Nine

Kalan

“You know what…Go ahead without me, Calix. I'm good,” standing up from the booth, I waved him off, walking away.

“Are you sure?”

I looked back at him, nodding my head firmly. I badly wanted to tell Calix what was eating me up inside, but I didn't want to tell him because it was my fault. I didn't want him to worry.

I could always talk to Nevan since at least she's aware of what happened, but she must be in class by now and I knew she wouldn't even want to talk to me either way, she'd be furious.

“Okay then, if you change your mind, you know where we are!” He waved me back.

The guilt was eating me alive.

Ravenna in the infirmary, the damage I did to Lyssa, everything felt so overwhelming and detrimental to my status. As much as I despised Lyssa for doing what she did, I felt extremely bad after what I did to her. It would take a month at most for her to heal. Lyssa was a very sweet girl, she just has extreme anger issues like me, and that must instigate her into doing what she d