FAZER LOGINEdwina
I couldn't believe that a man so incredibly handsome could exist. In this Kingdom, I had never encountered anyone like him: soft, silky black hair, long eyelashes coveted by women, perfectly proportioned lips, a chiseled jaw, and a body I was sure even Steven would envy. I refrained from counting his abdominal muscles, but I estimated there were around eight.
"Where are you from?" I wondered. "Are you just passing through, or are you here to stay?"
"Are you speaking to an unconscious man?" Evelyn inquired.
"I'm just thinking out loud," I replied. "Are you back from the market? How did it go?"
"The same," She sighed, settling down on the low stool. "I'm sick and tired of everything that's going on."
"Papa said that the farmers' cooperative society is willing to loan him the money he asked for," I informed her, trying to offer some reassurance. "They gave him six months to pay back."
"Will that be enough to get what we want done?" Evelyn asked, her concern evident. "The roof is leaking, the house is literally falling apart, and the land is..." She let out a defeated sigh. "We need to do something about the farm or else we won't be able to plant or harvest crops."
"That's exactly what he's going to do with the money," I assured her, attempting to instill confidence. "Everything will work out."
"I hope so."
"No." A voice, neither mine nor Eve's, rasped as if in pain. "Darius... No. No!"
I placed my hands on his shoulders as he started to thrash around on the bed, and Evelyn joined in when she saw that I couldn't handle him alone. He finally settled down, mumbling apologies under his breath, and then we were shocked to see tears running down the side of his face.
"Shouldn't we wake him up?" Evelyn whispered anxiously. "He's obviously having a bad dream."
"I think he has a fever," I murmured, touching his forehead and then mine to compare temperatures. Mine was cool, but he was burning hot. "We have to bring it down."
"I'll get a bowl of water and a cloth," Evelyn said, getting up and leaving the room.
"Wake up, Darius... Please," his hoarse voice barely rose above a whisper. "I'm sorry."
I caught a single tear with my finger before it trailed down his face, reminiscent of the first one. He seemed to be in immense emotional pain, making me wonder what could be happening in his dream that would make this grown man cry.
Strangely, whatever it was, it stirred an unexpected empathy within me. I rarely sympathized with anyone outside my family, the only exception was when Steven lost his beloved younger sister five years ago. I always felt that no one had it harder than I did, or than my family did.
Even when I encountered someone with a sadder life story, I wasn't moved. But watching this man in this vulnerable moment, my heart ached for him. This man's tears evoked sympathy within me, despite my lack of knowledge about him or his story.
"Everything will be fine," I said, holding his hand and comforting him. "You'll get through this. Don't cry." His grip on my hand tightened unexpectedly, and though my body recovered quickly from the shock, my heart raced inexplicably, as if trying to escape my chest.
This was absolutely crazy because it had never happened to me before, not once. I pulled my hand away abruptly when I heard Evelyn returning. I stood up, mumbling an excuse that I doubted she fully understood, and left hastily, feeling as if my legs were on fire.
I gasped in surprise and simultaneously elbowed the person stupid enough to hug me from behind. As I turned around, ready to defend myself, I realized it was only Steven, bent over and clutching his side in pain.
"Argh," He groaned, his face twisted in pain.
"I've warned you not to do that again," My voice came out sharper than I intended. "You should've learned your lesson by now."
"You're strong," He rasped, straightening to his full height.
"I had a very good teacher, although he's not very strong anymore because of the food he keeps wolfing down whenever he gets the chance," I taunted him. "And he doesn't exercise anymore."
"I do exercise," He refuted. "I went for a run this morning."
"Whatever. Sorry about that," I apologized. "You caught me off guard."
"I've been calling you for over three minutes. What's on your mind? It's unlike you to get lost in thought. Thank goodness that a car wasn't coming," He said, falling into step with me as I resumed walking.
"Everything," I replied vaguely. "Are you going somewhere?"
"I was coming to see you. I heard that a stranger was robbed and left for dead by some unknown thugs. I also heard that you and your father rescued him," Steven said. "Is he okay?"
Small towns. News spreads like wildfire in small towns, no matter how hard you try to hide it. I let out a sigh and nodded.
