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Begging for rejection Chapter 13 - The hunter
Derek POV “Because I am one, a hunter… a pure hunter” she said and my world stops for a second. I knew this was going to be the answer when I asked the question but I hoped, I prayed to the goddess that she would answer differently. that can’t be, I can’t be mated to a hunter, the killer of my kind, no wonder she was not fazed by the knowledge of our existence and she didn’t give a shit that I’m an alpha, she was right all along we can’t be together… Why? Just why would the moon goddess do that to me? Haven’t I been through enough? I feel Rex is trying to crawl out as my rage grows, I look around and I see everybody’s shocked faces. I stand up and slam my fist to my desk splitting it in half, I’m breathing heavily as I’m trying to control my wolf but he is on the surface, my eyes are pitch black and my voice comes out deep and guttural “GET OUT” Dylan instinctively takes a protective stance in front of Alexandria and he is right to do so because I don’t know what I would do
Begging for rejection Chapter 14 - The Whole Truth
Alexandria POV I’m back in the damn hospital bed again, I hate hospitals with passion all it brings is bad memories. I groan as I try to get out of bed “hey, easy there you had a concussion” Dylan says as he tries to stop me. “It’s okay I’ll heal fast; I just need to get out of here… where is my bag?”I push Dylan aside and start searching for my bag but I feel a little dizzy and I lean to the wall to brace myself. “Where do you think you are going?” I hear Dean’s voice coming from the doorway. “to talk to your dipshit brother and leave” I see my bag, I take a deep breath and push myself of the wall and go grab it. I notice Sophia standing in the corner with her arms crossed and trying as hard as she can not to look at me, I guess she is upset… they must all be upset, even angry that their Luna is a fucking hunter but they can’t do anything about it because I’m still- like it or not- their alpha’s mate and I actually like these people, they have been nothing but nice to me, I ta
Begging for rejection Chapter 15 - The aftermath
Alexandria POV “The papers are taking more time, stay where you are” Max texted me, I clench my jaws in frustration, will I always be on the run? Will I always be scared? “You can stay here as long as you want even after the rejection, you’ll be safe here” Derek says gently. More of his pity… at least he is not trying to kill me now. I thank him then grab my bag and head to my room, as soon as I close my door I fall to my knees and break down crying. It’s the first time I said what happened out loud, the first time I ever tell anyone… I feel my heart breaking all over again, not like it was ever whole, ever since that night. I can hear Luke’s voice as he said his last I love you, I can still feel Aurora kicking inside my womb, I can see Leila jumping up and down in excitement at our wedding and his parents smiling at me for the first time when they found out I was carrying a girl... and I can smell the smoke of the houses burning down that night... the screams... the tears and t
Begging for rejection Chapter 16 - Decisions
Alexandria POVI inhale the sandwich Sophia made for me and after I’m finished Sophia comes to me and says “So what about a tour of the house?”.“Sure” I say a little excited, I really was intrigued with how big it was and I really never stayed in a pack house before.We leave the boys in the kitchen and head to the elevator… yes, they have a freaking elevator inside their house.“Let’s start from the bottom up” Sophia says as she pushes the elevator button.We start the tour of the mansion, house my ass, this place is huge, the first floor was the kitchen, the dining hall, the arcade room, yes, they had a fucking arcade in the damn house that’s how big it is and a small movie theatre plus a huge living room and that’s just the first floor.The second floor contained of a big library, a formal dining room for when the alpha have guests, the alpha, beta, gamma and Luna offices and a conference room.The rest of the second floor was divided by a huge double door, behind which were rooms
Begging for rejection Chapter 17 - Last Chance
Derek POV “You are making a huge mistake Derek” Dean says. “Did you even tell her or you just decided to go full asshole” now it’s Dylan. “Why should I tell her anything? It’s none of her business” I answer Dylan. “It’s exactly her business, she is your mate so when you are bringing your ex girlfriend to stay over at your house you have to tell her” Dylan explains to me slowly like he Is explaining homework to a five year old boy, Dean is right, he is a dick. “She is not my mate… or at least won’t be in few days, we didn’t even talk since our last conversation four days ago, so yeah, it’s none of her god damn business Dylan, plus what do you guys have against Izzy?” . “You are kidding right? Tell me you are kidding… don’t you remember why you broke up with her in the first place?” Dean tries to remind me. “so she is a little possessive, but she was a good leader and handled some of the Luna duties very well when we were together, plus she is from a strong lineage, she is a good
Begging for rejection Chapter 18 - Rejection
Derek POV We get out of the pack house and head to the tree line, her scent is overwhelming me, it’s the first time in days to be that close to her. I keep stealing glances at her and I can see her blushing every time I do so, we reach the tree line and she stops me, “Are you going to shift?” she asks. “I wasn’t planning to but if you want to meet Rex, I can do that” I offer her. “No, definitely not, the last time I met him, he tried to kill me, remember” she says chuckling like it’s a fun memory; she has a very dark and kinda twisted sense of humor. Rex whimpers and I can feel his shame and hurt, shame of what he did and hurt that his mate doesn’t even want to see him. We reach the clearance by the crimson red river that runs through our pack land, hence the name of our pack “the crimson river pack”. Ria stop and look around admiring the beauty of it, we are standing so close, we are almost touching, should I hold her hands? Or will it be too forward? Maybe just brush against
Begging for rejection Chapter 19 - Don't Close your eyes
Derek POV Pain, all I feel is pain, never ending pain. I keep hearing the faint voice of Alexandria but I can’t make out what she is saying. I try to open my eyes but even that hurts ,then I smell it, Alexandria’s scent, but there is something different about it, it’s mixed with…Fear! I try to open my eyes again but everything is a blur and I can barely make out my surroundings. I hear Alexandria’s voice again and try as much as I can to concentrate on her voice, at first it was muffled and far but then I could hear what she was saying or rather shouting. “GET UP, DEREK” Alexandria shouts. The pain is starting to subside and my sight is getting better, but still not enough. The first thing I see is Alexandria’s back, then I notice the two daggers she is holding, one in each hand, she is taking a protective stance infront of me 'What the hell is going on?' I ask myself. Then I heard it, snarls and low growls. I try to open my eyes even more, Rex trying to help me as much as he
Begging for rejection Chapter 20 - Blame
Alexandria POV He closed his eyes, I waited for him to open it again, I begged and pleaded … but he did not respond. His chest is almost still and I can hardly feel his heartbeat, Am I really going to lose him? That’s not what I wanted; I just wanted to protect him … not for him to be gone. I did this to him, if he didn’t reject me he would have been able to defend himself, if I didn’t push him that far he would have been okay. I always do this, bring death… but I did it right this time, didn’t I? I pushed him away, I wasn’t selfish like I was with Luke, this time my mate was suppose to live, he is going to live. I start shaking Derek again saying “Derek, just wake up this time and I’ll do whatever you want, please just this once, open your eyes”, still no response. I hear movement coming from the trees, I snap my head around looking for the dagger I dropped and I can see it just at arm’s length, I reach for it and grab it. I stand protectively over Derek with my dagger in my h
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