I really want to leave here as soon as possible. I really need to return back to the States where I had come from before all this drama started happening to me.Honestly I never really expected something like this to happen to me. My parents are really the cause of this, and right now I don't even know if I'm stuck here forever.I'm just not really used to this life of being in a cage. And honestly this Alpha is really not a good one. I really have to do everything possible to frustrate him, maybe he might finally decide to let me go.Because I can't really see myself staying back here in this pack, when I'm so used to my life in the states. I really have to go back, but I couldn't really deny the fact that the Alpha is handsome, and he is like my type of man somehow.Though I never really wanted a mate, there are some fixtures that I really admire in a man, and he has all of them. But I'm just not interested in staying back here and becoming his Luna, so I really need to leave here.
It was really so frustrating to not be able to get the information you have been dying to get, when the person that can give you the information is just beside you."Why are you so stubborn, despite everything I have done to make you see reason not to think of leaving here, but yet you are still having the thought in your mind." I said, while sitting beside her on the bed."Isn't it obvious to you that, I don't want to be here, and don't you think it's high time you decide to let me go?" She asked, while staring straight at me."Keep dreaming, but know one thing, I'm never going to let you go, because you are my mate, and also the new Luna of this pack." I told her, but she just kept calm and stared at me,so I continued."And as for the information about yourself that you don't want to tell me, I will find a way to get it, and then I will know everything about you, without you saying it." I said,"That's never going to happen, so I don't need to worry about you ever getting informati
I was still seated on my bed, praying and hoping for night to come when I heard a knock on my room door. I frowned immediately but decided to just answer to hear what the person there had to say."Yes, what do you want actually?" I asked, feeling reluctant."I'm sorry to disturb you ma'am, but Alpha sent me to call you downstairs." I heard a lady's voice from outside the room.My mate was calling me again to come out of my room, but I would always be so stubborn towards him. I'm never going to honour any of his invitations to come out of my room."Go back to him, and tell him, I'm not coming out of this room." I spoke up, loud enough so she could hear me."Ok ma'am I will do just that." She said, and I could hear her footsteps fading away."I will do everything possible to frustrate him, so he can finally let me out of this house." I said to myself, and relaxed back on my bed as I shut my eyes tightly.Somehow I really couldn't wait for the day that he would finally say he was tired o
"Let me guess, the details about your mate right?" Connor asked me, and I smiled immediately and nodded in agreement."It's seems you really care about this girl so much Alpha." Connor said, as he took the glass to his mouth."No, I don't think I care about her, but she is my mate, so it only right that I know everything about her, because that's the right thing to do, so I just had to do it." I told him."Hmmm," he exhaled, and I just glanced at him. "Alpha are you sure about what you just said now?" He asked, and just blinked my lashes rapidly, and sighed softly.I knew he had caught me, but I don't really want to give up so easily. So I have to change the topic, so we doesn't talk about it further. "So have you heard any news of any attack on our pack again, after the last one?" I asked, and Connor started talking about it immediately. And I felt so happy about it. To me it was really a good thing that Connor mind is not in my relationship again. Though I know that he already know
I thought as I continued walking over to the sitting room. I'm sure Connor was still waiting for me there, so I was heading there to go and see him.And again my mate whom I have known her name to be Emma has still refused to eat anything, since she has been with me. Somehow it worries me, and I really want her to eat something and stop starving herself.She is really important to me, even though I can't admit it to her. But I really can't stand it if something happens to her. Yes she is very stubborn, but I also love her so much, even though we have really had good times together since she was in this house.But I can't help it, but I care so much about her. But as much as I care for her, I still have to pretend like I don't care, so she doesn't get full of herself.I can't really afford to see that happen, because I might never have to get her to myself ever, if I make her get so full of herself.So I really can't take that risk, so I just have to keep pretending like I don't really
I ate my food slowly as I tried to make myself comfortable there. I was the only female in the midst of two powerful male, and that was something that I have never done before.When the cook was there a few minutes ago, I felt much better, but now that she has finally left, I'm really feeling strange. Though I know they won't hurt me or something, but I really can't just help it.The Alpha was my mate, and despite how stubborn I have been, he was still calm, and I don't really understand why.Mainly looking at him, you could tell he was really strong. He has just the perfect body for war, and other qualities. And from the way the cook was acting while she was serving me, I could tell she wasn't too comfortable there with them too.She actually looked scared, and careful enough not to make any mistakes. So that was something I really noticed, but nevertheless I don't really care much about that,as long as my mate was actually patient with me, despite all my attitudes.I thought as I co
"Anyway, let's try to focus on this file now," I said to Connor, and he nodded, and raised the files to his face, as he started checking it out.I also grabbed the files I intend to work on, but just then, a thought of my mate flashed into my head again. Honestly I really want to have a good time with her, but she is just something that I don't even understand."Connor, do you think my mate would ever lose up, and want to stay back in this pack, without thinking of going away again?" I asked Connor, and he moved the files from his face, and turned fully to me."Yes Alpha, she would definitely lose up to you." Connor replied."But how are you sure about that?" I asked again."She has losed up a little already, which was why she came down from breakfast this morning, so with time she would start doing other things too." Connor said, and I knew immediately that he was making some sense."You are right, and I really hope that time comes fast though, but before then, I will just try my be
After dressing up, I went out of my room, with the thought of getting myself a fruit juice, and snacks if possible. Though I have had dinner already, but I still felt like having something else too.For the past few days I have been eating snacks, and somehow I was starting to enjoy it, before Beta caught me, and that made me start going over to the dining room to eat instead.But I really still want to have some snacks right now, just to make me feel good, and not out of hunger. I thought as I made my way to the kitchen.Immediately I stepped into the kitchen, I saw Beta by the refrigerator taking something, and I felt really good immediately as I approached him."Hey," I smiled,as I stood behind him, and he quickly turned around to meet my glance which was fixed on him."Hey, how are you doing?" He asked."I'm fine, and you?" I asked back."I'm also good." He responded."You, what are you doing here? and how come you are still awake by this time?" I asked Him, and he cleared his thr