Chapter 1
KYOMI POV
The sky had been a blanket of grey when I walked in, angry black clouds pregnant of rain hovering above the sad earth. A tell-tale of the angry splatters that hit the glass windows with sheer brutality. My mind drifted to my run-down cabbie, and I knew for a fact that by the time my shift ended, the front of the car would be so drenched I would have a hard time finding the paddles in the pool of water. I made a quick math in my head: a few dollar bills I'd managed to save plus this month's salary would be enough to run it by the mechanic. That’s if Kaizen wouldn’t run into some sort of shitty problem at his school that demanded me bail his ass out of jail.
But really, the little baby needed some TLC and it had been so long since she had received one.
“SEVEN MEGA PINTS FOR TABLE 12!” John shouted from the register, his loud voice booming over the loud music that played so loud even my heartbeat was in sync with the beat. Thankfully, his voice brought me back to reality and out of my head.
“COMING RIGHT UP,” I yelled back juggling the big cups and filling them up with golden liquor to the brim, causing the small bubbles to form and slosh over the rims.
One by one, I balanced each over my arm; a craft I had come to perfect over five years of juggling beer mugs and meat boards in this shitty ass pub.
But I didn’t complain; I couldn’t.
Life was not so fair on me and my brother when it yanked our parents before we were old enough and out of school. And being ping-ponged around the system in search of a better home for two little orphans also taught me a valuable lesson about life.
With that, I tightened my core before yanking the weight of beer mugs and went into the hive of it all. The air was sticky and mucky with sweat, the music making it harder to hear my own thoughts. But it was a norm.
And Friday nights were always crazy.
I shuffled through the crazy crowd and arrived at the table. The man on my right was kind enough to get on his feet and slowly help me unpile the mugs off my arms, while the other shit-faces he sat with took that moment to gawk and ogle at me like I was some scene out of a p**n movie.
I swear their ol’ limp cocks got a rise from that.
“A strong one, yeah?” The other one on the farthest end of the table called out. I feigned a smile on my face as I waited for my tip.
The kind man to my right once again proved to be human by handing the 10 dollar bill to my hand, while the pricks he sat with deemed it necessary to push them down my unbuttoned shirt and down my bra, while the other even went ahead as gripped my thigh from underneath the hem of my small dress.
I gritted my teeth and willed my mind to pay zero attention to all of that.
As long as they didn’t go further.
I repeated to myself and stayed there until they were all done.
I walked away from the table, squeezed myself between bodies of oldies that had nothing better to do on Friday night than slither around a pub and fuck around.
I got to the back of the pub and retrieved the bills everywhere they were stashed.
A small smile formed on my face when I counted a solid 90.
See? Not that bad. Just a long routine of juggling beer mugs, being groped here and there, and eye-fucked.
But 5 years in this field you grew an armor of steel that you wore and surrounded yourself with.
My brother and I were not so lucky that we made it to college, got our degrees, and landed some decent 9 to 5’s.
Heck. I barely made it out of high school before our parents died in a car crash and we were shuffled from one foster home to the other.
Until my aunt decided to be human enough and adopted us.
I would say staying at her house was all warm and welcoming, but three months in, I packed my brother’s bag and helped him out the window in the middle of the night. We never set foot in that place ever again.
The biting cold on the streets was much safer than his abusive ass.
The walk down memory lane was not a pleasant one, so I chucked the nasty thoughts down the old box and hid in the back of my mind, then hummed to the music as I tucked the tip in my bra and under my breast.
I had just finished smoothing over my shirt when loud gunfire rechoted throughout the entire building, sending panicked screams around the building. The loud thunder that boomed just in time didn’t help the situation, and panic leaked into my blood like molten lava from an active volcano.
My heart lunged into my throat as the music died, and a loud commanding voice filled the entire space.
“EVERYBODY GET DOWN!” I went without hesitation, burying myself down beside the metal table that held giant liquor dispensers.
I saw a small pocket just underneath it and made myself as small as a pea size, and fit myself right into it.
“WHAT IN THE BULLOCKS IS GOING ON? This is my club. And I command you lads to fuck off right now.” Tommy’s voice followed, no doubt standing on the front with his old hunter’s gun.
A few seconds went by before a smooth BANG! Filled the entire club. Horrified screams and whimpers followed, just before a bulk body hit the floor with a meaty thunk.
Old Tommy!
That had to be him.
A foreign curse filled the space, and if I hadn’t shrunk any smaller, this time I was thrice the size of a pea.
“She’s gotta be this side.” A familiar voice filled my ears, and an iron hand fisted my heart as my thoughts ran wild.
Please don’t let it be who I think it was….
The door to the back creaked open, and footsteps followed as they all piled into the back room.
“Nina?” Kaizen’s voice filled the silence, and without a second guess, I erupted from my hiding place only to come face to face with seven… Seven deadly men in black, guns cocked and laid casually by their sides. Except one.
One of them had that glint in the eye that told you he toasted to babies being murdered and his favorite TV show was watching bodies being flayed.
There was no denying the power he had because, with his soft stance, he managed to fill the entire space with his presence alone. The black suit made him look like a modern-day CEO, but the storm-grey eyes made him lethal, dangerous! The tattoos picking through at the top of his sleek black dress shirt didn’t do better with the situation.
My mouth dried, horror held me captive, and escaped out of me in the form of a small whimper as Kaizen crashed his weight against my body in a hug.
I found myself wondering what kind of a fuckster my brother landed himself into. My protective instincts kicked in, and I wrapped an arm around his shoulders.
At 18, he was fucking tall, bigger than I ever was. But he was my small baby. The only family I had left- not counting my aunt who was under her abusive husband’s thumb- and I would fucking move mountains for him. Even if it meant spending the last of my savings to save him from whatever shit he had managed to land himself into this time.
