LOGINEsneralda POV
I fought a whole lot of battles on the way, defeating literally everything but I’m left weak and tired at the end of the day. As I rested my back against a tree, my mind drifted to the rogues who had rescued me earlier. I knew all rogues to be really aggressive and dark, but those ones don’t look one bit like that. They looked… nice? More calm and coordinated. It’s either they just newly turned rogues, or they’re in a group. My stomach grumbled loudly in hunger, I’ve not really eaten anything since yesterday. And why did it seems like I was getting more hungry and usual. Maybe this pregnancy is already taking its toll on me and it just got into my stomach. As I tried to stand up, I noticed a movement in my peripheral vision. My heart raced a bit as I saw a furry creature; a wolf, No, not now. If I fight one more time, I might actually die. Sniffing it out, I realized that it was a rogue. But this one has gone completely crazy that it’s now just a rogue with no atom of soul in it. It has clearly gone rogue for a long time. Can I fight this one? These kind of wolves are always very dangerous and rabid. I braced myself up for what was coming. If not for anything, I need to give this my all because of my baby. The wolf came out of its hiding place, and it was just as I had predicted. His teeth came out bared at me, it was really dirty with red splitters on his fur, he just killed someone. My heart raced even more, his sharp fangs came out on full display as he neared me. The fear in me doubled even more, knowing that this animal before me can just kill me right here. Before I could say jack, he lunged at me. I luckily swerved that, he wasn’t able to attack at all. He sneered hard at me, getting more mad at me, his eyes went red with anger and he growled loudly. I felt my stomach churn with so much fear as I watched him calculate my moves. I tried so much to block the hard thoughts in my head. I have to concentrate now, I need to fight him and be able to defeat him. He lunged at me just like I expected, but this time around, I wasn’t the one who attacked him back. A very black wolf came out of nowhere and pushed me back, attacking that rogue in my stead. Growls pierced through the air, the ground shook with so much ferocity as the two large wolves fought. My butts made contact with the hard ground as the fight went on. The wolf who was fighting for me fought the other one so fiercely, he didn’t even look like he did much at all. He tore off the head of that wolf so neatly that it looked like it was done with a sword. A sword, a head. My father. The scene before me made me remember that night once more. I’m still finding it hard to believe that he’s gone, he’s really dead. And I guess this is how I meet him? A low laugh escaped my throat. The black wolf came towards me, his blood dampening his matted fur. His eyes were so dark, the kind of darkness that didn’t just pertain to colour but also the soul. This rogue definitely hasn’t lost his mind yet, but he’s really powerful. He walked past me and went behind a tree, definitely to shift and wear some clothes. I stood up and waited till he was done. A really tall man stepped out from behind the trees, his height and body build could easily tower over Thorne’s even though I used to see Thorne as extremely large. “You shouldn’t be wandering in this bush alone. Who are you? And where are you headed to?” He asked me. The sound of his voice sent shivers down my spine, it was so attractive and masculine that it was almost like he had it imprinted on my mind already. Tingles shot through my whole body and my palms went sweaty What’s happening to me? Who’s this man? And why’s he giving me alpha vibes and aura when he’s just a rogue. “Are you dumb? Or deaf? Can you not talk?” As much as that sounded rude, i knew instantly that he didn’t mean it that way. He just kind of said it crudely. “Uhm, no. I’m not dumb.” I managed to say. “Then answer my question, I don’t have much time to spend here.” He said again, sounding rude this time around. “I’m not heading anywhere. I don’t have anywhere in mind.” I answered him. He stared at me from my head to my toe then back to my face again. “You’re not a rogue. Are you lost?” He asked me. Right, I haven’t mentally broken the bond between myself and my father’s pack which means I’m still kind of in a pack. “I am, I’m just not fully detached from a pack.” I told him. His eyes wandered my face for a while again, almost as if he was trying to read my facial expression to see if I was lying or not. “Whatever. Tell whoever sent you that I said they should fuck themselves.” His voice went even more cold, he glared hard at me then walked away. What did he just say? Who’s even this guy? Did he just insinuate that I’m a spy? What the actual heck? I watched as he walked off, his ego following him too. It’s almost like he knew I was watching him, so he just walked with more poise just so I could see that he doesn’t care. As soon as he was out of view and I looked away from him only for me to see that I wasn’t alone anymore. Some group of rogues stood before me. The same rogues that I saw the other time. “He’s not always like that, he’s just in a really bad mood because of all the attacks.” A lady said. “What are you guys?” I just had to ask. “Well, welcome to the rogues pack. I’m Lily, what’s your name?” The girl said, stretching out her hand towards me. Rogue pack? Does that even exist? So I’m really finally a rogue, the only thing I’ve dreaded all my life. Thanks Thorne.Esmeralda’s POVThe borderlands did not look the same when we came back.What used to be tents and rough wood had changed.Stone walls were rising everywhere.Men were carrying blocks. Wolves were hauling timber. Smoke rose from fresh fires where builders worked day and night.A city was being born.I slowed my horse and stared.For a moment I could hardly believe it.Right in the center stood the Great Hall.Its walls were tall and wide, made from heavy gray stone. The roof was still missing, but the shape of the building was already clear. A huge circular space meant to hold thousands.Light poured into it from every side.Not dark like the temples in the south.Open.Alive.Hopeful.When we rode through the gates, people saw us.At first there was silence.Then someone shouted.“Alpha!”Another voice followed.“The Queen!”Suddenly the entire place erupted.They were cheering.Not just Royalists.Not just rogues.Everyone.Their voices mixed together until the sound filled the whol
