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14. Time is Crawling
I wiped my hand against the mouth. "What?"
"You need to come to my apartment, like right now."
"Why?"
He paused for a moment. "Why don't I explain everything when you reach? I'll message the address." Without hearing for any reply, he hung up. I stared at it dumbfounded. Who did he think of himself? Prime Minister Modi?
In a minute, my phone pinged again, and opening I saw it was the address of his new apartment.
Should I go or not? But he said it was something important. Not exactly, but it meant the same thing. I took a once over to my room and settled to go out only. I couldn't stay much longer inside. It gets on my nerves too much. Tearing myself up from the comfort, I went strai
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