"Yes, he's alright. He's still unconscious," I answered. "Thank goodness his stab wound wasn't very deep. Although, judging by the other bruises on his body that are still healing, he was likely involved in some kind of accident."
"Were his injuries severe?" Steven inquired.
"Not severe enough for us to take him to the hospital. My father used herbal medicine to treat him, and he doesn't seem to be in any physical pain," I replied, although I couldn't ignore the emotional pain that made him cry.
"All of his belongings were taken, right? He won't have clothes to wear when he wakes up?" Steven asked.
"No," A memory from the night before flashed through my mind, causing my cheeks to heat up. My father had been too exhausted to carry him on his back, so I offered to do it. It was challenging carrying such a man, and it wouldn't have been so bad if I hadn't felt his... manhood poking my lower back. I couldn't get home fast enough last night.
"Are you blushing?" Steven's voice jolted me out of my reverie.
"What?" My voice unexpectedly rose in pitch as my hands instinctively covered my cheeks. "Are you seeing things?"
"No. You were definitely blushing," Steven said, sounding highly amused. "I've known you for thirteen years, Eddie, and I've never seen you blush. Not even when my cousin Bradley came from the city and called you beautiful. You weren't impressed by the expensive gifts he gave you."
"I have no idea what you're talking about," I retorted, clearing my throat noisily. "The sun is hot, and I have fair skin. What do you expect to happen?"
"I wish I had a phone. I would have taken a picture of your pink cheeks," He teased, grinning like a fool. "So, what were you thinking about, or rather, who were you thinking about?"
"Nothing," I scowled at him. "Stop being so nosy." I quickened my pace to get away from him, but he caught up with me. "Don't you need to help your father on the farm? I'm sure you have deliveries to make."
Steven's family was prosperous. His father owned one of the largest poultry farms in the Kingdom, supplying meat and fish to the royal family and neighboring kingdoms. In addition, his mother ran the only frozen food business in the Kingdom. His older sister, Faith, was married to Prince Jackson, the King's second son. It was her assistance that had freed me from the King's clutches.
She had pleaded with her husband, who, in turn, had interceded with the king on my behalf, reducing my one-month community service to just one week. While Steven could afford not to work, his father detested laziness and often quoted the proverb about 'no food for a lazy man.'
"I was also coming to tell you that I will be traveling to Mercia this evening with my older brother, Daniel," He said. "Deliveries to make, as you said."
"Then you better get going," I said. "It's a two-day journey if you don't make stops."
"I have some clothes to give out if you want," He informed me. "For the stranger. They still look quite new."
"Um... Okay," I replied. It would be impossible for the stranger to wear my father's clothes anyway, and he seemed about the same size as Steven. "Thank you."
"I'll let Benny know that you're coming so she can give them to you."
"Sure. Thanks," I smiled.
"Hug? I'll be gone for a few days," He offered, opening his arms.
"Except you want another hit to your ribs," I threatened. "I'll see you when you get back."
He rolled his eyes heavenward, ruffled my hair as quickly as he could, and took off before I could retaliate.
"Silly," I mumbled as I combed my hair back with my fingers. I didn't have the time or patience to sit down and get it plaited, even though it wouldn't take much of my time or Esther's.
Remembering that I'd promised to take over from Esther at the market so she could go home and rest, I started the walk to the market.
