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Miles Away

Author: Dorkywrites
last update publish date: 2026-04-21 19:37:00

Levi

I pull into the driveway, the tires crunching over gravel, and my chest feels heavier than usual. The house is quiet, almost too quiet, and I know exactly why. Ana. I know she’s in her room, pretending to sleep as she always does when she’s upset with me. I tell myself that I shouldn’t disturb her, that I’ll let her rest, but the guilt gnaws at me like a persistent shadow I can’t shake. I didn’t even hold her hand when she woke up

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  • Beyond Rejection.   Names Again

    AnastasiaI wake to the soft hum of the house, the morning sun slicing through the blinds in thin lines across the floor. Ray is asleep in his crib, the quiet rise and fall of his chest the only sound, aside from Greta’s low humming as she fusses in the kitchen. My robe is wrapped tightly around me, tighter than usual, almost like I’m trying to contain myself in more ways than one.I stay where I am for a long moment, staring at Ray. He looks impossibly small and fragile, and I feel the weight of the truth pressing against my chest: he belongs here, in this world, and I am the only one standing between him and anything that could unsettle him. Levi is working downstairs, probably already buried in numbers or meetings. He doesn’t notice how quiet I am, how I linger in the doorway watching my son, and maybe that’s a small mercy.Greta’s steps approach, careful and deliberate. She doesn’t speak at first; she k

  • Beyond Rejection.   Fragile

    AnastasiaI don’t notice the room around me anymore. All I can feel is him—Levi, Crosswalk—pressed against me, his lips moving over mine, his hands firm and warm, anchoring me in a way that makes my knees weaken. My body twists slightly toward his, instinctively reaching for him, craving the nearness we’ve been denying each other for weeks.The warmth of him seeps into me, and my chest rises and falls with every shared breath. I feel like I could melt into him completely, let the world disappear, and just exist here, tangled up and burning with the desire that has been simmering far too long.But then he pauses.I feel it first in the way his hands hesitate on my waist, the way his forehead presses lightly against mine. He steps back just a fraction, eyes dark with something I can’t immediately name.“Anastasia… you’re still sore,” he murmurs, his voice husky, but careful, as if t

  • Beyond Rejection.   Collapse Into Heat

    LeviI don’t go to her immediately.Even after I’m told she’s back. Even after Greta confirms that she’s settled in. Even after I walk through the front door and feel it, that shift in the air that tells me she’s here again.I head to the study first.It’s a habit at this point. Work is easier. Numbers, contracts, signatures, they don’t look at me like I’ve done something wrong without saying a word. They don’t carry that quiet accusation that she does just by existing in the same space as me.I drop my briefcase on the desk and loosen my tie, staring at the stack of documents in front of me.I don’t read a single line.My mind keeps drifting. Back to the hospital. Back to the way she looked when I stood at the doorway and watched from a distance, making sure she was fine without stepping too close. Back to the way she held the child like she wasn’t sure i

  • Beyond Rejection.   The Nursery

    AnastasiaThe hospital room smells like antiseptic and something faintly metallic, like blood that has been scrubbed away but refuses to completely disappear. It clings to the back of my throat, making every breath feel heavier than it should.I lie still, staring at the ceiling, listening to the quiet rhythm of machines and distant footsteps in the hallway. My body feels like it doesn’t belong to me anymore. Every muscle aches in a way I didn’t know was possible, deep and lingering, like something inside me has been stretched and wrung out.But none of that matters.My gaze drifts slowly to the small cot beside my bed.He’s there.Tiny. Wrapped in a soft blue blanket. Barely moving except for the slow rise and fall of his chest.My son.A strange, overwhelming tightness fills my chest. Not pain. Not fear. Something else entirely. Something I don’t have the strength to name.I swallo

  • Beyond Rejection.   Outside Her Door

    LeviI do not think I will ever forget the sound of her voice in that room.It stays with me long after everything else fades, long after the doctors begin speaking in calmer tones and Greta finally allows herself to breathe without urgency. It stays even when the child cries for the first time, even when the nurses move efficiently around us, even when the worst of it is over.I stand there through all of it, and yet I feel like I am nowhere at all.I have been in control of my life for as long as I can remember. Every decision I have made, every path I have taken, every risk I have accepted has always been calculated. Even when things went wrong, I knew how to respond. I knew how to adjust.But there is nothing calculated about this.There is nothing controlled about watching her lie on that bed, her body trembling under the weight of pain she never asked f

  • Beyond Rejection.   Early Delivery

    AnastasiaEverything after the pain becomes a blur, but not the kind that fades. It is the kind that burns itself into memory, sharp and unrelenting.One moment, I am in his arms, struggling to breathe through the crushing pressure in my abdomen, and the next, I am being carried down the stairs while Greta rushes ahead of us, already issuing instructions in a voice that brooks no argument.I clutch at his shirt, not because I want to, but because my body refuses to let go. The fabric twists in my fists as another wave of pain tears through me, and this time I cannot hold it back. A cry rips out of my throat, loud and raw, echoing through the house in a way that makes everything feel too real.“It’s too early,” I whisper, even though I know neither of them needs to hear it again.“I know,” Greta replies quickly, her tone firm but not unkind. “Just focus on breathing. We are getting you to the hospital.”

  • Beyond Rejection.   At Home

    Levi.When she finally looks up, I heave a heavy sigh. I was almost afraid she’d have another episode.Her eyes are wide.“There’s nothing to be afraid of.” I say awkwardly.I can feel her thudding heartbeat against my arm, the heat of her skin.“We almost died.”We?“My baby.” She murmurs under he

  • Beyond Rejection.   Almost Crashed

    Levi I haven’t had much sleep. She’s leaving tomorrow. And I won’t get to see her for another month. It’s probably for the best, I keep telling myself? The time we spent fighting over pillows had reminded me of the time when we had been in high school. I remain hovered over the treadmill. Part o

  • Beyond Rejection.   I Can't Drive

    AnastasiaI didn’t sleep well last night. There are dark circles under my eyes.Greta had arrived earlier than usual to help me with my preparations. There wasn’t much to pack - I didn’t use the closet space he offered, mostly because I didn’t want to get too comfortable.Levi was nowhere to be see

  • Beyond Rejection.   Pillow Gamble 2

    Anastasia“If you want me to kiss you, you have to lean forward, Crosswalk.”He arches a brow.“I’m not the one offering payment. If you want a pillow, you have to be willing to get it.”I pout at him. “You’re milking the situation! I’m pregnant, for crying out loud!”“That’s all the more reason yo

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