Just as I was searching for words to speak, he spun around in my hold and draped an arm around me, facing the men who looked like the horsemen of the apocalypse and their minions.
Especially the one with black hair and an expression so blank you’d think he was void of any emotions. He had this calm to him that only rattled me straight to the bone, his blank gaze chilling me right to the core of my soul.
I fisted my brother’s shirt and tried to bring him as close to me as humanly possible, shielding him from their offensive stares. Whatever it was, I would get him out of it; just like I had many times before.
But the next words he blabbered yanked the solid ground beneath my feet, shattering everything I had ever known in all my life.
“See? I wasn’t lying when I told you she’s a looker. She would be a perfect fit in Pandemonium.”
Chapter 35VINCENZO POVHer clothes tore like a fucking wet paper. Her tongue hugged mine in a wet sloppy kiss, and I fucking saw stars. Her fury tasted like redemption, her fire like liberation on my tongue. Everything inside me expanded at the same time it unravelled, leaving me a panting mess as I kissed her like I wanted to kill her with my mouth. “GET OUT,” I growled deep and low before claiming her mouth, and the sound of feet shuffling on the floor filled the space before the door closed with a soft click. Kyomi clutched my shirt like it was a lifebelt, her lips reciprocating my assault with the same kind of hunger; same level of passion. Although there was nothing passionate about that moment. It was war. Fatal and dadly in all the ways one could ever think of. There was just something about her fire that lit me up; the way she burst through the damn doors like she owned the damn place before spitting venom all around the damn space. And when she hit me, that small thing
Chapter 34 KYOMI POV Hours bled into days, and Vincenzo and I fell into a little routine. He would burst through the doors in the morning with a tray of breakfast, feed me with his own hand while smoldering me with his grey eyes. The lunches were the same as well, and he attended to my every need. After a few hours of him being gone to do God knows what- probably to terrorize people and demons alike- he would come back to bathe me, put me in fresh clothes, and tuck me in bed before shoving dinner down my throat. He touched me like he owned me, cared for me like I was his little broken toy. And all the time, I let him. I let him touch the physical shell he was utterly obsessed with, let him rule over my flesh the way he liked it. But anything beyond that was mine. I let him hear my voice when I wanted to. He would snap and break things, punch holes in the walls because I didn’t say a word, and I would just sit back watching him go berserk. It was quite liberating really,The man h
Chapter 33 KYOMI POV Consciousness came with a dull, throbbing ache. The kind that settled in my bones and lungs like cold grief. My throat was raw, my limbs a thick consistency of maple syrup. But above it all, I felt… heavy. Like my bones weight a fucking tone inside the cocoon of my skin. A groan fell off my lips, and I winced as the little sound scratched on my patched throat like fingernails on a dry chalkboard. I cracked my eyes open and my surroundings came into view, blurry and unfamiliar at first. Slowly, clarity seeped back into the dry bones and torn cracks, and I saw it all. My body was lying on the bed with a big pillow to prop it up, an IV drip hooked into my arm, and the unmistakable presence that seemed to absorb all the air in the room. I was alive, and in Vincenzo’s bedroom. A tall silhouette stood by the window, unmoving and heavy, a soft murmur filling the space as he spoke into his phone in hushed tones. “Ricardo needs to be dealt with.” His back was turn
Chapter 32VINCENZO POVThe day seemed both an eternity and a millisecond. I stood behind the metal chair, sleeves rolled up to my elbows, and the cold edge of my blade smeared with something warmer than regret. Blood pooled on the concrete floor beneath my feet, filling the abandoned warehouse with a coppery scent that seemed to overshadow the smell of rot and piss. The place was more than perfect; a graveyard where rats crawled to die peacefully. A place where I received answers, or sometimes invited the grim reaper to join the party I wiped a thumb underneath the bridge between my nose and mouth, then rounded the chair before stopping in front of the Armenian runner. His breaths were wet, rattled; his screaming had stopped five minutes ago. Which meant he was either unconscious or giving up the futile fight. Because come hell or high water, I was getting the information I came here for. It wasn’t hard tracing their little secret hide out, and it sure didn’t cost us an arm and
Chapter 31KYOMI POVThe ceiling had teeth.Or maybe it was just the fragments of my imagination that had enlarged, come alive, and started to form figures and shapes in front of my eyes; but I could have sworn that the corners were spinning again, curling into cold snarls every time I blinked too hard. My mouth tasted like raw cotton, my limbs slumped like syrup. The line between reality and dreams thinned and blurred on the edges, until everything was a jumbled mess in front of me. The chest dresser laughed at me as I rose from my sleeping position and pulled myself into a sitting position, the bed creaked underneath my weight, but I swear it sounded like a mocking chuckle.And that very moment, somebody decided that it was perfect time to blast music, making the sounds to thump in my head on a steady rhythm. I peeled my eyes open to find out I was alone in the bedroom, with nobody else but the entities from my thoughts that had all come to life. And that there was actually no on
Chapter 30KYOMI POVThe following day was a mishmash of aching body, confusion, and heartache as the density of my epiphany fully sank in. The third day with only my thoughts to feed from my sanity had finally blurred the edges of the world into soft, smudged black lines. The warm walls of Vincenzo Russo’s lavish mansion closed in on me like they were breathing; alive. If the experts somehow found me in that position, they would declare me legally unstable. I lay curled on top of the bed, not under it where monsters and demons lurked. Covers felt too heavy on my body, too much, with a drizzle of phantom comfort I sure as hell didn’t need. I stared at the white dot on the ceiling wondering just how that freak let it be there, desperately trying to jot everything down to another play of my imagination. A cold, manifestation of my visceral nightmares and hallucinations. I figured that hunger may have exhausted my mind so badly that I was starting to see things that were actually not