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"Trust gets you killed, love gets you hurt and being real gets you hated....All worth it......My eyes slowly wondered around as we finally arrived at his house, or should I say mansion now, as strange nervousness and inconvenience slowly creeped up to me...."Oh c'mon girl, You are a strong fearless lady" I mumbled quietly to myself, as my eyes kept on staring at the mansion, that was really enough to contain like a hundred people....Well I guess maybe that was just an exaggeration, but the fact was that it was so huge, compared to the little apartment I stayed with my aunt....."Are you scared?" His warm voice slowly creeped up to my ears, as I swiftly turned around to his direction, before looking at him right on the eyes ..."You wish" I blurted out, rolling my eyes blankly, even though as much as I hate to admit it, I was indeed so terrified....I don't have any friends, so I've never been in another person's house before, even though I really don't care, I like my zone and the way I am, going out was just not my thing...."Well, just in case you decide to change your mind, you can hold my hand if you want to" He said, bringing me out of my thoughts, as I looked at him back blankly...."Oh yeah, and I can break your teeth, if you ask for it" I replied back, still staring at him, with a blank expression on my face, as his face immediately flushes red...."Three feet, Got it" He mumbled, as he looked away with his already red face, before quickly turning back to me...."Shall we" He blurted out, as his hands pointed towards the entrance, as I grasp unto my little skirt tightly for help, before rolling my eyes back at him..."Whatever" I blurted out, as I quickly walked ahead of him into the extremely huge mansion....Gosh, is this some kind of Elizabeth palace or what, I thought confusedly, as I stared up at the big chandelier that hung there, before finally drifting my gaze back down, only to spot a figure, sitting down at a couch...."Now, who could be that?" I questioned myself, as I cautiously took a few steps forward, to have a much more clearer view of this strange image, only to discover that it was no other person but Ryan?......"RYAN P.O.V".....I really did enjoy pushing that arrogant girl Ivy down that damn pool, and as she kept on screaming, it really brought happy gladness down my spine, cause she literally deserved it....Her damn arrogance would eventually get her killed sooner or later, but still I guess I regretted it a little bit, cause Men!, am literally so damn crazy about her, and if she had actually died there, then I would have been the biggest fool....Cause I would have lost everything, Damn, I really don't care about her arrogance, cause all I want is her and her alone for life....But I guess I would think about that later, cause now, I needed to scram, cause "If", well I mean "when" she eventually gets her damn butt out of that pathetic pool, I would be completely done for.... Tossed, just like a bread...So, I had swiftly escape from that damn hell school, cause literally it was just so suck ish, I really just needed to scram from there, or else my poor brain might just end up getting damn fried, and obviously I ain't gonna let that happen....As I decided on just getting the shit out of there to freely enjoy my carefree life, like seriously if I can't have Ivy now...I still gonna have to quench my burning hunger, so I decided to call that slut Ariana and her duffos friends to fuck me till I cry and literally they did, well apart from the crying part...Cause I really don't do crying, instead I make girls cry their eyes out and that's just how I roll....I laid shirtless on the wide couch, as Ariana and her moron group kept on caressing my soft skin, as a sly grin slowly creeped up on my face...."Wow I really do feel like a king" I thought grinning proudly, before my eyes suddenly spotted a faint figure at the entrance side, before it finally came closer, only to discover that it was that sucker Charlie and.....Ivy?...., as I slowly raised my arching confusedly...Damn!, what the fuck is she doing here?.... I thought, staring at her, still arching one of my eyebrows...Gosh, I think she had just found out what exactly I was actually doing here........"IVY P.O.V".....I stared disgustingly at that fool Ryan, as he kept on sitting shirtless on the couch, with several disgusting girls, hovering round him like brainless bees, as disgust slowly flooded through me...What the hell is this fool doing here?, I thought, as I pressed my lips together angrily, already feeling my blood boiling"Oh Gosh, am done for" Charlie already irritated voice mumbled under his breath, as he bowed his face down, clenching his fist angrily..."Oh Charlie.... You're back and you