CHAPTER 15: LUCIA

I knew it was a good idea to lock the door last night. Even as morning rolls in, I can't let go of the thought.

Ivan almost caught me masturbating!

I decided to make a change by writing in the romance genre rather than the thriller genre I'm used to. Andrea said it was a good idea and that I should give it a try, but no one told me how difficult it would be to write the sex scenes since I haven't exactly had sex before.

I considered asking my friends, but then that would be wierd so… you know… I thought to try it out myself, but I just couldn't get it right, which was a bit embarrassing.

I was starting to feel something when Ivan knocked and twisted the door handle to let himself in. Without a doubt, that would've been embarrassing and awkward as hell.

When he left and I tried getting back into it, it just didn't feel as right as I thought it would, so I gave up.

By 7 a.m., I'm dressed in blue jeans and a cream sweater when I leave my room for breakfast. I see Ivan seated at his usu