Last night's mistake

I woke up because of the sun shining to my face. I rubbed my eyes and stretched my body until I started feeling pain on my abdomen. That is where reality strikes. I opened my eyes and panickily looked under the blanket.

Holy shit I’m naked! Oh my gosh, what did I do?!

I slowly turned around a saw a man, naked, sleeping. I slightly lifted my head to see his face and... HOLY CRACKERS IT’S CAMERON! I had sex with my bodyguard?! Oh my gosh! I am in total panic and shock right now! I... I fucking lost my virginity to my bodyguard?! To a mere bodyguard?!

Focus Savannah! You have to get out of here!

I slowly reached for my clothes on the floor and immediately wears them. I grabbed my purse and quietly left the hotel room. I tried my best to hide my face while walking to the parking lot. I can’t be seen by anyone at this state! I’ll be on the headlines of gossip magazines if that happens!

Luckily, I reached my car without anyone recognizing me. I took deep breathes as soon as I entered my car. I spaced out for few minutes while trying hard to remember everything that happened last night.

Fragments of memory started appearing in my head.

“Are you sure about this?” he asked.

“Yes, just put it inside of me.”

I started yelling and grabbing my head after that scene popped into my brain. ARE YOU INSANE SAVANNAH?! AHHH! YOU LOST YOUR VIRGINITY TO YOUR BODYGUARD!

“Oh my gosh, I’m totally out of my mind. I had a one-night stand with my bodyguard! I’m totally losing it!” How am I going to face Cameron after this?! “It’s just a mistake. Yeah, right right, it’s a mistake. It’s because of that stupid Brian!”

Right, it’s a mistake. It’s just a one-night stand. I have to calm down.

“But I gave the virginity I have been protecting to just a bodyguard!” Ah! This is the worst!

I rested my head on the steering wheel while thinking the decisions I made last night.

“Ah! Whatever!” I started driving back to the mansion.

I immediately took a run to my room hoping that none of my family members would see me, because I am a total mess right now!

I was about to climb the staircase but a voice made me stop.

“Savannah, are you just going home now?” I turned around and saw my grandfather, father, mom and brothers.

Just great! Not just one saw me, because all of them did!

I awkwardly smiled. “All of you are here,” I said awkwardly. All of them are looking at me and probably judging me. “I... I umm need to go now! I have to prepare for a shoot!” I quickly stormed off to my room and slammed the door after entering.

I walked to my bed and just sat there. Until now, I am still questioning my life. What did I just do?! I thought nothing worst would happen after that scene with Brian! Now look at me! I had a one-night stand and worst with my bodyguard! Just great! If life won’t get any worse!

Suddenly, someone started knocking on my room door.

“Who is it?”

“It’s me, Skyler. Can I come in?” He opened the door even before I could answer. “What happened to you? Where were you last night?”

“I... I—” Fragments of another memory of last night came to mind which stopped me from answering my brother.

I was on the top of Cameron and intensely moving and moaning like there’s no tomorrow.

“Ah! I’m going crazy! I’m losing my mind!” I shouted as I lay on my stomach on my bed and covered my head with pillow.

“What’s wrong?! What’s happening to you? Are you okay?”

“I’m not okay. Just leave! I need space! I want to be alone! Leave me for now!”  I know he hesitated to leave, but as soon as I heard the door closed, I stood up and locked it. I sat on the floor, spaced out, for a few minutes before deciding to take a shower.

Right, a shower might do the job to wake me up from this mess.

After taking a bath, I went down to the kitchen to eat. I’m slowly walking and observing so I can avoid Cameron. However, nothing is really going on my way today.

“Miss Savannah,” he called from behind. I took a deep breathe before facing him.

“C-Cameron, I don’t have a schedule today so you can leave and rest at your house.”

“About last night—” I immediately pulled him to the storage room. Luckily, no one was around.

“Don’t ever mention anything regarding what happened last night! You know what? Just forget that it happened! Erase it from your memory! Pretend like nothing happened! It was just a mistake; a one-night stand! So, don’t get crazy ideas about it! No one could know that Savannah Harris had sex with a bodyguard! So please, just forget everything.” I was about to walk away but he grabbed my arms to stop me.

“Fine, I will do what you said but in one condition. Answer my question.” I pushed his hands away and faced him.

“What?”

“Was that really nothing?”

“Of course, it was just a one-night stand. Don’t even get ideas that I have feelings for you.”

“Okay, but I hope you keep in mind that you consented to it. Even if you were drunk, you initiated it and consented to it.”

“Yeah, whatever. Forget about last night. Burry that memory, and I’ll do the same. You work for my family’s company, and basically, I am your boss. I am out of your league, so don’t get any ideas.” I stormed off and went to the kitchen.

After eating, I went back to my room. I saw Cameron, from my room’s window, leaving the house. I immediately hide when he looks at my room’s direction.

I sighed after realizing the mess I started. He won’t try and talk about it on a gossip website, right? He won’t go around a say that he took the virginity of Savannah Harris, right? I’m really done if this gets out!

I just decided to sleep hoping that when I wake up, everything that happened would disappear.