Chapter 3

Melissa's POV.

My heart stops for a second and that makes me freeze.

Xander has never threatened to cut ties with me, and since he's threatening to do that now, I know he means business.

But is it worth our friendship to be mocked continuously by everyone in school? I mean, he has always been the cool kid, and I've been nothing of the sort.

Shouldn't he at least be understanding right now? It's not like it's easy for me either.

“Really? You're seriously going to do this right now?”

“I told you to leave.”

“And then become the next new topic of the school? Got any idea what it's like to be taunted everywhere you go?” I ask, my tone now laced with hurt from the days of bullying that I've been forced to endure.

“No one's going to talk about it if you decide not to do it.” He says flatly. 

I'm standing now, staring Xander down with twitched brows, “How do you not see that not doing this right now would only attract shame to me? Ever stopped to notice how everyone here treats me like I'm an outcast?”

“But I'm always here to defend you.”

“For how long Xander? For how long am I going to keep hiding behind your shadow?” 

Xander grows quiet, his green eyes glistening with surprise and pain at the same time.

“You've never had a problem being there. Why's it different today?” 

And those words sank deep into me. I've never had a problem with it…and the whole time, I thought he saw the efforts I'd been trying to make to stand up for myself, and fit in.

I mean, that's why I'm even on this side of the game!

But he doesn't see it, and that stabs my heart.

“I'm tired of being protected like a little child every damn time. So let me make my own decisions,” I state.

“Melissa, listen–” 

“No, I won't.” 

My brain screams at me to stop, but my pride overshadows the effect. I refuse to be their new trending joke. 

“There's more drama and less sucking, y'all get to it already!” One of the students complains and this makes everyone else start talking too.

And without uttering any words, I drop down to my knees, unzipping Xander.

Xander's gaze peers down at me, his eyes are saying everything his mouth can't express–anger, frustration and something dark that I couldn't explain.

That scares me…so I avert his gaze, focusing on his pants.

I know Xander has never had a problem being in the nude publicly because he's a flirt who gets blowjobs every now and then.

But what I don't expect to see is the small bulge after I unzip him.

Did…did he get aroused by the idea of me touching him?

Of course not. That sounds silly, I mean, he literally just threatened to cut me off because of this.

Taking a deep breath, I lower his boxers and his stalk curls out.

I bite hard on my lips as I wrap my hand around him, his veiny member is warm under my touch.

And with some mental prepping, I soon start stroking, watching his stalk grow thicker with every drag.

But while doing this, I can't help but wonder why Xander isn't stopping me.

My stomach twists with tension as I continue stroking, teasing the tip of his length.

Is he going to stop me soon? Or is he…enjoying what I'm doing?

I shake my head at the thought, that's just my feelings talking…Xander has never been interested in me.

When I stroke Xander enough to see him rock hard, I swallow hard as I insert him into my mouth.

He fills up my mouth, but I don't think to stop now.

Instinctively, my eyes lift to Xander's face and I notice his jaws clench. I don't know if it's from the feeling of him in my mouth, or his annoyance that I refused to listen.

I start pushing my head forward and backwards simultaneously as I suck him off.

Xander hands swing out from the side and I close my eyes, waiting for him to push me.

But he doesn't.

Instead, he grabs my hair, wrapping it in his arm like a loose ponytail as he forces himself into him. 

That makes me choke instantly but I don't stop. My eyes grow reddish as Xander thrusts himself deeper into my throat.

And I clock his moves as punishment for going ahead with this. Now, he's trying to make it difficult for me.

I widen my throat, taking his full length while bobbing my head up and down because giving up is the last thing I want to do.

The room breaks into soft surprise and I can tell from the little gasping and murmuring.

Thanks to the dim lighting, no one can see the tears flowing down my face.

Xander keeps at it and I don't relent either and his thrusts grow faster, and I hear a faint groan that he quickly gets rid of by pressing his lips together.

In no time, he pulls out, pouring his cum on my lips. And that does nothing but make me feel like a shameless slut.

I wipe my face as Xander storms out with balled fists.

The lights come on and the faces of everyone around is split with utter shock.

“I can't believe she did it!”

“Maybe she's just as naughty as us, but just a nerd!” 

“She even made him cum, that's one throat goat!”

The comments of the students chipped in one after the other, and though it was masked with praises and acceptance, it didn't do much to make me feel any better.

I don't know what Xander thinks of me after this.

And I also don't want to find out either.

Briella rises up from the couch, rising towards me, “This is not the end of our feud you little brat. I'll make sure you regret it.”

I smirk, “Instead of doing that, try not to flash guys who aren't interested in you when you have a boyfriend.” 

Briella's face flushes with embarrassment, she lowers her head as if trying to find her confidence and then raises it with a wide smile.

“Sure, that sounds shameless but who's getting the slut of the year award? Definitely not me.”

My brows arch, “What are you talking about?” 

Briella smirks at me and it's so cruel, it has me wondering if this is really over, “You'll find out. Good luck with your new title!”

Following that, she dashes out of the room and so does the host. 

Now I'm left in the room with the rest of the guys playing the game and some ladies.

And the way they look at me is far from casual, they're licking their lips and sizing me up with their eyes.

I make my way to the door, but then someone grabs my hair, “Come play with us honey, we’d also like to cum in your mouth.”