Esmeralda's POVThe water was not just cold, It was warm a bit.It felt like a liquid silver was being poured into my veins, making me feel like I was hurnted by the black poison and burning it out. I screamed, but the sound was swallowed by the depths. I was sinking, the surface of the pool got further and further away until it was just a tiny pinprick of light. Let it go, I heard a voice saying in the depths. It was not the shadow-woman. This voice was old, ancient, like the shifting of tectonic plates. The pain, the betrayal, the crown. Let it all go, or you will drown in the weight of it. I began to see images of my life flash before me. Thorne’s sneer as he rejected me. The sound of the sword falling on my father’s neck. The cold nights in the forest when I thought I wouldn't survive. Each memory was a stone, dragging me deeper. I saw Aria laughing as she wore my dress. I saw the villagers' burned homes. I saw the blood on my own hands. "I can't," I gasped, the silver wa
Esmeralda's POVThe southern marshes are like a dream that you cannot wake up from. The air is thick with water. It smells like something is rotting. Every time my horse takes a step it sounds like it is sinking into the mud.I sat in front of Killian on his warhorse. He is holding me tightly. I can feel his heart beating fast against my back. He does not care that the other people are watching. He does not care what they think. He just wants to make sure I am safe."Just a little further Esme " he says softly. "We are at the trees."I do not say anything. I can feel something bad happening inside me. The black lines on my arm are getting worse. They are like a map of all the things that are happening to me. I can feel them pulsing with a beat. It is like the heartbeat of the marsh. The light inside me is going away. It is like trying to light a match in the rain.We get to a spot near an old tree. Killian helps me down from the horse. He is very gentle. When my feet touch the ground
Esmeralda POVThe man with scars. It was a nasty sound. It echoed through the burned village. He did not look like a man who was scared of a Queen. He looked like a man who was waiting for a reason to kill someone."A debt?" he said, making fun of me. "The only debt in this land is the one you owe for taking a throne that's not yours. Dominic was a man. You are a girl playing with things you do not understand.""Dominic was a parasite" I said, my voice low and angry.” If you loved him so much I would be happy to send you to join him."Lily and Marcus moved beside me. The air was thick with the smell of pine and anger. The five warriors behind the leader also moved, their mean faces filling the village."Do not kill the girl yet " the leader told his men. "I want her to watch while we hurt her friends. I want her to see what happens to those who follow a Queen."He jumped at me.I did not move. I did not need to. The power of the First Mother was inside me making my movements fast. Whe
Esmeralda's POV The shadow creature hit me like a wall of ice. I was thrown backward. My head cracked against the stone floor. Stars danced in my vision and the light inside me flickered for a second. The coldness of the womans aura was overwhelming."Esme!" Killians voice was loud.I saw him shift into a black wolf and attack the hooded figures.. They were like smoke and his claws passed right through them.The woman stood over me. Her eyes were pits and they seemed to be swirling with a bad energy. "You thought you could just walk away from the darkness?" she hissed. "You took the crown. You didn't pay the price. Power demands a sacrifice, Esmeralda. If you won't give your soul I'll take your life."She raised her hand. A spear of black ice appeared. She swung it down toward my chest. I rolled out of the way in time and the spear shattered the stone where my heart had been.I got up. The violet light surged to my hands. I blasted her. She didn't fly back. She absorbed the light an
Esmeralda's POV The Royal City was already so different when I returned from the northern parks. It wasn’t even longer felt like a thick, suffocating shroud of ancient secrets. Instead of that it felt thin, expectant, like a held breath. I rode through the gates with Lily and one of the small guard, the people didn’t just scramble away in terror. They paused. They watched. Some even bowed, not out of the frantic fear I had seen at my coronation, but with a hesitant, curious respect.I felt different this time, too. The violet light didn’t scream fire in my veins anymore. It was a low, steady hum, like the purr of a sleeping predator. Elara had been right; the Cave of Whispers hadn't taken the power away, but it had stripped away the jagged edges of my rage. I was still the Queen, but I felt like Esmeralda again."You look... calmer," Lily said, her horse pulling up beside mine. She was looking at me closely, her eyes were scanning for any sign of the "First Mother" taking control."
Esmeralda POV Fear like never before gripped me so hard, I wasn’t just staring at Killian alone, it was something darker and mixed. He looked like he was about to shift then he got stuck because he was only partially shifted.His face was still normal, but it had furs sprouting out of it. He looke
Esmeralda POV It had been two days since I told Lily about Aurora. I’ve not heard or seen anything since that day, Aurora and her friend saw me and just went their own way. I had no idea if Lily had done something to them or they were just planning something.Either way, I really love the temporar
Thorne POV A very loud yell dragged me out to of sleep, I jumped out of bed and my wolf immediately led me to the place where the noise was coming from. The mate bond twisted in pain and instantly knew that it was from Aria.Pain surged through me and my wolf clawed forward, jolting upright at the
Esmeralda POV I felt insanely drawn to him, I couldn’t even control myself at all, it was almost like I wasn’t myself at that moment. I stared down at the wolf, feeling like I felt the first time I met Thorne. What exactly is going on right now? Is it just because it’s the full moon and our sense