brought a special guest" Ryan's pathetic voice said, before winking lustfully at me, still standing with only his boxers on...Before suddenly standing right in front of me, still grinning, as I felt the urge to slap him right on his damn face, with my boiling blood...."Stay away from her, okay?" Charlie angry voice yelled out with grit teeth, before quickly holding my hand firmly to his, completely breaking the three feet rule, as the grin on Ryan's face grew a whole lot wider, before staring straight into his light eyes.."I don't know if I can stay away dude, she seems pretty... interesting, I might just be tempted" He grinned, fixing those disgusting eyes of his on me, as he kept on staring from head to toe....Angrily making me feel so suffocated and angry, but I decided to keep my cool, cause I really wasn't here to just end up killing that fucking loser....."C'mon charlie let's go" I blurted out, before holding his hands more tightly, as I angrily shot daggers at that shit Ryan...."Alright" He mumbled under his breath, still glaring at Ryan angrily, before finally pulling me along, walking up the stairs, but still I could feel Ryan's angry creepy gaze on me...."Don't you dare touch her, or I'll kill you, you fool" His voice echoed through the quiet walls angrily, as we kept on moving up without stopping for a darn minute"She's mine, got that" His angry voice yelled out, before Charlie finally pulled me into his room, as I immediately let go of his hand, before he quickly locked the door shut, pacing round and round angrily... But I was seriously a whole lot angrier than him, cause now all I needed was to find out what exactly was going on........."You know me, it's a lie, you see me, all illusion, you love me, am confused, you come close, I run!!!"......I watched him pacing round the room angrily, but oh Men, he didn't know that I was a whole lot angrier than he ever was...."What the hell was that shit all about" I yelled out angrily, as he immediately stopped pacing around, but I didn't darn care a bit....."What happened to the three feet rule?" I asked, staring at his muscular back angrily....."Oh!, you are more concerned about that?" He asked, as he immediately turned to my direction, with a frustrated look on his face, as I kept on staring straight into his eyes...."You're right, I really don't care about that shit" I blurted out, with my already folded arms, as I tried calming down, still looking at his tensed pathetic face, before finally giving him a glass of water, I sighted from a nearby table...."Drink" I instructed, handing him the glass of water, as I kept on staring straight into his light eyes blank
....."I have thousand reason to die and many billions reasons to cry, but am still standing and I don't know why.........The ride home was a really quiet one, My hands kept on fiddling, and my poor head was banging me over and over again, God, I really feel like I was actually dying or something....I couldn't stop digesting everything that I just heard like a few minutes ago, as my heart kept on arching, Everything was just so frustrating, and oh, to top it all, the silence in the car was killing me completely...Well, it's not like I had wanted to say something to him or what, but still everything was just so strange...He wants revenge just like me, or was it that it was all a tricky act to come close to me, I thought carefully, as I stole a sneak peak of Charlie's blank expression, as his eyes were glued on the already dark roads...I really doubt his lying, Another thought came flooding in, as I fiddled with my hands frustratedly once again....I really don't know what to do, I
..."Could all I've been longing for, be so easily to get, I really don't believe it"......."They are coming"...."What?"..."It's true"....."How do they even figure out"..."Don't know, just don't tell them anything"..."I...."They'll stop at nothing to get what they want"...."No, it can't be".."They want bloodshed, You have to stop them".."I'll try"........I walked angrily with my arms already folded, as my weary legs have already been arching for like an hour now, making me squeeze my face angrily...Oh shit, there are like a zillion restaurant at the lake side, and so far so good, this is going to be the third one am coming to now, I frowned as I kick the peebles, still so pissed off....Fuck, why on earth was that darn fool not specific, I thought to myself frustratedly, as I arrived at the third restaurant, that was also beside the lakeside, as a little frown slowly creeped up on my face....I hate to admit this, but I guess I was actually the bigger fool here, for not
