Hurt than hell

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"You know me, it's a lie, you see me, all illusion, you love me, am confused, you come close, I run!!!"...

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I watched him pacing round the room angrily, but oh Men, he didn't know that I was a whole lot angrier than he ever was....

"What the hell was that shit all about" I yelled out angrily, as he immediately stopped pacing around, but I didn't darn care a bit.....

"What happened to the three feet rule?" I asked, staring at his muscular back angrily.....

"Oh!, you are more concerned about that?" He asked, as he immediately turned to my direction, with a frustrated look on his face, as I kept on staring straight into his eyes....

"You're right, I really don't care about that shit" I blurted out, with my already folded arms, as I tried calming down, still looking at his tensed pathetic face, before finally giving him a glass of water, I sighted from a nearby table....

"Drink" I instructed, handing him the glass of water, as I kept on staring straight into his light eyes blankly....

"But I don't wanna" He replied, still pissed off with probably everything, making me press my lips together angrily.....

"Shut your shitty mouth up and just drink, unless you'll definitely explode in the next damn minute"....

I instructed angrily, still having an eye lock with him, as he slowly took the water from my hand, before quickly gulping everything down...

Slowly making a strange little smile creep on my lips, even though I still clearly don't understand why.....

"Good, now tell me why that shit's here" I asked, folding my hands together angrily, as he slowly pierced his eyes into mine once again, before quickly looking away angrily.....

"He's unfortunately my damn brother" He yelled out, smashing the glass into a million pieces on the floor, as my eyes widened, with so many emotions running through me...

"What!" I blurted out, almost too quickly, as I kept on staring straight into his eyes..

"What the fuck do you mean by that" I yelled out, still staring at him angrily, as my blood suddenly started boiling, but he tried keeping his cool, as he stared at me once again....

"It's a long story" He said, looking straight into my eyes softly, as I pressed my lips angrily....

"I am in no rush" I replied almost immediately, as my heart kept on sending me so many feelings, still staring at him, as he took a deep breath, still clearly feeling angry and uncomfortable for what he was about to say next....

"C'mon you have to spill the beans" I said, as I looked straight into his soul, as he left out a bitter sigh, before staring back at me....

I so much hate this closeness, but I absolutely got no any other damn choice, I needed to find out what the shit was actually going on, and sadly, this was the only way, I thought, as I kept on staring deeply into his eyes....

"My dad was your mother lover, "Jayden", He blurted out, still searching for my reaction, but I really just couldn't pretend that I wasn't tensed, as my eyes immediately widen in shock and surprise....

"So.... You're my stepbrother?" I asked, still trying to process the new information, as my head kept on spinning over and over again....

"Not exactly" His voice jolted me back to life, as he kept on staring straight into my tensed eyes ..

"Then what the hell do you actually mean by that" I asked anxiously, as my heart cowardly kept on racing....

"Am actually not related to you, but he is...." He said, still fixing his gaze at my so confused eyes, as he tried breaking it down to me, before I actually just collapse, cause damn this was just too much....

"He's your stepbrother, but am adopted...So there's no relation between you and I"...

"How's that possible" I asked anxiously....

"Jayden, my foster dad eventually got married after your mother's death and had that shit, Ryan" He clenched his fist angrily, before continuing....

"But unfortunately his wife didn't....survive either, so when she also died, he was shattered and vowed never to remarry ever again and eventually adopted me from an orphanage" He paused, as he looked away frustratedly....

As all this kept on playing with my emotions here and there, Damn, this was really just too much and to top it up, that scum was actually my stepbrother, Fuck, I can feel my blood boiling again...

"He didn't even love her, I mean Ryan's mother, cause your mother name was sadly engraved on his heart" His cold voice brought me out my misery, as I watch him clenching his fist angrily...

"Everyday, I saw my dad breaking down into a million little pieces, because of your mother's death" He mumbled angrily, as he slowly fix his gaze straight into my eyes..

"He kept on calling her name..."Grace!, "Grace!", over and over again, every single darn day" He said with grit teeth, as his eyes flashes pain and pure agony....

"My dad never really did forget your mother, Ivy" He mumbled, still fixing his gaze straight into my eyes, with burning anger and deep down, I knew his anger was justified....

"I want revenge Ivy, I really want it, I just can't keep on seeing my dad break into a million pieces every darn day" He yelled out....

"I had to send him to Sweden, for him to be able to forget about everything for a while, I just can't sit back and watch him die because of all this, I just can't" He blurted out, as he kept on staring straight into my eyes bitterly, before looking away...

"Even though, I can't bring your mother back to life, still I can seek revenge on those that had made her life so shitty, that she decided to just end it all" His cold voice yelled out, as he spat out angrily...

"I want to watch them bleed, all of them... I would make them cry for mercy and help, just like my dad did every shitty day" He said, staring at me once again, with his painful vengeful eyes, as I slowly clenched my fist bitterly....

"And am with you on this" I said, staring straight into his bitter eyes...

"They will pay for everything, All of them" I blurted out, with grit teeth, before giving him a little bitter grin.....

This is the start of this story, I hope you all sit tight, cause Men, you will bleed, I mumbled to myself, with so much bitterness and pain in my dark heart .....