[Massimo’s POV]
I sit alone in a small booth at the back of De Amore, one of the best strip clubs that exist in the city, and one of the most secured ones at that. Given my background, this was the only place I could truly go to be alone without worrying about my old man sending his men to stalk me.
Sighing, I lean back further in my seat while a waitress with hooded eyes and a seductive look on her face pours some more liquor into my cup.
"Thanks," I murmur, leaning forward and grabbing it. "You can go now."
A look of disappointment flashes across her face as I turn my gaze back to the stage in front of me, where women are dancing around poles, rubbing their bodies along them, and then dropping low while all those seated around throw dollars at them.
I didn’t know why I continued to come here when I knew that it wouldn’t do any good to get her off my mind, but I hoped that one day something would change.
I lift my drink, take a sip, and snap my fingers so the waitress appears again.
"Her," I announce, nodding toward a particularly curvy redhead who I assumed looked like she would now. "I want her."
"Yes, sir," the waitress responds, though she doesn’t seem the slightest bit happy about it. "I’ll go fetch her."
"Good girl."
Nodding, the waitress hurries off and only stops at the side of the stage, where she motions for the woman I wanted and then points in my direction.
An expectant pair of dark eyes come to meet mine, and I’m once again reminded that though this woman’s body was most likely the same as hers and so was her hair, the rest of her wasn’t.
Fuck, this was frustrating. I always expected that time would make the hole in my heart fade, but to this day, she was the only one I could even think about.
Downing the rest of my drink, I wait until the busty redhead appears in front of me and then climbs onto my lap.
Once she is in place, she rests her hands on my shoulders and then begins to move her large breasts against me.
"Thank you for picking me," she purrs, leaning down so that her breath brushes against my ear. "Please let me know if there’s anything you want from me, and I do mean anything."
Frowning, I stare up into the woman’s eyes and find hunger there—the same fucking hunger I saw in all women’s eyes.
"This is enough," I announce, drawing a clear line between us. "Just do your job and let me enjoy it."
For a moment, hurt flashes in her eyes, but she soon composes herself and continues to move, rubbing herself against me while her core, which is radiating heat from her desire, rubs against my dick.
Even with this woman doing all of this, I feel nothing, just like every other time. Even when I fucked another woman, I didn’t feel shit. They were nothing more than things I used to pass my time and keep me occupied until the day she returned, if she returned, but the chances of that were slim to none.
Trying to accept the fact that my little fairy would never come back, I started focusing on the woman in front of me once more until my phone began to ring.
Pulling it out, I look at the screen and feel something in my shift as I read the name again and again.
"Giovani?" I ask, answering it.
"Massimo!" He announces from the other end, his voice filled with excitement. "I’ve got some news!"
"Did that trade deal you’ve been working on work out?" I sigh, trying not to get my hopes up. "If so, I believe congratulations are in order."
"No!" He responds instantly. "This is much bigger than that."
Much bigger than a million-dollar deal? What in the world could be more important than that? Unless…
"Make yourself clear, Giovani," I announce, shoving the woman who is still dancing in my lap off of me.
"Hey!" She gasps, fixing her angry gaze on mine. "What do you think…"
"Get," I hiss. "Right this minute."
I wait as the woman considers whether or not she should argue, but when I let a low snarl escape me, she jumps up and rushes off.
"Are you bullying the women again?" Giovani chuckles.
"That isn’t your concern. Now, why in the hell did you call me and what is this news?"
"She’s back."
"She who?" I ask, feeling something shift in me.
"Tatiana," Giovani responds. "I finally found her."
Immediately, I’m up and moving, making my way out of the club and jumping on my motorcycle while I hear Giovani shouting for me from my pocket.
She’s back… My little fairy was back… But how and why? Where the hell was she all this time?
With these thoughts racing in my mind, I zoom forward, heading straight for the Onyx River pack territory, where the one that I constantly dreamed of and thought of was waiting.
When I arrive, I burst into the large mansion to find Giovani waiting for me at the bottom of the stairs with an amused look on his face.
"I figured you were coming due to the sound of your bike," he chuckles. "But I warn you, don’t make any sudden moves; she’s still... adjusting..." he continues. "And it seems that she doesn’t remember anything from before her disappearance."
"Doesn’t remember?" I hiss. "Are you saying that someone wiped her memories?"
"Or something happened that caused them to disappear," he counters. "Anyway, she should be out any time now; we just have to…"
Before he can finish, the sound of soft footfalls reaches me, and my eyes immediately snap to the place that they are coming from to find her, but not the her that I remembered.
Instead, the woman I was looking at was mature and curvy, with sparkling silver eyes and wild crimson hair that traveled down around her shoulders, accenting just how big her breasts were.
The dress that she wore clung to her just right, allowing me to take in her hourglass figure and her thick legs. She was a chubster as a child, but now she was a curvy queen with a body many women would kill for.
Fuck, she was beautiful as a child, but all grown up, she was drop-dead gorgeous, and I couldn’t quite believe that I was looking at her right now.
"Little fairy," I manage. "It really is you."
Not even thinking, I begin to move, taking the stairs two at a time until I’m standing in front of her and my arms are around her, pulling her solid, warm body against me while she tenses.