....."Something's fishy somewhere and I don't know what it is, there's obviously something more to it than the eyes sees, but the more I try figuring it out, the more I end up becoming the sore loser.........I stared straight into his eyes, as my heart kept on wavering in doubt...."We may actually find nothing" I blurted out, with a mixture of fear and doubt, as I slowly watch him breathing a huge breath, before finally staring back...."Have you ever heard of the quote that goes, "It better to try and fail than don't try at all" He said, as I arched my eyebrows in both confused and uncertainty...."But still that doesn't guarantee we would find anything" I blurted out blankly, as my mind kept on wavering in doubt over and over again, but all he did was to give a little stressful smile..."That's the whole point, we may find nothing but we would at least try and have our minds at ease" His warm voice spoke out and I hate to admit this, but for the first time I could feel myself ca
....."Behind the veil, we all have demons, but some are more murderous than the others.... Not some bluff, but a pure fact...."When faced with disappointment all over again, do you just back out, or struggle forward"....."CHARLIE'S P.O.V"....."What else do you know" Ivy's sharp voice sparked out, as I closely stared at Mrs Wilson strange tensed face, with my careful eyes...."Nothing else" She blurted out, almost too quickly, before once again staring at the blank document, as I could feel Ivy blood already boiling..."What the fuck do you mean by "Nothing else" Ivy roared out angrily, as I gently tried calming her down, before she actually just decide to punch me and that woman as well, right on the face....I stared warmly at her, before finally drifting my gaze back to our should I say "Informat" with a questioningly look..."I mean what about her address, where she lived, Parents, You must have knew something about those right?" I questioned, with my hands already folded up
...."Not all stories have their damn happy endings, and sometimes the ones that we actually claim to be "Happy", are literally the ones that lies the most shitty pain....So is love really worth it, huh?...."I want to go home" I mumbled under my breath with so much pain and anger, as I kept on staring blankly outside..."Am sorry it's didn't work out like expected" His warm voice called out, but still that didn't make me feel any less bitterness...No never!...I bet he doesn't even have an idea of the shit I go through every darn day because of those bloody bastards....They all fled after they made mom decide to end her shitty life, I ain't gonna spare them now, it's going to be either I die, or they will, either way, No one would ever make it out alive, No one...."Ivy....Are you okay?" His voice reluctantly pulled me out of my misery, as I kept on staring blankly outside the window...."Just drive" I mumbled under my breath, with so much lifelessness already in my bitter voice .
..."I hide from you, you seek, I run, you find, When I smile, you caused it, I hate your aura, but it slowly drive me crazy every cursed day, I think am slowly losing it, but still I don't want to stop, Not one bit, not ever...I tell my darn self I hate you, but I don't think it's true anymore..........I placed my confused face flat on my bed, as all my darn emotions slowly flush through me, ranking my poor weary head more and more...I just really don't know whether I should cry or just vent out my anger and frustration on every darn thing, I just don't know.....What's wrong with me, I tell myself, as I could feel anger flooding through me once again, cause we actually just failed to find out any little piece of information about my mother...I thought angrily, as I kept on squeezing my pillow heartlessly, until the feathers begin to pop right out from it coverings....And oh to top it up, that fool's words keeps ringing on my head over and over again, I mumbled angrily to myse
....."You don't own me, I control my own feelings forever, and that's how it always gonna be, so love....Just get the fuck off my hair and finally let me be.....I think am gonna murder him now, but at the same time I just don't wanna and sadly, I really don't know why?...Am I actually going nuts or what the hell is happening to me now..........I marched out of my room in full speed, swiftly down the stairs, as I kept on tightly squeezing the life out of my jumpers, well not that it actually had one or whatever....All I could feel was my head constantly racking of what to actually say to aunt this time around, I rubbed my forehead for a brief second, as I kept on skipping most of the stairs....C'mon Ivy, just act cool and make up something to leave without shivering like a little pathetic leaf, I could hear my inner self yelling out to me, as I slowly breath out a huge sigh of determination over and over again...Before finally arriving down the stairs, with my eyes already quic