EdwinaBy the time we reached our suite, the weight of the day had settled into something quieter, more intimate. Max shut the door behind us, and for a moment neither of us said anything — just stood there, still in our wedding clothes, looking at each other like we were both still catching up to the fact that this was real."Mrs. Sebastiani-Jonas," he said finally, testing the name like it was something precious."I like the sound of that." I stepped closer, fingers finding the lapel of his jacket. "Almost as much as I like the man attached to it."He laughed, low and warm, and pulled me into him, resting his forehead against mine. "Three years," he murmured. "Three years I imagined this moment, and it still doesn't compare."Neither does anything I imagined, I thought, closing my eyes. This is so much more.His hand came up to cup my face, thumb brushing my cheekbone with a tenderness that made my chest ache. "I love you, Edwina. Today, tomorrow, every day after.""I love you too,"
EdwinaKing Leonidas placed my hand in Max's, his own eyes suspiciously bright for a man who prided himself on his composure. He didn't have to do this, I thought, throat tightening all over again.He didn't have to be the one to walk me down here. But he wanted to. He gave my fingers one last gentle squeeze before stepping back to take his seat beside the Queen.I turned to face Max fully, and for a moment the church, the guests, even Esther and Evelyn in the front pew, all blurred into the background.Here he is, I thought. The man who waited three years for me to stop running from my own heart.The pastor cleared his throat and opened his book, and the congregation settled into a hush."Dearly beloved, we are gathered here today in the sight of God and in the presence of these witnesses, to join together this man and this woman in holy matrimony." His voice carried easily through the church, warm and unhurried. "Marriage is not to be entered into lightly, but reverently, deliberat
EdwinaTwo months laterStanding in front of the full view of the mirror in my wedding dress, I still couldn't believe it was me. The woman staring back looked like a stranger wearing my face — softer somehow, lit from somewhere she couldn't name. If anyone had told me, heck, prophesied to me that I'd ever wear a wedding dress, I'd have laughed at that person first before whacking them upside their head. Life had a strange sense of humor, dressing her in white lace after everything it had put her through.Yet, here I was, wearing a beautiful wedding dress, waiting for the event planner to come in and tell me it was time. The silence in the room felt heavier than it should have. Tears glistened in my eyes as I realized that my father wasn't here to see me get married, which was the one thing he'd hoped for. Maybe even wished for. I could almost hear the gruffness in his voice, the way he always cleared his throat before saying anything sentimental."I'm happy now, daddy." I said, s
Maximillian A month laterIt was probably childish of me to avoid talking to Edwina at her father's funeral, but there I was, doing everything in my power not to go anywhere near her. Not even when Mom asked if I'd offered my condolences did I tell her the truth. I lied and said I had.If it had been anybody else, I probably wouldn't have shown up at all. But Edwina's father had been like a second father to me, and I loved the man very much. The church ceremony was quick, and even the procession to the cemetery moved faster than I expected. Before I knew what was happening, the whole thing had ended.I stayed back for a bit after assuring Mom I'd be right behind them. I wanted to pay my last respects to the man who'd taken care of me when I was on the brink of death — a stranger who'd lied about his identity to avoid being sent back home. A stranger who'd unintentionally caused a deranged woman to almost eliminate him and his entire family out of jealousy.I'm never coming back he
EdwinaThree years laterI've regretted many things in my life. At one time, I regretted not trying harder for my friendship with Steven. It wasn't my fault, not really — it had been his doing more than mine — but I still wished I'd handled it differently.But my greatest regret, the one I carried heaviest, was pushing Maximillian Sebastiani away. I was scared. Stubborn. Too foolish to see that he'd been right about everything. My father had gained a son the day Esther married Julian, and over the years Julian had become the brother I never had.I was so stupid, I think, even now. I didn't understand that letting go of him meant losing him completely.Max officially relinquished his claim to the throne. Julian was named second in line, which meant Esther — my sister, the person I trusted most in this world — was going to be the next queen of Mercia. Max left the country two days after the wedding and never came back. Not when Esther gave birth to the twins. Not when Evelyn married L
Edwina Two words, plain enough to be nothing but exactly what he meant. Simple. Honest. Certain. No flourish needed. The kind of words that didn't need embellishment because he meant every single letter.I wanted to say something else. I had a whole different word lined up, ready, the one every part of that meadow and that ring and that man kneeling in front of me seemed to be waiting for.My eyes burned.This is everything I've ever wanted... isn't it?No.That wasn't true.It was everything I'd ever wanted until it became real.Because loving him and marrying him were two completely different things.I loved him. God knew I did. More than I'd ever loved anyone. I loved him enough to imagine a future I'd never thought I deserved.Enough to believe happiness wasn't just something that happened to other people.But marriage...Marriage was another promise entirely.One I couldn't make.One I wouldn't make.Not because of him.Never because of him.Because of me.Because I knew myself.







