped at my feet. Silence crashed over the forest, my chest rose and fell hard and blood dripped from my hands. I then stared at the bodies around me in horror, my wolf had never felt like this, never. This was not omega strength, this was something else, something terrifying and then the power left and my knees buckled. Exhaustion crashed into me so hard my vision blurred and I fell to the ground, gasping. The world started fading and then I heard footsteps, slow, heavy and powerful. I forced my eyes open, a man stood over me, tall and terrifying. His silver eyes glowed in the dark, his presence alone made the forest felt smaller and he knelt beside me and studied the blood. The dead rogues, then me and his expression darkened. And in a deep dangerous voice, he said. “Who dared touch my mate?” ….. When I woke up again, I was in a room too beautiful to be real and my eyes blinked open slowly, a fire burned nearby, silk curtains hung from tall windows. I sat up too fast and winced. “You should rest.” I turned sharply, it was him, the silver-eyed man. He stood near the bed, watching me, up close, and he looked even more dangerous. More powerful, more unreal and he stepped closer. “I am Cassian Dreadmoor,” he said and his gaze was locked with mine. “Lycan King.” My breath caught and a healer stood beside the bed suddenly grabbed my wrist and her face changed and then her hand moved to my stomach and her eyes widened. “Your Majesty…” Cassian turned to her. “What is it?” Her voice shook. “She is pregnant.” The room spinned. No. My hand then flew to my stomach. Pregnant? With Draven’s child.? Cassian’s face darkened instantly and he turned toward the south, toward Shadowfang territory. Then he said, and his voice was low and deadly: “Prepare my warriors.” The healer froze, so did I and Cassian’s silver eyes flashed with fury. “We will visit the Shadowfang Pack soon.” Then he said the words that made my blood run cold. “And when I arrive…” His jaw hardened. “Someone will die.”Chapter 5Draven’s POVI should feel relieved, that was what I kept telling myself as I stood alone in my study.Nyra was gone, the problem was gone, the scandal was gone, the weakness was gone.So why did it feel like I couldn’t breathe?I then gripped the edge of my desk and stared at the same door she walked through last night.The same door where she stood with tears in her eyes and asked me if I really believed she would poison Calista.My jaw tightened and I pushed the thought away, it changed nothing.She was found with the poison, she was seen near Calista’s chamber, the evidence was there, everything pointed to her.So why did my wolf keep pacing inside me like something was wrong?I then dragged a hand through my hair and walked toward the window.Outside, the pack grounds slept under moonlight, peaceful and still, everything should be calm now but my chest felt tight and my mind kept replaying her face at the ceremony.The shock, the pains and the way she looked at me when
Chapter 4Nyra’s POVCalista wanted me dead.That truth kept ringing inside my head as the guards dragged me back to the dungeon, my body still burned from the rejection, every breath hurts, every step hurt and even standing felt impossible but they did not care.They shoved me back into the cell, and I crashed to the floor with a cry and the door slammed shut.I curled into myself, shaking and the pain in my chest kept rising and falling like a blade turning deeper and deeper.I then pressed my hand over my mouth to stop my sobs, but they still came.I did not know how long I lay there but then I heard footsteps, several voices followed, elders, guards and then him. Draven.I knew his voice the moment he spoke.“She cannot remain here.”I forced myself up and crawled to the bars and then the Moonlight from the hallway fell across their faces.Elder Varek sighed. “After tonight, the pack will never accept her.”“She has become a stain,” another elder said.“A rejected mate.”“A poison
Chapter 3Nyra’s POVThe chains bit into my wrists as the guards dragged me forward and the sound of metal scraped against metal followed every step I took.It was loud, it was too loud, like the whole pack needed to hear exactly what I have become, a prisoner, a disgrace and a warning.The sacred ceremony ground was already full when they led me in and the moment people saw me, the whispers began.“She’s in chains…”“Moon Goddess…”“She really did it.”“No wonder the Alpha threw her away.”I kept my eyes on the ground, if I looked at their faces, I may shatter.The moon hung high above us, it was bright and merciless and its silver light fell over everything.Over the altar, over the sacred stones and over the women dressed in ceremonial white and then over me and I have never felt more ashamed in my life.I was dirty from the dungeon and my hair was a mess.My dress still carried stains from the filthy water Selka threw on me and I smelt like prison, like pain and like humiliation a
Chapter 2Nyra’s POVI stared at the guards and then at Draven and then back at the guards and for one stupid second, I still thought this had to be some mistake.“Draven…” My voice comes out small. “What is this?”His face did not change.“Take her.”That was all he said, just two words, two words after three years.The guards grabbed my arms before I could step back and I gasped. “No, wait!”My eyes flew to him. “Draven, please. I didn’t do this.”He did not move and Calista still clung to his arm, looking at me like she was afraid, like I was some monster and it made me sick.“I did not poison her!” I cried. “You know me!”His jaw tightened, but he said nothing and that silence broke something inside me.“Draven!”One of the guards pulled me harder.“Move.”I struggled. “Let go of me!”But they dragged me out anyway, the study doors closed behind me and just like that, I was no longer the Alpha’s fiancee, I was a prisoner.…..The dungeon was beneath the western wing of the pack h
Chapter 1Nyra’s POVWhen the guard knocked on my door close to midnight, my heart skipped a beat.“His Alpha wants to see you,” he said and I sat up at once.At this hour? My chest tightened, maybe it was about Calista.She returned this evening after three years of being gone, and ever since then, the whole pack has been in chaos.Maybe Draven wanted to explain, maybe he wanted to tell me why he looked so shaken when he saw her.Maybe after three years of being his fiancee, I at least deserve honesty.That little hope was foolish, but I still held it as I threw a shawl over my nightdress and followed the guard through the sleeping pack house.The walk to Draven’s private study felt too long and too silent.My palms were damp by the time we stopped outside his door and the guard pushed it open for me.I then stepped inside and Draven was already there, he stood behind his desk, one hand braced against the wood, and his dark eyes were fixed on me.There was no greeting, no softness an