"You’re finally back."
[Tatiana’s POV]My heart races as I stare at the name that flashes on my phone. Massimo. Was it really him calling me right now, or was it someone else pretending to be him? I didn’t know, but I wanted to find out.“Answer it.” Knight’s voice is firm, and it snaps me out of my daze. “We’ve been looking for that bastard for five years, and here he is calling you like it's nothing.”I don’t miss the hint of distrust in his voice as he speaks, but for the time being, I didn’t want to deal with it. The most important thing was answering this call and figuring out if it truly was Massimo reaching out to communicate with me or not.Sucking in a breath, I swipe to answer and bring the phone to my ear, then wait.“Little fairy.” Massimo rasps as what sounds like bottle clatter in the background. “Is that you?”Eyes widening, I realize that the person on the other end is, in fact, Massimo, and he was actually calling.“Is it him?” Knight asks slowly, clearly trying to keep his temper in check.
Three Years Later[Knight’s POV]“Daddy, look the ocean!”Octavia’s lips turn into a bright smile as she lets her eyes come to rest on the sparkling blue water in front of us. This was the first time she had ever been to the beach, so of course she was excited.“I want to swim!”As the words leave her lips, she attempts to rush forward but stops as Tatiana reaches down and grabs her wrist.“Careful!” I hiss, not missing the way she wobbles forward due to her large belly. “You’re going to fall and hurt yourself!”“I’ll be fine,” she insists, giving me a look of annoyance. “This isn’t the first time I’ve been pregnant.”Wincing, I try not to think about that time when I abandoned her when she truly needed me the most. I was a fucking fool back then, and it cost me a year with the woman I love the most and the first two months of my daughter's life.That was why this time around I was doing everything, from attending every single doctor's appointment to doing everything Tatiana needed me
A Year Later[Knight’s POV]“Daddy!”The tiny voice reaches me before arms are wrapping around my leg. Looking down, I take in Octavia as she grins up at me. She looks adorable in her golden dress, with her hair done up into a tiny ponytail at the top of her head.Since she began to walk, no one could stop her from getting where she wanted. She was a little escape artist, and I was certain her nanny would appear soon with a look of annoyance on her features.“Up!” She insists, holding up her arms.Nodding, I do as she says before turning to Desmond, whom I had been talking to moments prior.“Typical,” he chuckles. “The minute your girls are involved, no one else exists.”“As it should be,” I agree. “Why would I want to pay attention to an old fart like you when such a beauty is in front of me?”This was the first time I had seen Desmond in months, and he was busy telling me about how things were going back at Crystal Fang. I realized that things were going back to normal after what ha
[Knight’s POV]I stare into Tatiana’s eyes, trying to determine whether or not I heard her correctly. How was it possible that someone could be given this much fucking happiness at once? Especially a sinner like me?“Well?” She asks, looking shy. “Will you?”Would I? Of course I fucking would! But would she regret asking me to do it in the future? We still had such a long way to go in our relationship, but right now we never felt closer. However, anything could happen in the blink of an eye, and everything would come crumbling down.“Knight,” she continues when I don’t speak. “Look at me.”Reaching up, Tatiana grabs my cheeks and makes me look into her beautiful golden eyes, which can’t be outdone by the sun itself. They were perfect, she was perfect, and somehow she was all mine.“I want you to mark me,” she continues. “I want the world to know that I’m yours and you are mine. If I’ve learned anything from the past year, it is that tomorrow isn’t promised. Many were lost so that we c
[Tatiana’s POV]I wrap a robe around my still-dripping body and then pull my hair over my shoulder. After my day, I felt disgusting, and a hot shower was exactly what I needed, but despite knowing that things were going in the direction that they were supposed to, something was still nagging at me.Massimo.What exactly happened to him, and why couldn’t anyone find any sort of sign of him? It was almost as if he had disappeared or never existed at all.Letting out a sigh, I try to shake off my thoughts and head out of the bathroom to find Knight laying in bed waiting for me.“About time,” he says as his eyes begin to take me in and grow darker. “I was about to go in and check on you.”“Sorry for making you wait,” I say, taking a seat beside him and reaching for my hairbrush. “I was just…”“Needing some privacy?” He offers, making me flinch. Fuck, had he read my thoughts? “I told you that I have all my best men looking for him.”I knew that it probably hurt Knight to know that I was th
[Knight’s POV]I remain silent as Tatiana takes the lead with our ceremony, and when it’s over, I truly feel as though I’ve fallen in love with her all over again. How was it possible that my little caged princess became such a fucking queen in the short span of a year? I was both excited to see what the future brought and disappointed that I would never get to see her shy expressions again.Back then, she was so fucking lovely that it damn near killed me to stay away from her. However, now she was just as lovely but not as innocent. At least, that was what I thought, but the minute we are allowed to leave and we are alone, there it is, that shy and embarrassed expression.“You did well,” I beam, pulling her against me. “Better than well. You were amazing.”“Was I?” She asks, clearly upset over her kill.“Remember that it was to make a point.”We already agreed that the first show of rebellion would be dealt with, and she did fucking amazing in keeping to that. After all the betrayals