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Chapter 97
But I hated having no answer. I hoped for a positive answer, but she didn’t even say the negative one. I started being numb to everything. I ran back to the departure hall. l was replaying her answer. “I don’t know.”
Then I was already on my way to the airplane. Everyone was inside, except for me. I went upstairs and each stair was like one more repetition of her answer. And it was like a knife was stabbing me deeper and deeper in the heart.When I was near the doors, I looked up at the windows. I hoped she was exactly there. Then I looked down and whispered:“I love you.”
I shook my head in disbelief and then went inside.
I found my seat and sat near the window. Then plane started setting off. And I understood one more time, that I lost her. Forever.How? Why?How did you do it? Why don’t you love me? I was never meant to fall in love with you. It was a gift and a puniRelated chapters
Being Alive Chapter 98
Kylie WalkerIt was already the end of the August. The day we had to leave to Spain. I had my bags packed. Everything that I had was downstairs near the doors, waiting for its time to get to the trunk. Our flight was at eight A.M. But I woke up two hours earlier. I went to the balcony. This place became my favourite one during those 3 months. There I felt calmly and maybe, it was the place where I most remembered him. I didn’t try to forget Raf, because it would be even more painful to let him go. Even if he did it, I wouldn’t be ready to do it. It was a warm weather outside. A little wind was blowing sometimes, but it had only strength to move my little strands of hair. The sun was shining, making my skin feel its soft warmth. I heard footsteps getting closer to my room. The doors opened and I saw dad. He approached the balcony and sat outside with me.“Good m
Being Alive Chapter 99
“Kylie, Linc! I’m so glad to see you!” she exclaimed and hugged us.Well, we were taken aback at first.“Hey...” we stated confused.“Don’t worry! I’m not that psychotic bitch anymore. I am telling the truth! I have been attending appointments with the psychologist. I am getting better!” she explained.“But why did you decide to do it?” I asked.“Bella told dad everything. He decided that I needed a little bit help after the divorce,” she continued.“It’s true. She is getting better!” uncle affirmed.“And I’m deeply sorry because of my past actions! Can you forgive me?”We exchanged looks with Linc. We nodded and stated:“Yes.”She hugged us again. It was childish to hold grudges. We are family after all. We have to stay together, because there aren’t a lot of people who i
Being Alive Chapter 100
“Yes!” Raf nodded.“Where did you meet?” Linc started asking.“Excuse me, I have to go,” I stated and was about to go, but Raf stopped me:“Wait! We haven’t seen each other for 3 months. Aren’t you interested in what was happening?”My back was turned to them. I was facing Bella. She was looking at us from the distance. I could have felt her being sorry for me. I turned around and stated, smiling:“Maybe another time. I have a lot of home assignment.”I went to Bella, not waiting for their answer.“Was it Raf?” Bella asked, as I approached her.I nodded. Bella took my hand.“God! They are so cold! Kylie, calm down! If he has moved on, it means that he didn’t deserve you,” she whispered.“But what if I don’t care about him deserving me?” I asked, but Bella was quiet. “But you are right
Being Alive Chapter 101
I wore a black mini skirt which was very tight and black bustier chain strap padded crop top. I looked at the mirror. I made some circles and then whispered:“You are a corpse.”I made a messy high ponytail with some front strands of hair being free. And I decided to make a wavy ponytail. I put on some makeup: mascara, eyeliner, highlighter and a dark burgundy matte lipstick. I was ready and going to the party had never felt so good.I went downstairs and everyone was ready as well.“God! You are my crush!” Ashley exclaimed.I laughed.“No comments!” Bella gasped.“Looking fire!” Dylan said.“Meh,” Linc added.“Why? Thank you everyone, especially my dear brother!” I exclaimed and chuckled.“Yeah, I’m the best thing in your life.” Linc winked.I rolled my eyes and commented:“Your arrogance is too annoy
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Since that party has passed 2 weeks. We were studying a lot, because the first year in the university is always tough. I was talking a lot with Justin. He was very polite and cute. And luckily he understood that we could not be together.“Kylie, let me take your bag,” he said.“Why? I’m good.” I chuckled.“God, you always manage to spoil my gentleman mode.” He rolled his eyes.I giggled.“Then, let me give you a lift to your house.”“Dylan is giving us a lift.”“You are impossible to please!” he exclaimed.“Justin, I told you that I am not ready for the relationship.”“That doesn’t mean that I won’t try again and again.” He winked and left. I was seeing Megan and Raf a lot, kissing in their university area. But I understood, that if he was happy, I should let him go. I can’
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“Maybe I did,” he mumbled.“Why?” I sighed.“Because...Lincoln wanted to be with her. He was telling me about how bad he missed her.”“Oh,” the only thing I said. It disappointed me, because I wanted me to be the reason of it. “And that’s the only reason?”He nodded slightly. “Yeah. Which other reason should be here?”I nodded. “Right,” I whispered and turned on my heel to leave, but he stopped me.“Did you miss me?” he asked, grabbing my arm.I didn’t know what to say, because if I told the truth, my pride would omit down.“I feel the same, as you do,” were the only words, that could come into my head.And I left. When classes were over, Dylan drove us home. We wanted to change our clothes to drive to airport and meet Mia there. When I was ready to go, I went downstairs and saw boys playing
Being Alive Chapter 104
As always, I woke up and started getting ready for the university. I wore a black skirt, black tights, white T-shirt and high heels. I went downstairs and everyone was ready too. Mia and Linc were hugging each other. Uncle Wayne was glad to have Mia at home. He has known her since childhood, because she has always been with us. “Hey, guys!” I said.“Hey!” everyone waved.“Let’s go?” Dylan asked.We nodded and sat in the car. Girls have been looking at me weirdly since last night. I haven’t told them about the last scene. They knew something had happened, because I was very quiet and upset. I would tell them, but later. When we arrived, we went inside. Bella, Mia, Ashley and I had histology together.“Guys, I have biology. See you later,” Linc said and left. “Kylie? Would you tell us what happened?” Mia started.“
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Others woke up and we sat at the table to eat breakfast. I was looking around. Everyone was eating in silence. But I couldn’t eat, I couldn’t get myself swallow even one piece. I put down the fork I had been holding. “Why aren’t you eating?” Raf asked. “I have lost my appetite,” I answered and got up, heading upstairs. I looked at my room and saw a picture in my bag. I took it and sat on my bed. It was a photo of me and granny. I smiled bitterly. She had to recover! She had to...Then, Linc came to me, as he opened the doors, and said: “We are putting the bags in the trunk. I will take yours.” I nodded and started helping him with the luggage. We went downstairs and put everything in the trunks of two cars. These were uncle’s and Dylan’s cars. I sat into Dylan’s car with Raf, Lincoln and Mia. Bella and Ashley were in uncle’s one.I leaned my head towards the window. It was raining that day. The “sky’s tears” were dripping
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